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Saturday, May 06, 2006

3 weeks... and counting..

tue is the first test of the sem.. material science.. this teacher very good.. unlike the PT.. hahaz.. think of her and all the gals will laugh.. can't stand her proNUNciation.. wahaha.. *winks*

anyway, planning for the first gathering of our new class.. yEaH ~ planning to eat at seoul. think is bugis ba.. hahaz.. nearest to my house.. wahaha. or at marina also can.. more fang pian for those at yishun.. sch ends at 6 almost everyday.. so only have wed as the only free day. and wed is my busiest day. talk abt irony.

my new class? one lamer and i mean lamer aka cockster. worse than jia xin dunno how many times.. really. and i am stuck with him for like almost all the pracs. ahhhh !! and now known as 'auntie' to one of the lecturer aka minister of envt aka minister of health aka member of parliment. that idiot..

had some quarrels with lots of ppl these few days. my mum, dad, my TKD teacher... lets hope it stops here. dunno wad is going on nowdays.. tend to flare up very easily. haiz.. then make till the relationship so strain. xian..

where am i heading to? what is my true self? Am i trying too much? why am i trying so hard to put a smile on everyone's face but no one gives a shit if there is one on my face? when will all this end?

2:39 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.