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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

people say that no matter wad happens doesn't matter.. wad matters is your attitude towards the incident... does it really work? for me.. it doesn't seem to work. how can i continue to laugh and joke around like i use to when my mind has all this ugly image? i keep screwing up my life...
first is studies.. now is music which is the most important aspect of my life..haiz.. dunno lah.. damn sian..........

now keep occupying myself at work.. i get one thing i loose the other. wad should i keep? maybe i'm wrong? maybe they are wrong? wad they say make sense.. but wad i think makes sense too.. i'm drifting......

bao: if you are looking at this.. can i pls beg of you not to think so much? i know its hard... but wad you do hurts all of us.. you are a strong gal.. all 8 of us are strong gals... you have more qualities then you know. dun do anymore things to hurt yourself.. you are hurting us in return.

r e h t r u f d n a r e h t r u f g n i t f i r d m a i .....................

6:40 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.