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Friday, November 04, 2005

something is really wrong with me this few days.. keep screaming for no reason.. juz pissed with everybody... dun think anybody can see this blog anyway.. cuz i dunno wad the freaking hell is the problem with blogspot.. it juz can't publish my last posts into my website. it keeps publishing it into another website.. haiz.. okie.. i am pissed again.. first week of school.. okie lah.. nothing new.. juz teachers and notes. took up 2 new modules. GEMS and business chinese. for gems i took better pronunciation for better speech.. teacher quite cute.. rather fun class.. hahaz.. think will enjoy my lessons there.. have wierd wierd dreams also.. for the last few nights.. about the same guy over and over again.. think this the reason for my mood swings? nv see him for like 5 yrs. last heard from him when he called me.. forget his house number.. dun have his hp number. oh god.. how in the world am i going to contact him? if i happen to get his number.. wad am i going to say? wad if he has already moved house? so many wad if's... haiz.. dunno this blog will be published or not. haiz.. wonder how is he now.. and wonder if there is any form of communication between me and him. haiz...

2:01 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.