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Saturday, January 08, 2005

is that really such a thing as perfect love? why do i keep waiting and waiting and not see it?
is it fated that i have this ending? or do i still have to control my tears and wait some more?
why do all the ppl around me seem to have their other half? did i miss my perfect love?
some people say, ' love somebody , let him go ; if he is meant to be yours, he will come back.'
the person who said this is really heartless.
'love somebody, let him go'
looking at the person you love most, leaving u like that .. you don't even know when is he coming back. looking at his back, step by step leaviong you, is juz like thousands of knives heartlessly shooting at your heart. listening to the pieces of the heart breaking, my tears drop, one by one.
to love somebody really needs courage.
courage to love ; courage to tell somebody you love him ; courage to let go ; courage to live on ...
if he is really mine, when will he come back?
will i be able to wait that long??

giving up doesn't always mean you are weak ..
sometimes, it means that you are strong enough to let go ...

9:41 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.