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Monday, July 30, 2007

When you're gone (By arvil)
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone, all the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gonem the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone,the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever, I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone,the words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Never again (By kelly clarkson)

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when you’re in bed with her you think of me
I would never wish bad things but I don’t wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter'cause I knew what you’d say
Give me that Sunday school answer, tryin' make it all okay

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew exactly what you would do
And don’t say you simply lost your way
She may believe you, but I never will
never again

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife Oh, how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes and he’s through with you
and he’ll be through with you
You’ll die together, but alone

You wrote me in a letter
you couldn’t say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
repent yourself away

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knewexactly what you would do
And don't say you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will, never again

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew exactly what you would do
And don’t say you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never will I never will
never again

my top 2 songs for this period of time. but don't the songs juz contradict? hahaz..

11:39 AM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

today is the worst day for me so far. total have 3 classes. and all of these classes, have a test. so.. it was oral test at first, then the written test and then the listening test. wow..

anyway.. haven been listening to loadz of people's prob. why sia... why ppl always muz have problems.. very irritating. the worse thing is you dun even know you are right or wrong. wad you should do.

cannot go swimming anymore. haiz. can't even run. die liao lah... muz wait till the next appointment.

watched "switched". think i'm the only one in my whole entire life of frens who like fann wong. hahaz.. like nobody share the same interest as me leh..

你羡慕她的微笑像鱼羡慕鸟飞得够高
但鸟永远不了解海的奇妙
你羡慕她的情调像沙羡慕石的牢靠
石永远感受不了风自由的怀抱

牛奶替代不了面包就像哭替代不了笑
其实是虚荣戒不掉
才会忽略每个人不同的好

完美是一个目标有谁能够全部做到
可知道谁都有自己不一样的心事烦恼
这世界谁来觉定谁比谁好谁更荣耀
说到底自信最重要只有自己才能让自己微笑

dunno whether you guys encounter the same prob over and over again. everything got something happen, you will make a mental note to blog it. then whenever you log in to blogger and want to type something, nothing comes oout. so.. everything is crap. oh well..

exams coming. after that is music exam, work and fyp. i will get my priorites right. dun worry. music exam, then fyp then work ..

12:20 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

today in the MRT, i turned on my MP3. then i scrolled down to find my fav song, "don't matter" by akon. my earphones weren't plugged in my ear yet. they were still dangling around my neck. But when i pressed the button play, i heard the song play right in my ears. i was like.. wad the hell? how come my volume so loud? then i put the ear piece into my ear. no leh.. the volume is as usual leh.. then i put them down again. the song continues to play. then i pause the song. eh.. the song is still playing.. hahaz...

telepathy.. tell me about it.

the flashes of the past keeps finding its way into my vision. i dun wanna see, dun wanna remember, dun wanna think about it. on the way home, on bus, juz plain walking, i keep seeing it again.
a lot of ppl ask me whether i regret rejecting all the guys i rejected. ji bee is the 4th person. oops.. yi mei.. hahaz... well.. there is nothing to regret actually. then ppl also tell me to take the initivative. who say i didn't? people say muz not be so choosey. but if i'm not happie.. then how? getting nothing is fine. getting hurt isn't.
by the time i go back, you may not be there. even if you are still there, things may not stay the same as it is before.

"i dunno how to be fine when i'm not cuz i dunno how to make a feeling stop"

8:33 PM

Friday, July 13, 2007

ok. the last post said i got pay. this post gonna announce that i've used up some of it. hahaz.. dunno wad i spend on also. but trying to put everything i have in the bank to hit the amount i wanted to hit long ago. actually is hit liao. if you add in all those ppl who owe me money. like the ten twenty bucks, the four hundred bucks. all this add up confirm hit one. but too bad. haven get it yet. so bank acc still not that amt yet.

anyway, haven been looking through the papers recently. loadz of news that caught my attention.
-wife and young boyfriend kill husband
-husband kill wife
-mother and boyfriend kill daughter -->leading the parents of the mother to disown her.
-young gal and boyfriend kill mother, father and little brother
like wad the hell. FAMILY. haiz. they all dun treasure wad they have. think the parents of the mother did great. like disowned their daughter in public. even if it is their flesh and blood.

anyway, the 7 wonders is CHANGED. i am soo suprised they can like that change lOh. funny leh.. only the taj mahal and great wall remains. the rest is like... dunno where one. funny funny places. i haven even go to the old one, the new one come up liao. i think the old one ok leh. why muz change? the tower that tilts, the pyramids, the stone structure faces, the waterfall...... now dunno become wad. one glance also cannot remember any names. hahaz..

