Thursday, August 03, 2006
went facial on sunday with mama. My face hurts till tue loh! the scrubbing and all the massage of the face was fine. But came to the part where she had to pluck out all my black-heads then my face started to have cramps. hahahaz.. as if thats not enough, she use the electricity to get rid of my pimples. and guess wad. i had 3 pimples on that day. wad the... hurts the hell out of me!! dun ever go facial with any electricity involved. had proins test and envt std test consecutively on tue and wed. both screwed up but.. why do i think pro ins was done better than envt std??? haiz.. didn't really study kwok part well that's why. now feel remorseful also no use. haiz.. juz have to cross my fingers, hands, legs or wadeva that i can cross and pray hard that i passs............ didn't have enough sleep for the past few days cuz i keep having wierd dreams.... esp that day. i slept till 3 am then keep waking up every hr after that ... can't get that whole scene off my mind. this is not the first time i am having wierd dreams. first is was earlier this yr and now is this. somemore it is like continuous for 5 days like that.......... I THINK TOO MUCH! dun like is dun like ... not yours not yours................. why can't i juz get this straight??????the prob with ppl... what is it actually? the more you know them, the more you find that they have this bloody attuitude that nobody can stand. it's as if they are totally diff from the first day you know them. haiz.... its juz a sad thing that the relationship from ppl to ppl is so fragile that no matter how small an argument or how small a disagreement is, a cold war will be born. a cold war over nothing, a cold war about nothing and a cold war worth nothing. time actually helps. i am trying but i dunno wad you are trying to potray through your actions. if thats the way you wan it to end, two can play a game. life is getting more and more complicated
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