Wednesday, January 30, 2008
its juz the warm response from you guys that i received that makes everything worthwhile.
you guys are always there for me.
*touched*
i love you all.. =)
thank you.
10:11 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
omg. there is something i wanna kb abt.. SP LIBRAY VERY JIAN!!!! jian as in the despicable... cuz ah.. today i juz borrowed book. fyi, today's date is 29th jan. and you know wad? the due date for the book i juz borrowed is 4th FEB... wad the hell! cuz we are graduating students.. then cannot borrow anymore.. but anyhow, i still borrowed 1 book and 2 cds.. hahaz.. make the bez of the last few days.
no more source of books... sad... hahahahaha....
i wanna say:
thank you bee
thank you delph
thank you min
thank you daphne
thank you ting
and last but not least, thank you zan. i dunno wad i would do without you... and dun worry. i won't kill myself.
i am fine. =)
i haven TOTALLY get over it lah. i still need time. but i'm 75% there.. hahaz..
Long ag on the shores of the Atlantic there lived a great indian warrior calleed Strong Wind. He had a magical power - he could make himself invisible - which enabled him to walk around in the campus of his enemies and steal their secrets. His home was a tent that stood beside the sea in a calm, calling breeze, and he lived there with his sister.
His skill as a fighter carried his reputation far, and many maidens wanted to marry hiim. But Strong Wind would have none of their silly, simpering smiles, their false boasts of being the perfect match. He said that he would marry the first maiden who could see him coming home at night.
It was a test he'd conceived to reval a maiden's truthfulness. Many came to walk down the beach with his sister as the sun hissed into the sea, wishing to capture his heart. Strong Wind's sister could always see him, even when he was invisible to the world. So when her brother approached, she would turn to the current girl who peered over the horizon. "Do you see him?" And every waiting maiden would quickly lie: Yes, yes, there he was. Strong Wind's sister would ask, "with wad does he draw his sled?" The answers were many: with the hide of a caribou. With a long knotted stick. With a length of strong hemp. His siter would know the lies for wad they were, simple guesses and she knew that Strong Wind would not choose this girl whoose footsetps mirrored hers in the wet sand.
In the village, lived a mighty chief, a widower with 3 daughters. One was years younger than the others. Her face was as lovely as the first rain of summer; her heart could hold gently the pain of the world. Her older sisters, gnarled with theiry own jealousy, took advantage of her nature. they tried to detract from her beauty by leaving her clothes in rags, cutting off her shining black hair, burning the smooth skin of her cheeks and throat with glowing coals. They told their father the gal had done these things to herself.
Like the other maidens in te village, the 2 older sisters tried to see Strong Wind coming through the twilight. They stood ono the beach with his sister, feeling the water run over their legs, and waited. As always, strong wind's sister asked if they saw him, and lying, they said yes. She asked how he drew his sled and lying, they guesses rawhide. When they entered his tent, the flaps shuddered in the wind, They hoped to see Strong WInd bent over his dinner but they saw nothing at all. Strong Wind, knowing their deception, remained invisible.\
The day the chief's youngest daughter went to seek Strong Wind, she rubbed her burned face with earth to cover her scars and patched her skirt with bark form the trees. She passed other maidens ont he way to the beach, who laughd to see her go and labeled her as a fool.
But Strong Wind's sister was waiting, and when the sun slipped in the sky, she took the girl to the beach. As strong wind drew his sled close, his sister asked," DO you see him?" the girl replied, "no", and Strong Wind's sister shivered at the sound of the truth. "DO you see him now?" she asked again.
At first the girl did not speak, but her face was turned to the sky and her eyes were as bright as fire. "Oh yes," she finally breathed, "and he is wonderful. He dances on the clouds and he walks with the moon on his shooulder."
Strong Wind's Sister turned toward her," with wad does he draw his sled?" she asked.
"with the rainbow."
She too stared at the sky. "and wad is his bowstring made of?"
The girl smiled, and the night washed over her face. "of the milky way," she said. "And his arrows are tipped with the brightest of stars."
Strong Wind's sister knew that beacuse the girl had admitted she hadn't seen him at first, her brother had shown himself to her. She took the firl home and bathed her, running her palms over the pitted skin until all the scars disappeared from her body. She sang while the firl's hair grew thick and black down her back. She gave her her own rich clothes to wear and showed her into Strong Wind's tent
The next day Strong Wind married her, and she walked with him across the sky and looked down on her People. The girl's 2 sisters wee livid and shook their fists at the spirits, demanding to know what had transpired. Strong Wind resolved to punish them for the hurt they had caused her bride. He changed them into aspen trees and dug their roots deep into the earth. Since that day, the leaves of the aspen tremble in fear of the coming of Strong Wind. No matter how quietly he approaches, they shiver, because they cannot put out of their minds his great power, and his rage.
