Tuesday, September 19, 2006
its the last week of the hols. its also 2nd last week of IOI's business. the lanes are becoming more and empty.. so saaaadddddd...... there's this feeling of saddness in the whole air of the store. everybody is like busy with the stock.. and when you pass by those very very empty lanes, you will (( or rather i will )) start to think if there is any way of changing the whole store back to wad it should be. haiz. life goes on.went for 2 chalets. the first was very short. it was at aloha loyang pasir ris with the year 2 class. didn't sleep till abt 6 in the morning. slept till 7 plus 8 then start to prepare breakfast. was quite pissed with the timings of the bus as it has an hour gap in between. makes the trips so inconvenient and so infrequent. bonded with sue and nicole more. hahaz.. had this confession session thing. then later yun har joined us. talked a bit.. found out a lot.. hahazthe next chalet is with year one de class.. was at the chalet i booked for them. history always repeat and i am beginning to believe it's true. first timers at my chalet will always have ppl who get drunk and they will break one glass.. hahaz. althought the first one is much much much worse lah. drank a little that chalet. hahaz. went back home and ask mama let me drink some more. wahaha. hope can go to dxo real sooon.worked night on mon. was totally BORED in the morning. so used to working in the morning. was wondering whether i should call yun har they all out for lunch .. but like very last minut leh.. so in the end didnt wanna ma fan them. stayed at home and wait for 5o'clock. hahaz.. sounds so sad rite? but okie lah. always complain no time to play my piano. now play i happie. know how to play kiss goodbye le! next is li xiang qing ren. chu mo also know le.. yay.. so happie. piano seems like a very good fren. ... wont ps you de.. and always there ready for you..music was created for us to express ourselves without words.
9:39 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
sad.. IOI closing down for real now.. 30th sept is the last business day.. think they will need extra help with all the goods.. dunno whether i can go not cuz its kor's birthday.. hmmm see whether they ask me not loh.. have been working 12 to 5 almost everyday.. the timing damn chop loh.. i have to eat at around 10.30.. neither lunchnor breakfast.. damn wierd.. the last sunday daddy, mummy and popo brought my fav sotong from old chang kee.. thought they all so good.. think of my lunch.. ta ma de.. i go back then find out.. how come they so hao xin go buy for me.. cuz they had lunch at CRYSTAL JADE!!!!!!! at the bugis outlet.. kaoz.. wait for me and kor not around then go eat good food.. that kor also ta ma de.. go k lunch.. I WORKING!!! HMPH ~ ! they owe me loh.. hahaz.. say next time bring me go eat the teochew restaurant the dim sum.. hahaz.. they better not bluff me.. hmph. dare to count me out when i working.. esp they my parents.. CRYSTAL JADE leh..... hahaz.. counting down to my teochew restaurant dim sum...... going to have 2 chalets in a row .. and still working. wow.. really kao nai li leh.. hahaz.. but cannot go buy the BBQ food.. nvm.. yun har and wei ann will be going so i fang xin.. but before that.. its the RESULTS! hahaz.. reminded kk abt it.. and he was like.. haiz. hahaz.. his is 3'0 clock.. mine is 2.. but we will both be working.. so.. maybe can borrow the com at there? hahaz.. dunno wad to expect. boss scared he retake envstd and proins. thats the exact two i am freaking out abt.. haiz.. have to go to the temple again!actually maureen isn't exactly not friendly. i find that we can actually click very well.. hahaz. juz that gals their age really worry a little too much. all except lan yin.. she damn easy going. i think her name very nice.. lan .. yin... connie also very funny at times. hahaz.. juz know them and going to be separated again. haiz (( again ))the more i know you, the more i can confirm two things. the we are impossible i dunno why. haiz. it juz seems so sad.. another is the reason i fell for you. cuz you make me smile.
9:43 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
people say that no matter wad happens doesn't matter.. wad matters is your attitude towards the incident... does it really work? for me.. it doesn't seem to work. how can i continue to laugh and joke around like i use to when my mind has all this ugly image? i keep screwing up my life...
first is studies.. now is music which is the most important aspect of my life..haiz.. dunno lah.. damn sian..........
now keep occupying myself at work.. i get one thing i loose the other. wad should i keep? maybe i'm wrong? maybe they are wrong? wad they say make sense.. but wad i think makes sense too.. i'm drifting......
bao: if you are looking at this.. can i pls beg of you not to think so much? i know its hard... but wad you do hurts all of us.. you are a strong gal.. all 8 of us are strong gals... you have more qualities then you know. dun do anymore things to hurt yourself.. you are hurting us in return.
r e h t r u f d n a r e h t r u f g n i t f i r d m a i .....................
6:40 PM
