Tuesday, February 23, 2010
hey hey everyone ~ !! its my 2nd day of work today! hahahaha.z. and guess wad ?? i did SO MANY STUPID STUFF!!!! yay!! hahahahz.. seriously. i dunno wad my brain is made of. first things first. i have a colleague who came in together with me. she's 25 yrs old, experienced HR personnel at conrad hotel.. and guess wad. she's my section MANAGER. wow can. hahaahz.. i was soooo stunned. at first i thought can friend friend, same department mah. until my other manager came and said to her "so you;re the new section manager." then i was like. OMG. zzzzz... didn't see that coming at all. my immediate colleagues are all older in age, so i'm quite confortable with that. frankly speaking, i was quite worried that i would have to mingle all over again with youngseters. not that i'm not sociable or wad, (actually i'm quite unfriendly at times. like this. ) its just that, since i don't have to talk to them, then i won't talk to them. cuz they're not from my deartment. my age is like in the middle. young not young, old not old. those youngsters are fresh grad from poly, so its not my generation. the older ones are those LV, gucci, burberry gang, so i'm not really there. so i rather talk to aunties. hahahaz.. i've had bad experience with youngsters so i dun want to experience that agian. so its more or less, do work and shut up unless i have questions. i kinda like it. or rather, i can't say i like it. cuz this environment is very very new to me, thats why i'm just kinda looking forward to it. i'm sure i'll get tired of it soon. hahaha.z. first stupid thing - i wore my slippers out to lunch!!!!!!!!!!! and my slippers not the kind of flip flops. its those BEACH slippers!!!! my whilte billabong one!!! zzzzzzzzzzzz. stupid rite!!! omg omg omg... dunno ppl got notice not. 2nd stupid thing - my com de speaker sot one. after plugging in my earphones, my speaker still got sound one leh!! then i called fong, he say plug behind the green hole. so i plugged in. after testing and confirming no sound came out, i blasted my earpiece. and guess wad.... after some time, ((i dunno how long)), sound came out!!!! then my friend aka new manager came to me saying, "actually you can take your ear piece out already". OMG OMG OMG OMG............ i took it out, and i realised there was sound coming out from the com!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf can. zzzzzzzzzzz.. sigh.. think my brain is really made of tofu. -_-. anyway.......................... i have loadz of wad team building, orientation, dialogue session shit coming up. like 4 days in 2 weeks. really govt job sia. hahahahahaz... thanx to ting, kylie, clara, delphini and yh for remembering my 1st day. hee... =) i'm good! hopfully. hahaahahz..
8:28 PM
Saturday, February 20, 2010
NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASHTAY CHIN HOW IS JJ LIN'S RELATIVE!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! clara was looking at JJ's blog when she saw his face. hahahahaahz... ooommmggggg... how coincidental. hahaahahz.. at least i have tay's number. i think. hahahz.. those who know mr tay, go look at JJ's blog link from my links. scroll down... bed bugs in my house are pissing me off!!!!!!!!!!!! its getting better though, but i still sleep with phobia every night. i bought a super big torchlight to put beside me when i sleep. i bought tons of shieldtox, i ask my maid to spray at my mattress every night. i super super emotionally stress and thus have very short attention span. and its so wrong timing cuz i'm starting work on monday. ZZZZ................... i hate my house now. i want pest control. 500 bucks. -_-... no gaurantee somemore. sian. alright. better than nothing. must discuss with my family. anyway. starting work on mon. been reading horoscopes lately, to find out the trend of my new path. a lot of "you'll meet intersting people", "right attitude, keep attacking" blah blah.. only got one. " when will you take revenge?" HAHA.. ok. i dun want to get romantically involved with anyone in the new office. cuz i'll do SUPER SUPER stupid stuff when that happens. and i dun want to be branded an idiot. other stuff, have to buy clothes, new bag?? dunno if i should. hahahaz... presnetation over ytd, still have a report due on monday, exam on 2nd march. alright!!! chiong ~ the thought of money entering my bank account is worth all this stresses..... =)alright! time to try and do some marketing report. sian. tata~
10:11 AM
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
