Tuesday, January 18, 2005
sometimes it is better to let go everything you have. no matter how hard it is, no matter how heart-breaking it is, it is still the right choice ..
who can help me make the decision?
who can tell me if this is right or wrong??
who can answer my hundred and one doubts???
i hate the way life always force us to make decisions ...
i hate the way life has to always make us live with all the decisions we make...
and i hate the way life doesn't give us a chance to turn back time and go back to where we long to be ...
maybe this is life ...
we juz have to live with it ...
1:17 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
when u see through one person's character and still love him all the same ;
when u are hurt by him until there is no reason for you to like him anymore and still love him ;
when you find him so unfarmiliar, so unfeeling but still cannot stop his image from flooding your mind, you have already fallen in to the deepest pit anyone can fall into . and you don't even know if you have the courage and strength to get out of it on your own ..
love is a kind of strength. you would sacrifice everything to love him, to even endure all his mistakes, endure his unfeelingness; endure his hard-heartness..
love is a ccruel form of happiness ... you will only know how to give out and not request for anythning in return.
sacrificing for the person you love is unlimited ..
when u sacrifice, you will get hurt in some way or another ..
when you get hurt, you will just have to see how long you can bottle up all the hurt ...
12:19 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
is that really such a thing as perfect love? why do i keep waiting and waiting and not see it?
is it fated that i have this ending? or do i still have to control my tears and wait some more?
why do all the ppl around me seem to have their other half? did i miss my perfect love?
some people say, ' love somebody , let him go ; if he is meant to be yours, he will come back.'
the person who said this is really heartless.
'love somebody, let him go'
looking at the person you love most, leaving u like that .. you don't even know when is he coming back. looking at his back, step by step leaviong you, is juz like thousands of knives heartlessly shooting at your heart. listening to the pieces of the heart breaking, my tears drop, one by one.
to love somebody really needs courage.
courage to love ; courage to tell somebody you love him ; courage to let go ; courage to live on ...
if he is really mine, when will he come back?
will i be able to wait that long??
giving up doesn't always mean you are weak ..
sometimes, it means that you are strong enough to let go ...
9:41 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
sometimes i wonder ... why must life be so cruel to some and so wonderful to some.
sometimes in wonder... does anyone go through the same pain i go through.
everybody says they understand the same pain i'm going through. i dun think so ..
everybody looks at things from diff angles even if the situation is exactly the same. so how can u say u understand when u look at things at another angle??
i dun have any idea how long i've been in this state. maybe since i met you??
or maybe since i've talked to you.
liking someone for more than 2 yrs is not a very easy task. although you have hurt me so many times, i still can't stop myself from thoughts of you..
but cruelly, fate has made me met you again. since then, your image has been flooding my mind.
maybe because you've changed your image?
maybe i haven't seen you for a long time?
or maybe you havent even left my mind??
" looking back on where we first met, i cannot escape and i cannot forget. "
" baby, you're the one. you still turn me on, you can make me whole again."
10:02 PM
