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Friday, June 01, 2007

wed to sun will pass in a blink of an eye for me. why? cuz i would be freaking busy and packed. from wed: go to tekong juz to pon gems presentation. dunno whether can present again another day not. went to tekong for the whole afternoon. that time went with kor le but this time a little more in depth. more things to see, more place to go and more shuai ge to see... hee hee.. after thhe tekong nonsense, the bus brought us to expo mrt. reach lavender at 5.45. reach home at 6. change clothes, take out books and put clothes in plus minus take me 15 mins. nv even sit down, walk back to lavender again then go pasir ris. met up with filzan, adri and aunt barbara at pasir ris control to go to syawal's chalet. wah.. chlalet fun sia. gossiped! hahaz.. went to the dunno wad mangrove swamp.. diao.. so dark lah.. somemore they all talking ghost stories lah.. luckily they talking in malay so i dun really understand the whole story. hee.. then nv sleep the whole night. left the chalet at 7 in the morning. reached home at 8 .. immediately bathe and KO. slept till 1 for lunch. then study the test. wah.. sian lah .. cannot understand anything also. the range soooo big. haiz.
fri was another busy day. school finish at 4. i have to wait till 6 for the FnH debriefing. then 8.30 start work. so many stupid breeaks in between.. go home also cannot, stay in school very sian. so in the end stayed in school and play neopets. hahaz.. me jia xin and yun har cong chu jiang hu. hee. then went for the debriefing. sian .. only me from clarke quay. i asked a few ppl from my team. all dun wan to go leh. even nicole and bernard and boss didn't want to go. thenn how? i go on my own lOh.. is supposed to be the whole team go de. like fucked up lah. only one person when the other teams all attandence full. i didn't ask to be the IC too. why do i have to do all this? work was fun as usual. hee.. it always brightens up my day.. even though its at night.
think this would be the last few days i would be working with him. he would be leaving soon. filzan arranged an outing . should i go?
anyway.. sat was supposed to be spent at JB. but.... daddy saw my face. totally shagged. hahaz.. then in the end they didn't go. sad...... wanna shop for more accessories and stuff. anyway.. will have work at 6.30 later.. till 1.30.. hahaz.. look forward.

i dun wanna think about wad i know, wad i can see and wad is around me. i dun wanna spoil this perfect memory that i have about you and them. let it remain as it is .. can? knowing too much is not good. yah.. i am the kind that always act like a small gal. liking hello kitty, liking winnie the pooh, liking all these cute cute stuff. yes.. i do like them in fact. but. i do all this most of the time cuz i wanna act blur about wad i know. but there's a certain level that i can act blur till.. i know.. i can see a lot of things going on... enough of acting blur already.

"those are the whales singing, can you hear them?"
" yes.. but i thought it was juz me, crying on the inside"

4:36 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.