- Alhonquin Indian Legend
-Picture perfect, Jodi Picoult
3:04 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
hello peeps..
juz finished the first paper of the final sem. next paper is MICRODEVICES. that's gonna be a killer... today is biomaterials paper.. this can be conisdered the easiest to study paper.. anyway seriously, no one has the mood to study.. hahaz..
a little issue abt the first day of cny and rh retreat.. happens to be on the same day and..... dunno wad i will do.. how do i put it? juz that it looks like is cuz of me then you don't go. then now i can make it, you can't get away. how sia?
sushi don close down! hahaz.. wad izzit gonna be next? hope its something that we can go in and chill or make it a shop that sells cartoon characters! hahaz..
3 more papers... counting down..
i hate the outcome of everything
12:50 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
fucking wasting my time
3:17 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's damn so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
Cause he's the reason
Teardrops on my guitar - Taylor Swift
10:17 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
aloha guys.. hahaz.. i like very free hor... exam up in less than 2 weeks i still can like that blog.. hahaz... destress destress... hahahahaha...
ok.. i would like to say somethin.
*takes up loud hailer*clears throat*takes a deep breath*shouts*
LEE HUI MIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaz.. i dunno whether i should feel TOUCHED or should i feel LIKE KILLING SOMEONE..
below is the reason why..
this post is dedicated to yuying, so i'll swear like she does.
fucking january, fucking tuesday, me walking half the fucking singapore alone. i was from sch, tampiness, i went to pasir ris white sands, hoping to get the fucking finding forresters vcd for my fucking sociology project. fucking hell they dun have, so i travel fucking far to vivo city to get the fucking vcd. damn it..
hahas!!! main point is here, i am going to miss her, for she's leaving on the 27 feb o8 for her community project which she is damn excited about and first time travelling out alone. (so much for never travel out with us at all and now ur first time u are going away alone, with people u dunno.) hahas!! i know she feel so much like killing me! anyway, had a real hearty chat with her, planning a lot of stuffs, so much that i decided that i should pen them all down one fine day and execute it out with her. =) i love you sis, u will be missed, not to worry. have a fucking hell lots of fun over the fucking thailand trip. oh yea, before i forget, stop ur fucking hell nonsense over thailand. i hope to see a less fucking hell verbal ying.
=D
zzzzzzzzzzzz....... hahaz... thanx ah min, for so kindly going to miss me. thanx also for reminding me that i am too ^$^(?//i**&*&^...... felicia!! help me here!! say something! anything! hahahahahahaha.. ok.. i shall cut down aight?
dun worry.. i will definately miss you guys. but i not like kel go florida.. there got technology.. i there.. dun have anything... only have labour.. hahaz... its gonna be a short 20days.. i will definately have fun..
the camp pics are out! 94 pictures in all.. i only like appeared in abt 10? hahaz.. dun wanna think how many pics the 20 day trip will have cuz a 2 day 1 night camp can add up to 94 pics.. hahaz... thousands??
the pics are linked in my links... hahaz.. its called project LOL cuz... the project is named Labour Of Love.. in short, LOL... hahaz.. mr ho says that we like to use LOL so he used that as an idea to name our project.. dunno true not.. hahaz.. anyway.. yup.. future pics will be added there too.. happie viewing!
2 pics from the album.
ok. i am caught on camera showing that i have a huge winnie the pooh in my arms.. hahaz.. this was the first thing i grabbed when mr ho told us we can start snatching. hahaz..... =)
this is Naomi.. she's a quarter japanese.. hahaz.. her dad is half jap so that makes her quarter jap.. hahaz... she's in my group with that guy at the left hand corner of the pic.. he's terrance. but doesn't make a difference cuz you can't see him.. hahahahaa... anyway, see the pooh? so new rite? and and and also notice below one of pooh's legs, there is a white and pink toy? thats hello kitty.. and below the other leg? there is another pooh. =) oh.. and also the minnie.. its lovely... hahaz...
