Tuesday, May 06, 2008
went out with syas and delph on sat. i met syas first and we went to buy the tickets for harold and kumar. i didn't know it was M18 sia. syas is below 18 loh.. hahaz.. i bought the tix at marina GV then we headed down to city link new york new york for lunch. we waited for delph for abt.... an hour plus? hahaz.. until me and syas buay tahan then we order first. we were halfway through when delph arrive. crapped talked and commentted a lot on the happenings recently.. then syas wanted to get candy floss and realised that they have free candy floss for us! hahaz.. then delph and syas went down to take candy floss and we all had one candy floss! hahaz.. so sweet.. we felt like princesses... ~ hahaz.. then went down for the harold and kumar show.. funny like shit man the show.. cockmeat sandwich.. hahahahahahaaha.. okie.. wanted to head down to sentosa for the songs of the sea show but delph had to leave early. so we went to esplandade to chill.. saw a gig named pervy boys performing so stopped by and listen. their songs are not bad juz that lead singer is a bit.. outspoken.. hahaz.. its a gal named marge btw.. the guys are kinda hot, esp eric.. hahaz.. then sat down by the riverside all of us emo-ing.. hahaz.. walked delph to the taxi stand and me and syas were left alone dunno wan go where. i decided to go to the cookie museum to get a drink. but i knew it was budget for her so i treat her. i drank liquer ice tea --> baileys and earl grey. surprisingly, it goes perfectly well.. hahaz.. syas drank ice choco. the manageress, named rosmary was very very very very very friendly. she kept giving us cookies to sample and in the end i bought a tin for my mum.. its 35 bucks for 24 pieces of cookies. kinda ex huh. but there are no sugar, flour and egg so they are extremely hard to bake and extremely extremely fragile. =) .. its a mixture of cranberry and dunno wad and dunno wad... hahaz.. can't remember. and i've juz received a call from UOB. i'm hired!!!! hahaz.. 8 bucks per hour, after 3 months probation is fucking TEN BUCKS per hr. but i haven agree.. hahaz.. muz think properly. i've been doing loadz of thinking these days. thinking abt my happenings. i dunno how come i suddenly have this thought that seriously after poly, no one bothers to keep in contact anymore. how many of us know wad is happening to our old frens? What are they working as? where are they working as? how are they? all we can answer is "i think is admin de.. " "i think she studying".. "i think he doing nothing".. i really appreciate ppl keeping in contact like bernard, who always see me ((rarely online)) will come and ask me how am i, how's my studies and also constantly smsing me whether i'm working or not ; cf also will chat with me online asking also abt me and my studies ; appreciate kim on insisting to meet me before i get into advance dip cuz it will be damn busy when i start school ; appreciate the old yr one gang for being able to meet up this fri and really hope we will find back the old times. =).. we were so close.. izzit only cuz we have to see each other everyday? so now we walk our separates ways, we dun even wanna meet up cuz we ASSUME the other party won't be free, wouldn't want to meet up ??? how many ppl out there know wad has happened to me for the past few days? i dun even need 2 hands to count. cf, delph, zan, min, ting.. thats all. i came out of the theatre crying non-stop, cuz the pain is fucking unberable. i'm gonna contradict myself a little here but i gotta say it out if not the thoughts keep circling in my head..
sometimes i really think that ppl have to be more thoughtful for others. sorry for all the times for me being buay steady, pardon me for all the times i si bei buay on; but there is something called commitment.. i have to study and work. i'm sure all of us have to do that.. its not like working where you can juz take off or take leave and go out and have fun. study meaning wadeva the teacher taught, i have to go back and revise and make sure i understand every single thing. i failed once in poly, i have to make sure i score for adv dip. and the accident that my mum had cuz of me. how could i fail her? i would really love to go out everyday, have fun and not think abt my studies, but i can't now. i dun wan to fail again.
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