i just emailed KKH to tell them i'm not going for the interview. zzzzz.. waste ppl's time. think i should really think before i act. my brain like made of tofu like that. zzz..... anyway, today mr lau invited a guest speaker. her name is karen ho. her title is account's specialist in one of the biggest pharmaceutical company working. her body is like WOW- hot and she has this air of confidence surrounding her. she just got married 2 weeks ago to her pilot-boyfriend. once she talk and you'll know that she's not just some superficial bimbo without substance. she knows her stuff damn well, and she talks like rosemary. although i think rosemary is stronger than her. hee hee.. and i'm reluctantly admitting it, i'm jealous. she has all the things that i want but don't have, and therefore putting it simply, i'm jealous. of course, this is the good kind of jealousy not that kind of i hate her and therefore want to split her perfect body into 99 pieces kind. yes i know, under any perfect suface, there are multiple cracks hidden beneath. but still, the surface that i see, is something which i want. call me materialistic or call me superficial, i'm still yearning for my first big thing in life. wad's the atmosphere like outside? cny starting, holidays, good food waiting to be eaten, ang baos waiting to be collected. adv dip ppl? quizzes waiting to be studied, presentations waiting to be prepared, exams welcoming us with open arms. wad the hell. hahahahahz. k lah. raymond's part is the worst test. so now, i'm just waiting to chiong my report and presentation. tml! i will do it. hopefully. hahahaz.. jerry yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god. how handsome is he. i'm just waiting for next stop happines to be over! this sunday is the last episode. then i'm going to watch liar game 2. the movie will be out in march. but! singapore always very wad one. nv show. last time bleach de movie also nv show. zzzzzz.... this time how. my akiyama!! after liar game, then i will watch my ella and jerry. =)old pain doesn't completely die. Time may soothe it, stroke over it until it looks like it has healed but it never dies properly. It stays with you, it lives in the crack of your soul, waiting for moments when you feel true pain. Other people had hurt me several times over the years. I'd cried, I'd ached, I'd grieved with varying degree of intensity. And i'd always known, after what had happened when i tried to tell him i loved him, that it only hurt enough to leave a scar when the person mattered. When the person had managed to open uo a path to the center of your being. Few people had managed that. I never realised that the next person who would cause me as much pain as he had all those years ago, who would cause all that old pain to resurface with just a few words, would be, him.
10:51 PM
Sunday, February 07, 2010
think some of you may know that there's some prob with my bed. sigh. of all the furnitures that i own. sian.... you know wad. now i like hate my bed? anyway, the bugs have finally came out. and i was sooooo pissed. i can't sleep the whole night ok. slept at 5? was busy switching beds but can't get to sleepp.... and i decided to clear my whole room the next day. so i decided to clear my drawers and stuff cuz i was pissed off. and when i'm pissed off, everything goes. so.... i was clearing my 1st drawer which consists of all my most precious stuff e.g. birthday cards, xmas cards, letter, letters and more beloved letters. but, i was totally unmoved at everything. everything i saw, went straight to the bin. i cleared from 2 drawers, into 1 drawer. amazing. usually the 2 drawers are FULL. bears, cards, letters, stuff, diaries blah blah blah, just went away. i even cleared the toy drawer, study cardboard. but i realised something. all my letters from secondary are like mostly about one guy. omg. can you believe how badly desparate i was?!? no. cuz i can't believe it myself. wad was i thinking? oh god oh god. hahahahz.. i still can't believe it. and the most letters i received from -- lee hui min! most christmas cards received from -- koh jia xini mean, i must have been so bo liao, keep writing min letters. cuz all the letters all started with , sorry late reply. HAHAHAAH.. i must have been spamming her letters in sec school. awwwww. sorry love. =) i've got a job already, as some of you know. at viatl.org. its any agency which provides HR and finance services to ministries. pay not bad, but starting work very soon. then i got another job offer, at KKH. supervisor of visitor services center. in a nutshell, customer service. i rejected her on the spot, saying that i have a job already. then i regretted it. so i called back the next day saying i dun mind exploring other alternatives. then she gave me interview date. now i'm stuck. hahahahaz... damn. i shoiuld't have made that call. cuz i signed the letter of appointment for vital.org already. but i'm so tempted to know the job scope for that other job. oh well. the interview is on wed. so hopefully, i know wad i want after that. KKh is so tempting cuz its so near my house. hahaz... ok. this bad habit of mine. tsk tsk. and... tml i've got a mold design test and i duno wad the hell is going on. dang. i hate mold design. sian... haven really study, cuz i duno wad the hell i'm studying. all the gates, runner, sprue, different types, ejector system blah blah. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... its so near new yr!! why do i still have to do all these shit!!! zzzzzzz..... sibei san. anyway, gotta go sleep although i have a phobia of sleeping already. i didn't sleep enough last night. so.. hopefully tonight will be a peaceful night. *pray*
10:21 PM
