Tuesday, October 03, 2006
yesterday was quite a tough day for me. i woke up with a piercing pain in my tummy. i couldn't walk straight and had to hunch my back to make the pain more bearable. was quite pale ( told to me by nicole, sue and weng and yh and gym )) couldn't talk at all lah.. and of all the days, those stupid notes had to come that day. stayed back with nicole to do the calculation of the class fund. do until i pek chek. we owe a lot lah.. then if another huge amt, ppl kbkb. if amt too small, cannot possibly pay back the amt we owe rite? nicole even wanted to pay from her own pocket. i was like..NO!! had to carry the extra notes, wen yi's notes, my notes home. luckily nicole offered to take home rong ping's notes. if not i would be struggling all the way home. and on the way home my tummy had the stupid pain again.yesterday was a really stupid day. i had my labcoat bag in one hand and the notes in the other. class rep also have only TWO hands. being a class rep doens't make me have 4 hands. i dunno why i am the one who's always doing all the work that nobody does. so what if i'm the class rep? i mean,the class rep's duties are to collect notes and stuff, not to add on to the weight of my own notes? i'm also tired of always planning for sista gathering. da jie da jie. everything also da jie. not say i dun like them.. i love them..they are the ones that helped me out through my darkest times and guide me through them. but isn't there ANYONE to also share my burden? i only ask of someone to understand wad the hell i'm going through then everything will be worthwhile. juz understand. thats all tired and the sick. wad could be a combination that is much worse?
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