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Sunday, May 29, 2011

wah... i seriously hate ppl who order me around with my life. seriously, how the fuck does it concern you?! being concern for me is just asking questions, telling me wad to fucking do is another different story. like, why am i not doing things like this, i should do it like that, i should do that..... all this fucking stuff, pls, save it for yourself.. the reason i'm still replying you politely is because i think highly of you and our relationship..... all that you tell me, i can't be bothered to even listen.. so pls... get the hint.

1:13 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2011

yes xy, i have twitter account. sorry for the super late reply. i didn't bother to look through my trash tagbox. hahahaz.

name on twitter - lynetteon_earth

=)

10:15 PM

went for a short course on "knowing your personality" at IPAM. to cut things short, there are different kinds of learning style, eg audio, visual, logical, physical, linguistic, social, solitary. at first i thought i was more of a audio, visual and logical person. but apparently, after doing the test, i found out that i was a HIGHLY HIGHLY solitary person. the max for one learning style is 20. and on that scale, i'm on 19 for "solitary". OMG. seriously... i'm such a solo person. and how true is that. i literally meet all the traits. esp the solo imaginary role play. and all along my mum chided my brother for not talking to me enough. hahahahaahz.. 2nd highest learning style is AUDIO. so..... that explains why MUSIC IS MY LIFE. =) as long as i have music, and i'm alone, i can do wonders.

and i dunno if its my personality, my horoscope or my learning style, but i'm SUPER ego. i have a pride larger than life and i really dun care abt wad ppl think of me... how individualistic am i. and having a boyfriend to me means i'm less independent and i totally hate that. i won't say that i have choices now, but just in the initial stage of it. i think its scorpions. only a scorpion will fully understand my meaning and hidden meaning.

dawn showed me the picture of her pen pal, what do i think it means? maybe its just she can relate better with a scorpion. i told her, those whom like me, i dun like; those whom i like, dun like me; so wad can any of us do about these scenarios? my principals are like my skeleton and i have very strict ones. something which i have no interest in, i will not give a shit. no interest is no interest. just because i let you win me in the argument, doesn't mean you're right. its just that i dun want to hurt our relationship. this is the ego of an individualistic loyal scorpion.

oh and speaking of that, i'm supposed to send my sisters the test, but i still haven't do it. zzz..

9:02 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2011

went to IMH, thanx to Vital's learning journey.. there were a few places to visit, but most of them were full already.. thought a visit to IMH would be good for my personal and future development. At first we were given an hour's talk by the HR director, he talked abt how they set up, wad kind of illness the patients have here, how long they take to recover, how society's stigma affect their development on patients and their institute. it was an insightful hr, learnt abt lots of stuff that were not revealed to the media.

Basically, patients were divided into 2 "categories". severe cases had to be warded, while non-severe ones can have check ups in the out-patient clinic. We didn't get to visit the wards, for obvious reasons. We did get to walk around the places where the patients go on a daily basis though. To help them recover, patients had quite a few kinds of therapy. There was gardening therapy, art and class lessons and stuff.. patients were taught to sew, paint, mould and design. All these helps them to form a sense of responsibility and also, to learn a new skill. Because of their illness, they might have lost some very basic skills that they once had. These kinds of lessons thus helps them to regain their confidence, and also for their own personal development. IMH also have this group of people, called the Job Club where they source for prospect employees, to employ those patients whose conditions have stabilised . Although the positions are very limited (basically only in FnB and cleaning), a lot of companies have opened their doors to employ them. Which is a very big step for these patients who would be out-casted by the society. The first 2 months of their employment requires very intense follow up by the patient's therapist and job club admin personnel. Most of them would be in very low self esteem, and much moral support and encouragement is needed.

Of course, there are small initiatives taken by IMH to prepare them for the society outside. There are some retail outlets, FnB outlets in IMH and their very own library, are run by patients whose conditions are under controlled. If they perform well, and think that they can go out for bigger challenges, then they will be deployed to shopping malls and elsewhere to work.

How many of us know what goes on behind all these people's work? Those who teach them gardening, the assistants who teach them how to paint, mould, sew, stitch; how amazing are their responsibilities, how noble are these silent heros.

11:51 AM

Thursday, May 05, 2011

Working to improve her image in the eyes of others so as to obtain their compliance and agreement with her needs and wishes.An existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory, but she feels unable to change it to bring about the sense of belonging which she needs. Unwilling to expose her vulnerability, she therefore continues to resist this state of affairs, but feels dependent on the attachment. This not only depresses her, but makes her irritable and impatient, producing considerable restlessness and the urge to get away from the situation, either actually or, at least, mentally. Ability to concentrate may suffer.Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating. Has exaggerated demands on life which are concealed behind specious rationalization and cautious behavior. Wishes to impress others with her achievements, but camouflages this desire and is inclined to be covert.Anxiety and restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced tension and stress. Her attempt to escape from these consists of creating at least an outward semblance of peace by refusing to allow herself to be involved.

8:36 AM