9th jan
went to yishun safra to eat Eatzi Gourmet. there are only 2 outlets. one at east point and yishun safra. so there were arguments as to which outlet we should patronize.. .....
anyway.. had a fun time there.. although we have VERY VERY late lunch. the food there is totally jacks place.. but its certified halal...went to the arcade before and after lunch.. hahaz.. arcade can be real fun juz looking at ppl play and laughing at them or with them.. played mario kart.. totally different from DS. lingli! pro sia.. hahaz.. muz learn more from you liao.. hahaz.. qing duo duo zi jiao.. =) hopefully i will upload the pics AFTER MY EXAM.. if i do it before my exams, means i not studying.. hahaz...
and why am i the 'most scandalous' in class??? i'm not! hahaz... haiz.. how to defend myself sia.. clubbing NOT EQUAL bad. its a form of entertainment. vulgarities NOT EQUAL bad. its a form of expression.. ok guys? next time ppl ask for the most scandalous in class, all point to clarence ok? hahahahahaha.....
good gal named bad......
HAHAZ........
9:31 PM
Monday, January 07, 2008
hello guys!! i had a very very very busy weekend! hahaz.. lets start with fri.
was supposed to go out with filzan to collect pay, then go buy some stuff, then to to pub. But somehow or another, i ended up with gym, nicole and kim. sorry zan!!! we ate at coffee club. i ate peri peri chicken.. this is nice.. serious. the chicken damn tasty.. then i drank nutty bananna.. hee.. also nice. i wanted either that or the mint tea lychee freeze. if any of you going to coffee club, juz try these 2 drinks. and also the new lattes. nice nice.. hahaz.. but the price not nice ah.. damn ex.. hahaz.. then after that we walked around plaza and me and bee drank the thai express soup.. me and her addicted to the soup liao.. hahaz.. not good not good. so only met zan again after i split up with the gals. we decided to go to CHIJMES cuz the clouds are damn heavy and we wanna walk there.. hahaz.. from plaza we walk to CHIJMES then when we are 200m away from there ah, it suddenly poured leh.. i quickly ran to the bus stop but that idiot still act cool walk slowly... hahaz...
reached CHIJMES at around 5 plus and most of the pubs or should i say all of them are not opened yet. walked around the whole place.. quite big leh.. hahaz. i also blur blur, first time go.. hahaz.. got Harry's Bar, Insomia, Hog's Cafe and dunno wad dunno wad dunno wad... hahaz.. i wanted the cushion seats bar but haven open... zzzzzzz. then went to the other pub. not bad the atmosphere.. hahaz.. i ordered a 'sex on the beach' and zan ordered 'vodka martini'. dun see him like that, bloody hell, he 2 glups finished the martini lah!! wad the %&^$%$^&.... hahaz..
thanx zan for shooting that bloody chipmunk brother of mine. his lan lan face was worth a million bucks.. =)
sat was another busy day. woke up at 7 to prepare for my flag day for SSAD. the collection point is at bgis. ting got it right.. at the toast box there.. hahaz.. collected my little bag and went to the OG and the fu lu shou there to ask ppl donate. quite a lot of 'business'. most of the ppl who donated are the older generation.. those young peeps rite, dun care one loh.... irritated by them. i stood there from 8 to around 9.30.. i dunno within the one and a half hour, how many vulgarities i said.. everytime when i approach them and they ignore me, i will scold.. hahaz... so i dun dare think how many times i scold liao.. at around 9 plus, everybody who walks towards my direction got the sticker liao. i decided to put the bag into my bag and go to the temple and pray. true enough, there were like 5 ppl standing there... like that how sia? i took one sticker and stick on my shirt then they nv ask me... hahaz.. after praying, i headed home.. hahaz.. cuz i nowhere to stand liao.. until 1pm then i go back and return the bag. surprisingly, i had more money in my bag than most ppl.. dunno how come also.. hahaz.. maybe of my approach ba.. hee... i ownself put in 4 bucks then mummy put in 6 bucks.. hahaz.. tired tired..
after returning the bag, i went home again to sleep.. reached school at 5.45 for the Thailand OCIP preparatory camp. got to choose my workgroup liao.. ppl, i'm in the english language and library group! hahaz.. i will be teaching them english, setting up a library in the shcool and implementing a good loaning system. i have 3 ppl in my group. hope that we can work happily together.. hahaz.. my post is the workgroup I/C. yay! hahaz.. i wanted treasurer but mr ho didn't give it to me..... dunnno why also.. quite a lot of stuff were done during the camp.
buddy system: i got a buddy! mei qi from chem eng.. yr one..
work group: eng lib for major and minor workgroup is arts and crafts..
