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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

taekwondo seems very long lost to me. happen to pass by a grading session.. hahaz.. all those little kids with their parents. still can remember my first grading session. white belt, blur blur de.. my parents leh? drop me off and say bye bye liao. i always see other parents hands full of cameras, video recorder and stuff.. my parents never even accompany my first or last grading. still remember my blue belt grading. cuz my NPCC duty clash with my close-door grading, i have to go for the official grading. wah. the one have to take pledge and stuff.. soooooo damn serious. close door grading is one examiner see 8 ppl. but at the official one, is 3 examiner see 4 ppl. wah.. i stunned .. dunno how to pass... sparring is i blue belt fight with junior black. ta ma de.. that damn bastard dun give face loh. kick so hard. argh! but in the end pass .. hahaz...

daddy coming back on fri. mummy leaving on thur. kor kor in camp. along again. at home. sian. WHY NOT FRI? CAN GO CHIONG AT DXO!! hahaz.. going to have a busy busy weekend.. wahahaha..

bought the grade 7 new syllubus book.. dunno whether it's the right decision. have a diploma standard piece inside. ahhhh.. freaking me out. no.. i have to overcome my fear. yun har! help me. i will die if i am going for diploma. there will be 3 examiners. THREE! ok.. clarence and chen fong can keep my music books for the time being. dun wanna be distracted by all the liu xing ge qu. help me keep them for the time being. hahaz.

go ahead. treat me as an invisible. dun give a damn about me. keep on treating me like a piece of glass.. you think i piss you off? but hey, know wad? it takes 2 hands to clap, 2 hands to play a masterpiece and 2 stones to spark off a fire. (quoted from min) . you PISS me off also. judge yourself first before you think someone piss you off. this is the way i am, live with it. remember that i wasn't born to please you and i will remember you were't born to please me. the tables are turned now. i have had enough. if dun-give-a-shit-about-yuying is the name of the game, its game over ppl, G-A-M-E-O-V-E-R- .. it's your turn to suffer the way i did.

9:07 AM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.