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Thursday, May 19, 2005

haiz .. (( dun mean to start my entry in this tone ))
really can't help it but sigh.. dunno why leh.. since the day i left IOI like very lost, very no life.. duno where to go, everyday at home, doing nothing.. not talk to ting, then go out.. not go out, watch TV.. dann no life sia.. but makes sense wad.. my last six months i didn't have to worry about nothing to do.. everyday open counter.. now resign le.. very not used to it. starting school le.. me and ting also diff sch.. but nvm.. got hsien and kel.. dunno whether i will make a lot of frens not.. hahaz.. a bit like pri sch.. scared to make frens..


always tell myself dun regret after a decision made.. but this is the first decision i regretted so long after happened.. wad is holding me back?? izzit the people there or the lifestyle i was so used to for the last six months.. ?? sheela, boon peng, soh geok... leow and edwin.. even jessie.. i'm really missing them even though their attitude to us still haunts me.. sometimes i really wanna go back there and reapply as a new gal.. but my mum won't let me..haiz.. wad should i do?? kkz... hafta admit that 75% i dun wanna leave is cuz of you.. but now have your number le.. wad am i worrying abt?? haiz .. may we meet again on the 30th may..

h o p i n g a n d p r a y i n g . . . . l e a V i n g e v e r y t h i n g i n t h e h a n d s o f f a t e . . .

9:50 PM