Monday, November 09, 2009
i got my first 21st birthday present! its from my piano teacher. hee.... guess wad the also-hello-kitty lover bought me? hello kitty purfume! heeee....... happie ~ anyway.. cookie museum has finally proposed to me. to being a full time. well.. i kinda expected that they will do that already. i just thought it would be sometime next year. wad's my take? well.... my initiated response was a no.. but the job scope is kinda attractive, and the only benefit is the europe trip. the turn off part? the stresssssssss of the very weird culturised company, long long long working hrs and measly measly pay. i'm supposed to give the answer by this thurs. i've not talked to my mum. no point cuz the only reaction she'll give me is 24/7 nagging. so i'll give that a miss. my dad asks me to go, from a very business point of view, 'pioneer batch', 'potential growth', 'initiated job scope' blah blah... free consultation from a Master Degree. hahahaahz.. i'm not exactly swaying cuz know my mum will nv allow it, as in NV allow. sigh. torn again. its good to get their experience and get a job outside. but i dun like they way they assume i'll say yes. rosemary ask me again 'any questions for me' and i was like .. if i wanna go taiwan and korea next yr, will i get off? then she was like.. 'wah. dun need save money for europe trip ah.' ... and i was thinking, when did i ever agree to work full time? idiot. and the way she tries to make me manage my mum. i know my mum. she won't means she won't. no 2 ways abt it. she has my interest at heart. i know the job is good, but not good enough to make me sacrifice my family. dang dang dang dang. hate this dilemma. bottom line question; do i or do i not. feedback welcomed! yh .. i made you promise me to dissuade me from ever being a full timer rite? hahahaz.. dun worry. i still remember.. 70% no. =)
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