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Sunday, October 27, 2013

hello hello! finally revived my account. =) i know, its been ages. But thank god i did not leave it pass the 1 yr mark. haha.

1st qn! wad am i doing now.

i'm actually in the midst of my exams to be honest. Its stats. The most dreaded module. like seriously. why the fuck do i need to study stats rite. =_=... annoying max.

am i working? - yes and no actually. Yes, working at daddy's company, helping out here and there, trying to cover when he's not around. No, is cuz i dun wanna go there too many times. cuz i still want my freedom. I'm an asshole. I don't wanna work but i want money. hahaah! that totally spells yu ying. =)

Other than work, i'm..... FANGIRLING! hahaahha!! I'm at my PEAK of fangirling this year. not sure if i mentioned, I was lured into liking Super Junior during my vital years by xhh. It all happened becuase she loves sj. and it was also during the period of their comeback (Superman and Mr Simple) and it was also the time where i was closer to her. And so i followed her twitter and she was SPAMMING about their comeback. like SPAMMINGGGGGGGGGGG. and i was wondering what the fuss is about. i mean, its just a song rite. I was into K-drams that time, like not songs and bands and stuff, just dramas. I was hooked onto kdramas since 2006 (first drama being My Girl, with lee Jun ki. heh. ). So i was okok with songs, just OST, no preferred band. And when i was curious about the superman song, i myself got hooked onto the song. It was the song that caught me and tada ~~ i got caught in that whirlpool. hahahaah. And then, i chose my "bias" cuz xhh and laine had one, kyu and wook respectively. it was more of a "feeling" than "looks" choice. I had no idea who he was, his name, his character, just purely based on that song and my guard feel, that guy is Yesung and he's now my gravity. I know, it sounds crazy, but to me, i'm stil sane, still studying, still voluunteering, still having my circle of friends, just that he's more than just A PERSON. like, my everything. Ok, its gonna get cheesy here. i shall stop.

Oh.. one more thing. He's in army now. I went through quite a rough patch during the few days. but now, i'm fine. writing letters to him when someone goes to Korea so they can help post. thats i feel wad i can do for him now. it has been 5 mth plus since he's in. and it seems one year. word. but oh well. i can wait. =) wanna see him back on stage again. =) =)

ok, i can go on and on abt sj. hahahah. lemme stop here for a bit. can get back soon. =)

11:41 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.