Saturday, November 25, 2006
the clock is abt to strike 12 anytime now. why am i still online? why am i online so often nowadays? why why why??? excuses excuses excuses..........guess wad day izzit today? is the 25th and it's his birthday. why izzit so hard to erase it from my memory? cuz its 5 days after my birthday. cuz i usually wish him. cuz.. it's his birthday. he looks so happie now. with his position as a guitarist. muz be his greatest dream come true. time sometimes don't heal some stuff you wan it to heal.been thinking a lot before going to bed these few days. actually is nothing much. its juz the difference in the way i look at things. so much difference. wad am i to do? nothing? change everything? either way don't seem like a good ending. is crying means surrendering your fate?
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