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Sunday, August 26, 2007

the wind that brushes through you, brushes through me
the sunlight that shines on you, shines on me
you and i, in the same world, live in a different world
i miss you so much, my heart hurts
without you, i'm pathetic.
the yearning i feel after waking up is like a flood after the rain
i'm searching for you crazily

jus one word, i love you
just one word, come back
the tears flow befeore i can speak, the words filled up in my heart
i failed to catch you befeore i could just say one word

the love thats bursting
there's no place to hide it anymore
farewell is lazy, sending you away from me
because its always delayed until tomorrow
although my clocks stop and i know that you are drifting farther away, i still wait

just one word, i love you
just one word ,come back
the teasrs flow befoere i can speak, the words filled up in my heart
i failed to catch you before i could just say one word

the one thing that hurts more than being unable to say that one word
is the fact that i never got to hear wad i wanted from you

just one word telling me you loved me
just one wrod saying you were happy

regret and my lingering atttachment is still here
how cound i forget you, even if you forget me?

别让我在每个夜里为你流泪
其实我并没睡
像呢容易让心碎
如果你想要得只是荣华富贵
何必在感情世界留下逆虚假的美?

我真的好累, 你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲,为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累,却为你付出了一切
为你狂野, 为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡

别让我在每个夜里被你侵略
是我对你不了解
还是我不动拒绝
如果你想要得只是风花雪月
何必在乎我是谁
又何必如此虚伪?

我真的好累, 你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲,为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累,却为你付出了一切
为你狂野, 为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡

lee Joon ki - one word
wu qi xian - ai qing kui lei

4:16 PM

ok.. a lot of things very unsuccessful.. omg. lets start the listing.

1) wanted to help sistas plus madeline to get the pics so that we can put them in our wallets then in the end get the wrong size. i requested for wallet size. but the size to be able to put in the slot for pics in wallet de is called card size. wad the. so when the pics are done, i was wondering why its so big. then i ask.. izzit wallet size? then the gal was like yah..its wallet size. so i go down ask my father. he tried putting it in his wallet. yah wad.. he said. wallet size mah. then i say.. no no no.. i wan put the one for pictures one. he say, the one is called card size. omg........

2) went to find autograph books and JJ CD but both to no avail. i find it very funny. why can't i find any of these simple stuff in stores? esp JJ the cd. like so common lOh. all i can find is zhang dong liang, ah xin, xiao zhu, edison chen and others. not saying that the others are not good lah. but like.. aiyah. canoot find jiu dui le lah... autograph book also like simple rite? but jiu shi cannot find. tried popular, precious thoughts. dun have also.

3) kenna cheated by the BLOODY ZOO... paid$8 extra for that damn ticket. ming ming is i correct de loh.. keep on telling me she correct. cb lah she.. hopes she loses all her bloody money in her bank acc. but i had fun at zoo.. hope you peeps had fun too!!

4) missed my campus superstar FINALS! was working. i totally clean forgot that the finals is on sat. then i go and give schdeule on that day. sian diao. but at least, SHAWN WON!!! hahaz.. yay!

5) kenna kan by someone i know. like a bloody slap in the face, spit on my body. dunno is who wrong also. k loh. the words bloody sting inside.

anyway. thats abt all the unsuccessful stuff i've been through juz this week only. anymore of it i can seriosly be sucidal. hahaz..

3:37 PM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

EXAMS OVER!!!! have to zhuai lah.. bo pian. waited soooo long for this day to come. always when studying, we will ask each other this question over and over and over agian. "after exams qu na li?" hahaz.. then talk about clubbing, eat, buffet, snow city, pub, ton-ing over at ppl's house and everything under the sun, jiu shi no conclusion. hahaz.. then talk talk talk so much, deviate from the topic. after deviating, then the same question is asked again by another person. "so after exam qu na li?" HAHAZ... so after much argument and debates and fighting, we finally agreed on fish and co. .. go there for dinner and for the alcohol. then dunno why suddenly rence and i wanna watch the last epi of honour and passion. so my house got alcohol and can watch tv. so set loh.. go fish and co then go my house. fish and co the ppl present were me, gym, rence, cf, kluh, boss, ling li and bernard. but go my house only got gym, cf and rence. nvm lah.. it was still fun anyway. clarence brought sabouteur. dunno how to spell.. then drank johnny walker red label, vodka blackcurrent and champenge (also dunno how to spell) hahaz.. had fun!!!!

on tues, had appointment at 11.50. so happie.. dun need go op. hahaz... anyway. met up with cf and rence. go k. dunno why the timing only from 2 to 5.30 leh.. thought usually the timing from 2 to 7. clarence ask the gal then the gal answered something which did not answer his quesiton. but we still went on with it anyway. sing till 5.30 then the person kb first time. sing a little longer, the person 2nd time. we still sing a little longer. then clarence say the third time she come, we dun let her talk lah. we juz stand up. true enough, the person came again. this time when she opened the door , we three stand up and dun let her say anything. hahaz. but!! mambo no. 5 was the next song on the list! sad... then after that wan go eat but none of us hungry. so we walk walk loh. wanted to go watch movie one. but cf dun wan watch 881 and clarence watched rush hour 3 already. so went back to window shopping. wanted to buy autograph book but coundn't find any. wanted to buy photo album and juz now walked pass a hello kitty shop(the one at bugis is no longer there. shifted to suntec liao) . i wanted to eat dessert but the guys wanted proper food. so in the end we ate at pepper lunch. eat pepper lunch liao no space for dessert le. sian..... no dessert. walk a little while more then make our way home. we walked to bugis mrt and then i walked home from there. hahaz.. convenient huh..