food and fun fair during the stay there for the kids and the villagers: my workgroup is called the eng lib geeks. dunno why this name. hahaz.. we will be selling chocolate dip with marshmallows, fruits and dunno wad. and also popcorn if we have the necessary appliances. and also for the drinks, PERAL MILK TEA! hahaz.. my fav... hee...
i think my group got me as I/C very poor thing. you know there is this whole lot of soft toys we gathered from the donation. so every group I/C is supposed to choose toys you wanna have for the food and fun fair game. guess wad i took? hello kitty and winnie the pooh!!! hahaz. a lot leh.. i think i koped 4 winnie and 3 kitties.. hahaz... happie. and i'm selling bubble tea! hahaz.. sue.. muz come ah.. =)
flight details are confirmed.. here are the details:
flight to Bangkok on the 27th Feb. flight departing at 0810. so have to reach there ard 6 plus?
flight to singapore on the 17th March. FLight arriving at 1955.
there is also gonna be a mini concert on our last day at the schoo. four items will be done.
1) hip hop dance
2) simple song with sign language --> mr ho wants me to play the piano for this song.. ................
3) simple magic show and ballon sculpturing
4) mass dance. --> friendship dance.
hmm.. not bad not bad.. quite a lot of stuff done already.. more stuff to do:
1) learn sign language
2) learn thai language
3) go search for stuff to bring over to thailand for the library
quite a lot to do also.. hahaz..
is my post very long? i'm sorry loh.. is really a lot of things to write mah...... hahaz..
3 consecutive days of test. wad the fuck....
6:29 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
let's head for the battlefield
believe, and our blades will not break
believe, and our heart will not bend
Though the roads we take may be different, our iron hearts wil beat as one
Swear that even if the earth is torn asunder, we will live and return here once again.
9:12 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
It was 'Annual Christams dinner' on 29th dec at vivocity, the italian restaurant called, Modestos. the food is good, huge serving and on the high side.. i couldn't finish my western dumplings.. hahaz.. that day i think i'm not the only one who spent close to hundreds..... there were a total of 16 ppl and the total bill came close to $400... hahaz.. *stunned* rite? yah.. me too.. hahaz.. had a fun time .. =)
the cake there is supposed to be fer's birthday cake and xmas cake.. budget ah.. muz combine.. hahaz....
me and pei li..
the guys
the gals... hahaz...
making wishes.. shhhhhh..
zzzzzz. my graveyard.. literally graveyard
Photo taking in toilet!!!! hahaz..
then we headed down to jewel box.. went for the cable car ride.. back from the ride, i vomit again... argh... then drank hot choco there..... very gua gua rite??? hahaz...
the cup has this stirrer thing which is so pretty! it is in a shape of a star.. dunno if you all can see clearly not.. hahaz.. at my cheek there.. got lah..a bit rite? hahaz..
these are the phones that me, rence and cf had when we went out together.. hahaz.. i got 2, cf got 2 and rence got 1.. 3 person go out got 5 phones.. hahaz. this pic is taken by my beloved mp3. that explains the colour. hahaz... weird.. the bottom left 2 are mine. the bottom right is cf de.. then the top left is cf also and the top right is rence's phone..
we were at taka de yoshi. still can remember very clearly. bloody packed sia that place. not even christmas lah!! so packed liao. it was about 4 plus. then we wanted to sit down somewhere and chill but everywhere was soo packed.. in the end we found ourselves at yoshi. that was the only place with vacanccy. you know why? cuz the food there sux...
alvin and the chipmunks!!! cute~. hahaz. esp theodore. dunno why now everyone like theodore sia.. hahaz.. all snatch with me.. wahahahaha... all are cute..
[[wan a plane that loops the loop]]
[[me i wan a hula hoop ]]
10:13 PM
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
i have been browsing through my acrhives. woah.. saw all the "secondary school crushes" and those quotes i used to write. really have to laugh it off.. one word - childish. hahaz.. believe in all those fate and nonsense..althought i still do lah, but the way i wrote it last time is like those taiwan love drama.. think i watched too much of them last time.. hahaz...
i seriously dunno wad to do now that i'm faced with this situation. i have already pleaded with everyone not to hurt yourself.. why are you still doing this? i dunno wad else to say. i dunno wad i can do to help. i dunno if i can even see my sisters through this situation. i will do wad i can. pls come back to who you were..
oh... something to add.. my longest post.. the one below.. 2095 words. hee..
11:36 PM