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Friday, November 24, 2006

add on to my b-dae celeb.
daddy treated me to my fav dim sum. later he know i nv acknowledge him then i die liao. hahaz..

wad would you do if you want to sleep, but your eyes are always wet?
wad would you do if you have already tried, but nobody is there to encourage you?
wad would you do if you have to cry yourself to sleep everyday?
wad would you do if this is the last day you will be talking to me and you hurt me with your words?

they didn't teach me in school. but i wanna know. who can tell me?

i'm sorry if am not perfect.
i'm sorry if i hurt you wiwth wad i said
i'm sorry if i was a bitch to everyone i knew
i'm sorry if i flare up for every fucking thing that i dun like
i'm sorry if you had to tolerate my nonsense
i'm sorry if i have too high expectations

i'm sorry..

i juz wish i could stop those tears somehow or another. i can't be biting my finger the whole journey home to prevent myself from making a scene. my eyes are swollen and my fingers hurt from all the biting.

ihatemyselfnow.

1:39 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.