plan for the next few days.
wed: morning --> fyp
night --> work

thur: morning --> zoo!
night --> work

fri: morning --> fyp
afternoon --> music lesson
night --> work

sat: night --> work.

hmmm.. sat morning currently available. but that is to buy all the belated birthday prezzies!!!! omg.. i have so many belated on hand........ argh. and also watch movies!!!!! muz choing liao. hahaz.....

ok. information for DCP 3A/02 peeps, pls look out for this...
zoo outing.
date: 23/8/2007 (thurs)
time: meet 9.30 am at zoo main entrance.
other stuff you may wanna know..
zoo is opened from 8.30am to 6 pm.
the admission fees is 16.50 per person. --> not including tram rides.
tram rides is $5 extra.
transport
from AMK mrt, pls take bus no. 138
from CCK mrt, pls take bus no. 927
FOR THOSE WHO WNANA TAKE THE BUS NO. 926 AT WDL OR MASLING, ITS NOT AVAILABLE ON WEEKDAYS. PLS DO NOT WAIT FOR IT.
those taking taxi, the address for the zoo is 80 mandai lake road. hahaz..

this is the last thing i'm doing as a class rep. next sem i not class rep!!! hahaz... so.. co-operate with me ya? hahaz.. anything unsure, pls call me or sms me or can surf the zoo website http://www.zoo.com.sg/visitor/rates.htm. thanx. hope to see you all there on time. oh yah.. if it rains rite? then we may have to change it to another day. lets juz pray it wont rain. those who stay near and are late ah.. (e.g. kimberry.. hahaz!) will have to be thrown in with the hippos.. hahaz.!!! ssee ya guys!!!

11:23 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

i losst my ring. sadded... i've lost it once but it was found. one can never be lucky the second time. as i was running to the toilet, my mind kept saying "it can't be found". my heart kept saying "you never know" .. at the toilet, it really coundn't be found.(so.. dun trust your heart sometimes. it gives you false hope) then there was someone bathing in the toilet. so waited for the person to come out hoping it is the cleaner. then in the end is the auntie who sells prawn mee.. sian diao. so i juz took my bag and we left. argh.... dunno how to explain also. like it juz wont feel right anymore.. may take a little while to get used to the emptiness on the thumb.

dunno is bad omen not. hahaz.. 1st day of hungry ghost and the date is 13th. OK. i will stop being paranoid. hahaz..

gym and rence. thanx for waiting.

8:23 PM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

my mum's cousin from china came to singapore. he, his wife and his child. his child is only like 9 yrs old. can speak canto very well sia.
the 2nd day they came to singapore, my uncle brought them around in sentosa. they espically love the car thing that you can drive. then they love the view from the merlion. his wife told me that when they were eating breakfast, all the birds are roaming freely and you can feed them.. thats cool. like so nature. then at dinner, went to prima revolving restaurant. the ten course dinner is as follows:
1) deep fried mushroom and sweet potato
2) egg mixed with scallop and mixed with fish
3) sharks fins with pastry
4)Beijing duck
5)Fish
6)Big big prawn with veggie
7)abalone
8)chicken
9)deep fried dunno wad is that
10) desert - "dan bai dou sa" .. meaning that red bean paste wrapped up in a skin shaped as a ball. but the skin is not those normal flour one. is made purely of egg white. nice.

although some of the above may look common, but the taste is like superb.

then the next day is my mum's turn to bring them out. we brought them to hotel rendezvous. my mum keeps wondering why i can't stop going to my workplace for once. but i didn't suggest coffee club. i suggested the nasi padang upstairs. it was a good idea, really. cuz they have not tried malay food. so ate malay food, then when the lunch was over and they were like chaitting, i sneaked down to coffee club.. hahaz. got a free ice peach tea. they bluff me say it is a new drink. then i think think think.. cannot be leh.. hahaz.. is from the gourmet tea then they go put ice. luckily i not so stupid.
after lunch go took MRT to jurong east and take a bus over to Singapore Science Centre. the stuff there are very fun leh.. like all those science science stuff.. loadz of stuff to play too.. think zhi xuan (the son) enjoyed it very much.
for dinner, we went to lau pa sat to eat. sinful sinful food man... hahaz.. but i enjoyed it.
after dinner, went to singapore river to look at the merlion... the place there is very windy and cooling. if you choose a spot that doesn't really have much ppl, it can really be a place to sort out your thoughts and like juz for your own space to think and stuff. thats cool.. i have half a mind to go there everytime i feel down.

ppl! pls do me a favour.. help me take this test can?
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/850086
hahaz.. hope no one fails lah..

nobody pei me watch simpsons.. so i didn't catch the show. think i will have to forfeit a lot of movies from this point of time onwards. who will pei me? come to realise i'm the only one single in the combination on both classes. wadeva.

how can you guys ever understand wadeva i'm going through? how can you guys every ask me to accept the fact knowing i can't? say wadeva you wan. i dun care. you guys will never understand cuz you have your other half already. and i thought you guys were supposed to be the one understanding me. i juz thought wrong.

6:27 PM