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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but i won't let go
Looking at the crowded street
Listening to my own heartbeat
So many people, all around the world
Tell me where do i find, someome like you boy

Take me to your heart, take me to your sould
Give me your hand before i'm old
Show me what love is, haven't got a clue
show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
we're only here today
Love is now or never
bring me faraway

Take me your heart, take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
show me what love is, be my guiding star
It's easy, take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some frens
But they dun really comprehend
Dun need too much talking, without syaing anything
All i need is someone, who makes me wanna sing

Take me to your heart, take me to your soul
Give me your hand before i'm old
Show me what love is, haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
we're only here today
Love is now or never, bring me faraway

Take me to your heart, take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is, be my guiding star
It's easy, take me to your heart.

12:32 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

this week is e-learning week that means dun need to go school.. but to me no diff lah. still muz go school and do assig. the school library is so full loh.. no diff from normal sch day. advanced booking also so full. then on tue going to do CIP. at tampaniness. far hor?? ting wanna meet me..but she say too far le. CPPA test took on fri. okie lah.. hope i pass then can have a treat of sakae form boss.. hahaz... *crossing of fingers* .. then sat was the food and fun fair day. i reached at 3.30. xin yu say.. "yu ying , ni ke yi hui jia le" hahaz.. cuz by the time i went there alomost all the stalls closed le. then faster go and spent all the coupons . bought a $5 hello kitty.. then all the stupid stupid stuff. but in the end sold it to shi min for $1.. hahaz.. anyway, i also cannot bring home. kor sure gan me de. too many soft toys le. hahaz. mummy's birthday is on the same day also. then later went to the prima revolving restaurant to eat. saw nancy sit ( hao yi) and mai hao wei there. the whole dinner choked up to $230.. hahaz.. ex sia.. but the food is so freaking nice. the whole restaurant took one and a half hour to ture 360 degrees. in short, the restaurant turns and it takes a hour and a half for one whole round.

haiz.. at last it is the hols. wanna take a break from my stressful life. test on the first tue of school. when will all these end? oh no.. it's getting worse.. 2 weeks of hols. hope i can get some peace, quiet and do the stuff i wanna do long time ago. music?? gym?? haiz,.. stress... stress.. when will it end?

12:48 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

Ms lim (my music teacher) asked me to perform at a showroom on sat. at first i thought is those kind of informal de.. but then when i went there on sat, kaoz, saw a stage, seats and spotlights loh.. scared the freaking hell out of me.. the performance started at 2 but i went there at 12.30.. hahaz.. kia su.. it turned out to be a "Richard Clayderman Recital ".. wad the.. haiz.. teacher bluff me.. but.. nvm.. turned out to be a good experience. I played Marriage D'Amour.. nice song.. very easily 'tao zhui'.. other ppl got play other songs also lah.. all very nice.. then got certificate and token of appreciation... so formal.. ended at 2.30 plus.. then rusehd to Tampiness for volunteer work. met xi xun at tampiness MRT.. then took a bus then reach the elderly house. we were asked to clean the greenhouse.. took a lot of effort.. clean clean clean until abt 6.30.. then me and xin yu left first. knocked out once i reached home..

got back MIP test.. juz passed... okie lah.. good enough le.. dun wanna ask for more although almost the whole class got 30 and above upon 50. quite fully packed this week.. got 3 tests, then next week will be e-learning week.. !!! yeah.. at last.. followed by term break.. so in all got 2 weeks break.. for e-learning week, see kor wanna help me set up laptop not.. if yes, then i dun have to rush to school juz to use com..

sadded.. take back those words that you said. it's hurting me.. it's making me drown in my own confusion.. it's making me suffocating at my own doubt.. when will you ever know that i only like you? when????? you are the one that attracts me.. not him.. dun push me.. stop pushing me... i dunno what to do.. i dunna wad to say.. how can i convince you? when will you believe me? what should i do? haiz.. you dunno what went through my heart when you said that... it's a pain.. a piercing pain.. a piercing pain that can't recover that easily.. it's a pain called love..

2:59 PM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

vincent weng qing hai.. today is his birthday.. after he got his top 10 most popular award, his speech got say today is his birthday.. although i dunno he how old le.. but nvm.. hahaz.. i wish him happie birthday.. me his fan very long le.. still got chen hanwei, chew chor ming and of cuz fann and chris.. so sweet, at the award there.. he lightly kiss her on the forehead.. hahaz.. mummy say i siao.. wadeva.. taking about the awards.. the top 10 gals very unexpected.. bai wei xiu. haiz.. dun like her.. rather li jing mei or fiona get.. michelle chong wah lao.. guys.. i very happie with it.. juz that julian hee and yao wen long dun have.. others, i very satisfied.. hahaz.

cannot forgive myself for the thing that happen yesterday. i almost caused xin yu to kanna scolded.. why i so stupid.. haiz.. next time really dun dare le.. sorry.. i really was scared out of my wits.. everythime i think of it, i really keep scolding myself.. can't forgive myself..

failed AP chem by 3 marks.. expected.. lucky i studied for it.. if i didn't study, i think get 10 marks is a challenge.. the paper was really tough.. 2 digit number of failers.. wad the.. nvm.. its over le.. study for the next test ba..

* ok.. i'm glad that we are drifting further and further. i dunno wad i will do if i keep seeing you. whenever i see you, i'm reminded of the past and of everything to make me fall in love again. people say you only fall in love once.. but why izzit when i hear your voice or see you, i fall in love with you all over again? i can only hear how are you through my fren. that's good enough. you are always so close and yet so far.. how do i describe this? i have no idea.. i'm juz glad that you are living your life fine.. *

9:14 AM