Saturday, June 25, 2011
last night was crazy... when was the last time i did that? actually not too long ago, but it wasn't beer.. the crazy laine go and order 2 buckets. 1 bucket consists of 6 bottles. 6 times 2 = 12. we had 3 ppl. so 12 divide by 3 = 4. one person freaking 4 bottles...... hahahahaz.
game i keep losing.. dnno why also.. my guard feel is accurate but i dunno why i said otherwise. aiyah.. for fun.. kept drinking like siao...
the company last night was very enjoyable, fun, comfortable.. i rarely drink with ppl other than my sisters.. cuz i'm afraid of awkward situations.. but surprisingly last night was really fun... hahahahaz..felt like you've nv left before.
2:51 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2011
1) Food for thought
http://www.foodforthought.com.sg/fft/home.php
2) Keen on crepes
http://www.keenoncrepes.com/index.htm
3) Strictly Pancakes
http://www.strictlypancakes.com.sg/index.html
9:37 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
i'm such a bitch. i'm ignoring everyone i'm blocking everyone...
i can't talk properly can i. zzzzzz..hatemyself
I'VE NO INTEREST I'VE NO INTEREST I'VE NO INTEREST!!!! I CAN'T TELL YOU!!! GET THE FUCKING HINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10:21 PM
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
10:55 PM
today is her last day. She has been here for exactly 2 months and 3 weeks as a temp staff.. we weren't very close at first, cause of age gap.. she's 4 yrs younger than me, btw. We talked very little and had very little contact at first thus i didn't dare give her my work.
As time flew, we realised that we have a lot in common. or rather, only one VERY IMPORTANT common topic, which is Korean wave. She's a huge HUGE HUGE fan of Korean stars.. and I, ok lah, about there. hahahahz. she joined our lunch clique cause of Theresa... anyway, that's another story altogether. hahahaz. so we lunched out everyday, and our gap started to shorten. it was Korea, Korean and Koreans everyday. I swear when i say she knows her stuff, she REALLY REALLY knows her stuff... she knows every EVERY single person by name.. and if I'm a drama freak, I'm only her 50%.. really. She started to communicate in Korean with me as I understood a little.
Slowly slowly, she looked for me when she has nothing to do... and only me. hahahaz. when someone else pass her work, she would roll her eyes and say its boring. and then she would ask me for work. And slowly slowly, she became my PA. she takes off my workload like 50%... and that helped A LOT. i could struggle this hard time. she only takes my work. hahahahaz. i feel honoured, really...
and time flies, 2 months and 3 weeks passed us by. i of course, can't bear to part with her as she shared a lot of information with me (mainly Korean songs and dramas. hahahaha), shared my workload with me, i started telling her stuff i would tell my best friend. can you imagine our bond? she's totally like my sister, and she would stick to me.... its very heartwraming.
and today, her last day. of course, we would keep in contact and stuff via social networking sites and stuff.. but i've been through this topic before.. i really dun like this feeling of parting. social networking sites can never be a good help for relationships, there's a limit on wad you can do via all these. When we passed her her present, she started crying.. and she just cried................... understandable, as its her first job and i'm sure she has nv felt this "parting" feeling before. just like me, during coffee club. that was the worst parting of my life... i totally couldn't let it go. but i learnt to in the later parts of my life...
I contributed a lot to her presents.. i treat her for Korean food, shared a presnt with my clique, shared with my team, treated her to another meal, and bought my own present for her... she was only helping me throughout, and that was only right. tml, she won't be at her usual seat, everything will still go on as per normal, we'll still work with or without her.... i thought it was hard for her to let go.. i dunno my point of writing this, but i thought that i would pen down this very mixed feelings of mine, today. i can't bear to, yet i've learnt to.
Dear lydia,
Even though i don't show it, i really really enjoyed your company.. its not the period i've known you for; its the impact you've brought in my life, and you sure made a big one. I can't be too sad in front of you, it would only make you feel worse. I hope that you would remember the time you've spent at Vital and the crap we crapped about. Hope when you reminisce about your first job, i'll be part of that small little memory and you'll smile cuz of that. Life has just started for you.. i'm sure you'll do great in the next phase of yours.
Sarang-hae,
Unnie
10:26 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2011
my constant complains finally have some good impact! i'm soo happy for myself! on a professional note i thought this is the best way, but on a personal note i know this is not ideal. Anne was awesome at this.. it made things turn out good for everyone. i promise to use my utmost patience to help and handover.
relationships are so vulnerable. just one small matter and it blew up like a hot air balloon. now even if we talk abt everything under the sun, we will still have a deep deep valley of emptiness in between us.. how true, it can never go back the way it was. whose fault was it? from your view, its me. from my view, its you. how many relationships can be brought back the way yh and mine did? its not as if i need you as a friend, but just, since we are friends, why can't we continue? i dun like the fakseness, the awkwardness and the way things are now. i would rather we just talked things out.
the first time i forgot my breakfast.. the first time i got reminded.
10:48 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
my dream got me confused again. wonder what dreams are... reflections of reality or inverse reality... i woke up with mixed feelings, wondering what the dream was all about. it seemed so real, yet for obvious reasons it's not.
on a reality note, how much sleep am i getting if i keep dreaming long dreams like that? seriously.
9:26 PM