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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

fer fer going to sabah from 19th sept to 4th OCt.. min planning a gathering on the 17th of sept.. haiz.. dunno whether can go or not leh.. promised mummy tht yi's chalet was the last outing and i would concentrate on my exams.. cuz really not enough time liao.. exams are on 20th, 22nd, 27th and 29th.. less than a month to study 4 subjects... dunno how i going to do it also.. god also cannot help me... got back my music ABRSM results.. not very good.. 113.. 7 marks away from merit... heard from ms lim that no one in this badge got distinctions.. and dann little merits.. haiz.. grade 2 also got failers. muz count my lucky stars that a grade 5 can pass.. so i dnd'nt complain much about the results... juz do better in grade 6 loh.. but dann stupid.. at least i am satisfied that grade 4 i got 109 so i improve 4 marks even though the grade is higher.. muz treat myself to a movie.. bought my grade 6 books liao.. planing to take the exams next yr.. so muz study extra hard.. muz also plan my time dann well...

stock take was on 29th of aug.. i not involved.. didn't even go down on that day.. heard that all of them were involved and some have to leave early.. dunno how they managed it as they all had school the next day.. anyway, saw alex online juz now then asked him.. he say dann tired.. it was 9 am and he juz reached home.. hahaz.. poor thing.. nothing much to write liao.. gtg for class le.. ^^

10:01 AM

Monday, August 22, 2005

juz came back from yi's chalet.. wow.. cool sia.. long time nv meet up with them le.. sadly, fer and hsien couldn't make it.. so only the 6 of us.. went there at around 9 with kel.. then met the rest at the food court at downtown east.. then we slowly made our way back to the chalet.. played heart attack.. then played twister.. hahaz.. fun sia.. got tangled up.. played 3 rounds of twister then started.. confession time.. this is the dreaded thing of every chalet.. as usual they always start with the biggest which is me loh.. *bully*... say about my crush.. then say about my sch life and stuff.. after at around 3am.. went downstairs to get hot water for cup noodles... then slept liao as bao and min have to go back to school for speech day rehersal.. then left me, mich, kel and yi.. kel and mich slept in.. after that, yi's dad brought initial VCD then i watched ... woah.. touching sia.. cried at the last part.. *sob*.

sch life as usual.. busy and busier. .. think that leow and gang are dann freaking close to jeannie.. this is the results for us quitting? haiz.. aiyah.. i like living in the past.. "life muz be understood backwards.. but it must be lived forward". if life bring me to it, life will bring me through it.. crossing my fingers..

2:10 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

heYa ~ .. going for chalet this fri... is yi's chalet.. aiyah.. i know got exams lah.. but . chalet sure dann fun de... hahaz.,. can't wait.. well, nowadays nv go down IOI le cuz of the workload that is coming down on me.. ting still got go down lah... cuz of him.. hahaz.. then like that can get info from her .. i go there also no use.. it's like no topic find topic talk like that loh. dann awkard..

juz talked to ting on the phone and found out that loadz of my secrets have been guessed by them.. two of the guys that i like .. they all can guess le.. why izzit always like that?? i nv tell anybody... they all say dann obvious.. how izzit obvious when i didn;'t do anything?? haiz.. sec shcool my secrets were like hot topic for 2 yrs.. now my secrets are also their main topic.. not as if ting talk to alex ppl got suspect like that... nv even talk to him at all they say ovbvious.. kaoz.. angry leh.. chemistry.. my foot ~.. i trust ting lah.. i know she nv say de.. then who the bloody hell izzit?? dun tell me you know... pls .. i dunno how to face you if you know.. really.. i really wanna know wadeva they know.. haiz.. life is so unfair sia.. so izzit really i cannot tell anybody who i like?? it's already hard to keep all my thoughts to myself.. now.. must i really keep my feelings to myself also?? dunno wad in the world is happening.. now then i know they have been discussing about it all along.. for the past 4 months... seems like they know everything.. ting.. you better not tell them some more.. or else i really can let them read my diary le.. sad lah.. hope this doesn't happen in poly..

9:59 AM

Monday, August 01, 2005

met up with bao, fer and kel on sat night... long time no see them liao.. found that they were very busy.. esp fer... sleep at 2am loh.. all her advertising are killing her.. for bao, she has her 'O's to keep her busy.. same as mich... then kel.. same sch as me.. almost have the same sub modules .. yi's chalet coming her up le.. wonder if all of them can make it.. wanna see all 8 of them again.. like my chalet but this time.. *NO VODKA* .. better not have.. think min won't allow it also.. from the last experience... min say yi wans a perlini silver necklace.. me and min will be getting it as nobody has the free time.. duno wad thing they coming up with this time.. hahaz.. can't wait.. hope mummy and daddy doesn't kb about this chalet as exams will be coming up dann soon.. yah.. hsien hasn't been meeting us. maybe she no time ba.. heard she is top in her class.. hence the stress.. * thumbs up, gal ~ * min is working.. wish her get her manager post asap .. hahaz.. SISTA ANNIVERSARY COMING LE.. think is 20th sept.. muz keep that day clear.. think clash with exam leh.. it's one year since we bacame sistas.. 8 of us.. not easy but we have already come this far and we will walk together for the future...

2:53 PM

went and see boon peng on sat.. she was like pale loh.. how can something like that happen to such a nice gal? she looks so depressed.. for her is like the end of the world .. she needs help in the bathroom too... she feels so inferior .. dunno wad i can do to make her feel better.. me and ting are like at our wit's end.. nobody would supply info for us.. those who know also wont say. like that bloody heng luan... fcuk her lah.. evrything keep to herself.. rather give the ward number to ah lek and alex and dun give us.. ah lek was part of the culprit and she gave her the ward on the first admission... wad the fcuk... haiz.. me and ting gave her brands essences.. although everybody gave her le... hope she doesn't give to her father-in-law.. her husband not bad looking leh... looks younger than her.. really.. thought is her son..
heard from ting that ws is quitting soon... when he quit, alex may quit .. so practically everybody will quit.. told ting that in a years time when we go back IOI, we won't know a single soul le.. true loh.. not even half a year, half the IOI is full of fresh faces.. all the old ones are gone.. there goes our memories.. only have to keep them in out heart.. poor leow.. i also dunno how to help him.. mummy also won't let me work... say muz concentrate on studies.. true also.. not only studies need my concentration, music and gym also need a lot a lot of time... my life is time consuming.. juz realised that i haven touched my tv remote for the past 2 months.. hahaz.. wow.. ~ didn't know i can resist watching TV..
this is the end of you.. really.. juz a little sweet from her and you are head over heels in love with her... wadeva she does, you do the same. wad in the world are you thinking?? don't you have a mind of your own? are you the guy i found so interesting? are you the guy who attracted me with your character ? are you the guy that i like?? no... don't think so.. you are no more you. you are her shadow.. i have never been so didsppointed in this phase of my life.. you are the cause of it.. when are you going to attract me again with that attitude of yours? prove me wrong.. come on.. i'm waiting..

2:25 PM