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Monday, December 12, 2005

Ms lim (my music teacher) asked me to perform at a showroom on sat. at first i thought is those kind of informal de.. but then when i went there on sat, kaoz, saw a stage, seats and spotlights loh.. scared the freaking hell out of me.. the performance started at 2 but i went there at 12.30.. hahaz.. kia su.. it turned out to be a "Richard Clayderman Recital ".. wad the.. haiz.. teacher bluff me.. but.. nvm.. turned out to be a good experience. I played Marriage D'Amour.. nice song.. very easily 'tao zhui'.. other ppl got play other songs also lah.. all very nice.. then got certificate and token of appreciation... so formal.. ended at 2.30 plus.. then rusehd to Tampiness for volunteer work. met xi xun at tampiness MRT.. then took a bus then reach the elderly house. we were asked to clean the greenhouse.. took a lot of effort.. clean clean clean until abt 6.30.. then me and xin yu left first. knocked out once i reached home..

got back MIP test.. juz passed... okie lah.. good enough le.. dun wanna ask for more although almost the whole class got 30 and above upon 50. quite fully packed this week.. got 3 tests, then next week will be e-learning week.. !!! yeah.. at last.. followed by term break.. so in all got 2 weeks break.. for e-learning week, see kor wanna help me set up laptop not.. if yes, then i dun have to rush to school juz to use com..

sadded.. take back those words that you said. it's hurting me.. it's making me drown in my own confusion.. it's making me suffocating at my own doubt.. when will you ever know that i only like you? when????? you are the one that attracts me.. not him.. dun push me.. stop pushing me... i dunno what to do.. i dunna wad to say.. how can i convince you? when will you believe me? what should i do? haiz.. you dunno what went through my heart when you said that... it's a pain.. a piercing pain.. a piercing pain that can't recover that easily.. it's a pain called love..

2:59 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.