juz some comments i wanna make. everytime a harry potter movie comes out, it will definately be compared with the book. then people will say it suck big time or the movie cannot make it. wad i wanna say is that the book can NEVER EVER be compared with the movie. is like .. when a person writes a book, their ( or her in this case) imagination runs wild. and i mean wild. everything in harry potter from the suubjects they take to voldermort and the demontors to this coming movie, the giants, occulumecy and stuff, its all imagination. but when you really wanna make a movie out of it, there is DEFINATELY a limit to how much content they can incorporate in. it is totally impossible to follow 100% of the book into the movie. whenever i read the book, i have to use imagination for everything. for example the very first book espically. the 9 and 3/4 platform. the great hall. the game quidditch. the fat lady potrait. the spells they do. everyhting was my imagination. when the very first movie was out, i was over the moon. i can't wait to watch the movie. and it sesemd that the show totally potrays wad i imagine. only better. then the 3rd, 4th and now the 5th movie is out. the book is getting thicker and thicker lah.. how can they possibly finish filming the whole book? those harry potter fanatics who faithfully reads the book, memorising every single detail of it(like me.. hahaz.) should know better than to complain about the movie. the movie is not directed by J.K Rowling anyway. so why the big fuss that it sux? you know yourself that the movie is definately shorter than the book, so if you wanna watch it willingly, dun bloody complain that it cannot be compared to the book. i just think that the movie gets better and better.

watched transformers twice. this is the first time i watch a movie twice sia. i watch till the part i love most, then i know why i wanted to come for the 2nd time. then when the show ended, i know why i wanna watch it the 3rd time. BUT i wont. hahaz.. not enough fund.

my bro lost the "plain truth" book by jodi picoult. omg...... lost it in army camp. pls.. someone pls return it. my bro is such a good reader. i swear he is the ONLY GUY in my whole entire life who reads books so faithfully. thats wad i like about him. i wanna meet a guy who reads faithfully. when will you appear? HAHAZ!

anyway, this is a part from "my sister's keeper" by jodi picoult. think only yun har can relate to this. i love this part so far cuz i haven finish reading it. i like those kind of unrealistic thingy. so here goes:
In the beginning, there was nothing at all but the moon and the sun. And the moon wanted to come out during the day but there was somehing so much brighter that seemed to fill up all those hours. The moon grew hungy, thinner and thinner, until she was just a slice of herself, and her tips were as sharp as a knife. By accident, because that is the way most things happen, she poked a hole in the night and out spilled a million stars, like a fountain of tears.
Horrified, the moon tried to swallow them up. And sometimes this worked, because she got fatter and ronder. But mostly it didn't, because there were just so many. the stars kept coming, until they made the sky so bright that the sun got jealous. He invited the stars to his side of the world, where it was always bright. What he didn't tell them, though, was that in the daytime, they'd never be seen. SO the stupid ones leaped from the sky to the ground, and they froze under the weigtht of their own foolishness.
The moon did her best . She carved each of these blocks of sorrow into a man or a woman. SHe spent the rest of ther imte watching out so that her other stars wound'nt fall. She spent the rest of her time holding on to whateverscraps she had left.

ok.. thats about the end of today's post. i did a word count( not counting this para) it would be a total of 980 words.. ard 2 pages. MORE THAN MY USUAL DISCUSSION!! hahaz.. this shows that yu ying can't do polymer. hahaz..

that was the last thing i had on my mind.

11:14 PM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

wad can i say? everyone is leaving. wad will it be like in 3 months time? who will i know there? sian. aiyah. if he doesn't care, why should i even bother? if i care about everyone else, who is going to care for my own life? ok. wadeva. dun care so much... taking a break and TRYING to concentrate on my studies. my worst sub is PMnAII. stupid module.

had to choose the electives. wanted water soluble polymers. but learned from gym that it was diff. so was stuck in between elastomers and mould design. actually my choice is supposed to be very obvious. elastomers.. but why did i choose mould design? like wad weng say "peer pressure"... hahaz. in the end i pang seh kimberly to choose mould design. so sorry.

watched transformer today. wanted to watch it next tues de. but dunno how come become today watch. made a grave grave mistake. watch transformers first before watching fantastic 4. omfg. fantastic 4 would be a crap movie lah..... transformer has the bez effects, bez director, bez graphic.... sian diao. oh. talking abt movies. haven finish the order of phoenix book! oh no. actually i read it like dunno how many years back. then i forgot abt the story cuz the story line is like damn long. so i am re-reading it again. hopefully can finish it before the movie starts. to clarence: the upcoming movie is the 5th harry potter movie. hahahaz.

fyp not done yet. made a deal with them. hols muz CHIONG. wont be working too much. tired liao. now i know why ppl wan to job hop. hahaz.. cuz aftrer a period of time, you get sian of everything. think i will stay till graduation to help myself spend more. then i will switch to a higher paying one to get through my driving lessons. thats the current plan lah.

eyeing the crabtree and evelyn hand moisturiser. its 30 bucks. eh.. not too bad lah. can try to use. damn nice smell lah. like some flowers on your hands. damn nice lah.

get pay liao!!!

8:06 PM