It's 1am on a Friday (sat already) and I'm writing my post based on a sudden feel to do it. Yup, I see the webs surrounding and I cleared it. I feel I need a space to rant and Twitter doesn't have enought characters to satisfy me. So after going through my three posts in three years, let me update all over again on what I'm doing now. (See yy, if you update regularly, you dun have to do such lengthy posts all annually ~____~) ...

Ok. My life. Ops got married last year to my big sweep. We get along fine, very fortunately. I grew my hair for two years just for the wedding. Why? Cuz I know I'll be wearing a gown and I know long hair will suit better. So I did. The first time i transformed from head to toe, full make up, hair did, gown choosing etc... It partially felt like my wedding. I invited three of my bffs to attend. Ting, Kylie and bao and it was then, I drew the lines of bff damn clearly. Which I hope is reciprocated lah. I think it is anyway. Lol

School: I finished my exam last Friday and I think/hope is my last paper of the super long three years in unisim. Due to module registration complications, my last paper was delayed for one year loh. Damn sian. This leads me to the next topic, my job. I'm no longer helping daddy. I found a full time job before I graduated (very thankfully) doing something that everyone say suits me. Which I kinda think it does. I'm working under a new unit set up by the govt, called the pioneer generation office, which basically does personalized outreach by doing house to house visits to pioneers. We explain to them the package and shun pian understand their life by talking to them etc. my pay, is rather high, considering I'm a unisim undergrad and no experience. It was intro-Ed to me by Samuel and I really appreciate his goodwill to inform me of a good lobang. But it is only a two at contract. After serious and careful considerations of the lengthy working hours, I decided to take it on, giving myself one year to gain experience. I'm going into my second month soon and so far *touch wood* so good. I've heard lots of stories abt how the operations and constraints of a job, kills your passion for the job. I really hope I won't lose this passion towards the elderly.

Friends: I've gained closer friends and applying the theory of gain some loose some, yes, I've lost some friends. Not really lost, but pushing them out to the generic category. My longest friend is not my closest friend, my good platonic friend lost his girlfriend but the happiest part abt my friends is BAO HUI HAS A BABY!!!!! IRIS GOH ~~~~~ she's so cute loh. Lol. Totally in love w her. Hahaha. I went overseas twice in two months, one with heartlanders gang to Taiwan, and one w kayandwhy to KOREAAAA, yup. I try to enjoy my life. Heh. Both experience draw ppl closer although it's sad to. Mention that we see more colors of ppl we are close to, and that gives us the "wow, how well did I know you in the first place?" Sad huh. But true.

Ok I'm just waiting to get ino this part. YESUNG IS BACK. Hahah! Yayeeeeee. I have A bias back, finally. The two years seemed long. But in the middle, I was kinda numb to the loss. It feels as if this was how I felt all along. Yup, I think that's how numb feels like. But now he's back, I'm still getting used to the feeling of stalking and following and updating. Doesn't help that  I hardly have time to even touch my phone during my working hours.  But I'm happy all the same. Good to have smth to look forward to. Ting has changed bias. She's no longer an elf. Did it create any difference in our relationship?  Yes and no. I guess we are both trying hard to make this significant change insignificant. It won't be the same anymore, but it won't be anymore different.

So after my exams, I got my drama back, which also means, my heart is beating once again. Life's good. I'm happy. :)

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