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Monday, September 12, 2005

got back my IO chem paper juz now only. haiz.. failed.. wad the fuck.. sad sia... cried a bit.. then kanna said by one of my classmates lah.. so nv cry liao.. *thanx* (( if you know who you are )) yah.. Mrs tan wanted extra lessons on Fri.. hafta go.. cuz she said got chance to pull up my grades for the final exam. actually, i tried my best for this test.. i actually studied loh.. but dunno why also i fail.. haiz... think is not undeerstand the chap enough.. hafta try again within this week to succeed.. really cannot fail the final... so ting.. if you reading this blog.. think you know why i can't talk to ya on the phone... failed 2 tests le... CPPB and IO chem... both are chem subjects... sian.. really sian... lucky nv go watch movie later... sure no mood de... *sorry everyone*..

why muz i know everything so late? ? it's too late to know... i should have known earlier... why didn't i see it coming? why didn't i guess earlier? why didn't i know that it was him who spread that bloody ruomour in the first place?? ((not blaming him or anything lah, dun get the wrong idea. )) haiz... then another person also go and tell him stiff... make him link here link there... play pool also can link to Ivan... haiz... i was like so shocked loh... even ting herself was shocked to see ivan's name in the message.. sux man.. wanted to shoot them de in the end kannan shoot... forget it loh.. dun wanna say anymore.. later hai le ting quarrel..

hmm... dun care le lah... leave everything as it is no matter how fucked up the situation is until exam over.. exam over le mama bringing me to austraila.. hahaz.. can't wait.. this is also another reason why i can't fail.. cuz mama spending a lot of money bringing me there... hmm.. muz jia you le...

1:25 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.