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Friday, July 16, 2010

now i have time to sit down and blog cuz my drama is loading. hahaahz..

time to sit down, and slowly write updates abt my life.. shall start with . . . . . . . my own life.

My own life

I volunteered in the PA recently, as an observer. yes, you saw right, its the People's Association. I'm in the Youth Executive Committee. What do they do? Actually, nothing that will interest anyone who's reading this blog. hahaz.. Hold National day dinners, organise walks for racial harmony and stuff, create awareness for arts and music culture etc etc.. Why did I join? for some reason, of course. I've been kinda active in their events and activities. I'm more looking forward to those activities which have to do with helping the needy in our area and doing meaningful work. Not for personal fame and gain. I hate those shit racial harmony walks actually. But guess wad? I volunteered to be an emcee for an event! OMG!! Can't believe I actually volunteered myself. hahahaha.... cuz the organiser was really desparate. He only had a chinese emcee..So i told him, if you're really desparate and really really desparate, I can help out. And so.. ta da! I'm an emcee for an event. hahahahahaz.. I know I talk really fast, as in really really fast...... I dunno how am I going to NOT screw up the event. hahahaahz.. they guy even complimented that I can speak really well and its not going to be a problem. Guess he was really desparate. ZZZZ...

As some knows, I was really into taking Degree of Social Work as my future career.. A lot of ppl tried talking me out of it; saying am I sure thats wad I want, its not easy, why!?! and a lot of other feedback. As much as i didn't really take it in, I'm now very appreciative of all the concern, thank you. (Hope its not too late). I went for something that I dun think anyone will think of. career counselling. its through my manager actually. She knows I'm in a freaking huge dilemma so she did me a favour by contacting her mentor, introducing her to me for a session of career counselling. we talked for 3 hrs. All I can say about her is zai. she's like made of steel. Emotionally strong, mentally strong and ... literally everything. She minored in Social Work when she was studying her degree and she worked in the Mental Hospital and the sucidal unit in the hospital before. She dropped into depression and bounced back a year later. She's helping out in Prisons now, counselling the inmates. She grilled me with questions and broke my CV. She literally pin pointed everything wrong in my CV. I'm glad she did that beacuse that means she took me seriously. I'm nothing to her; if its not because of my manager, she doesn't even have to do this for me. The fact that she told me the truth behind social work and the reality behind all the smokescreens of society, is beacuse she took me seriously. That now, leads to my change of decision in my course for a degree.

I think i'm sibei useless, still can't even decide what I want to do for my degree.. I keep hesitating and thinking, whether I want a degree in terms of prospect, or interest. And I'm still back to sq one. SIGH. I promised myself next year, next yr... no matter what, I will have to start on a degree course. NEXT YR. 2011.

ok. shall update on my social life the next time i'm loading drama. hee.

8:54 PM

Saturday, July 10, 2010

today was a super waste of time. went to *** training at JB stadium. it was actually from 9 to 5, but i requested to leave early cuz i have music lesson. from 9am all the way to 3pm, i was waiting and waiting for god knows wad, walking and walking around god knows where, listening and listening to nonsense stuff. seriously.... i know its the first international event and wad not, but still...... omg. seriously omg. only one compliment, the food is good. hahahahahaz..

came back and watch ai. wah.. this show seriously got me hooked. i'm like waiting every week just to catch the next epi. SERIOUSLY GUYS. ITS REALLY NICE. hahahahaahz.. i think we've still got abt...... 500 epis to go? hahaz..

celeberated kel's birthday on wed. it was a close shave as the rstn we wanted to go to [secret garden] has closed down!!! that place's ambience is awesome... one of the best i've been to. and i've only been there once! like totally wad the hell... was a waste i couldn't go there with the girls. sadded... anywya, we enjoyed ourselves at bargota or something like that .. at clarke quay. if it wasn't for my STUPID HEELS, i would have enjoyed myself better. =)

9:15 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.