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Thursday, March 31, 2005

yesterday really a very special day cuz is NTUC stock taking day. every time at accounts lesson hear about stock taking always very curious about it.. now finally got a chance to see wad it is really about..
me and ting were given a schedule .. from 9pm to 12am.. only three hours for that night cuz we still have to open counter at 4 the next day then they scared we too tired. we reach there at about 8.30 and saw that everybody getting ready to count the stock. we are each given a lane and supposed to count every item in that lane. i was given the rice, sugar and baking needs while ting was given the coffee, liquor and japanese area.. wei heng and wei sheng go help us buy ice milo (( bleahz )) ..
halfway got play the song ' heya ' then wei sheng high then he dance .. hahaz .. funny wor.. ting and i kept laughing about it..
we went home at around 3am . everybody was worried for us cuz dann late le mah ...

first time got stock taking sia ... high ~

9:53 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005

to the one and only xiao xin in my life ::

to me, you are the most unforgettable guy in my life.
to let you go, is one of the most painful and most difficult choice in my life.
but other than this path, do i still have other choices??
who ask me to be stupid, didn't know how to cherish you..
who ask me to be dumb, didn't sense your sacrifice..
maybe we two juz dun have enough fate to be together..
in the previous chap of my life, i didn'r believe in fate nor destiny...
but now, i surrender everything about you and love to fate.. and destiny
now you like another gal liao...and i am also slowly forgetting you..
i guess, four years of friendship and fate is closing it's own chapter....

~ juz feel that you were one of the most important person in my life... before i get on with my
own life, and you get on with yours, it is up to me to let this chapter be finally closed.... now
it is ... if you get to somehow read this.. i wanna tell you... life has to go on... and i'm really
happy that you and me are doing the same thing ... ^^

8:52 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

i have never felt so betrayed before.. to think we could be betrayed by the people we trusted so much.. it was wrong in the start to have ever trusted them.. why did i trust them? they suck man.. wtf.. so now we are the fools that are being toyed around right from the start.. now we are the laughing stock.. now we are the ones left out..
to think we even cared for them, thought for them in every possible way we could .. to think i had to stay out of my house for one night juz because of them and they dun even know..
everybody knows about it.. everyone... so whose fault izit? whose fault izzit that we are fools... who else but ourselves.. can't stand it anymore... i wanna tell edwin we are quiting.. i've had enough.. they can be the centre of attraction from then on and i dun give a bloody dann... they think they are great, let them be... fcuk them lah... really fcuk off...
so angry, feel so betrayed, feel that my blood is boiling... they better dun talk to me about it tomorrow... i will tell them.. not interested... and fcuk off...
i pity myself... why did i trust them..

5:18 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005

haiz... dunno whether wanna quit or not.. feel very stress in that place.. ting also... everytime get blamed for the things that were done by others.. always cover for people's duties and always get scolded for not doing them right.. is this the way they treat school students?? no leh.. they treat shao xuan and alex dann good leh... treat them like some gem and diamond.. cuz they are guys and not easily bullied izzit? one day before i quit i show them gals are not that easily bulllied also... always kanna scolded... why boon peng that day morning shift?? if she was there, there wouldn't be this whole situation...
interview at National Heart Centre but their response wasn't enthu.. so dun think there is the chance .. bo pian... muz stay at the dreaded place until i cannot take it...

if you were still working there, you would have given me the energy, the spirit and the courage to work..

1:05 PM

Thursday, March 03, 2005

does this mean we have no fate?? does this mean we cannot see each other anymore??
why must this happen to me?

the day you quit made me realise how important you are to me.
the day you quit seemed like an unacceptable news...
why did you quit??
i did not know why you kept saying bye to me that day.. we met in the staff room, met at the counter, met at the entrance ... each time heard you saying bye to me... but i did not get the hint..
why didn't you tell me??

everyday at the counter, i will keep looking for you.. for the guy that made my day when i was most depressed... when i was most sad ...

waiting each day for your return ...

10:04 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.