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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

sometimes i wonder ... why must life be so cruel to some and so wonderful to some.
sometimes in wonder... does anyone go through the same pain i go through.
everybody says they understand the same pain i'm going through. i dun think so ..
everybody looks at things from diff angles even if the situation is exactly the same. so how can u say u understand when u look at things at another angle??
i dun have any idea how long i've been in this state. maybe since i met you??
or maybe since i've talked to you.
liking someone for more than 2 yrs is not a very easy task. although you have hurt me so many times, i still can't stop myself from thoughts of you..
but cruelly, fate has made me met you again. since then, your image has been flooding my mind.
maybe because you've changed your image?
maybe i haven't seen you for a long time?
or maybe you havent even left my mind??

" looking back on where we first met, i cannot escape and i cannot forget. "
" baby, you're the one. you still turn me on, you can make me whole again."

10:02 PM

this scorpio has very split personality if anyone has realised. She likes super cute stuff e.g. hello kitty, pooh and a very good example, this blog skin. On the other hand, she hates to dress cutely. she uses vulgarities like occasionally but never uses it when parents are home ; loves dressing up when the occasion comes but hates the heels/dresses/skirts; loves making friends but hates socialising; plays the piano but prefers soft rock music in her mp3; loves the customer service envt but doesn't want it as her career; materialistic to a certain extent but hates the cliched designer brands; loves hanging out with friends but sometimes prefers and enjoys the solitude when alone; not really interested in finding a boyfriend but hoping to find a suitable and dependable husband; hates the cliched "wooing" but loves the sweetness in idol dramas; can get emotional at times but doesn't like too much attention and concern; can be superly active but is known to be the rain on people's parade; and the list could go on. if she doesn't talk to you, pls don't think she's unfriendly; she just doesn't want put on a pretence of knowing you well. All in all, hopefully you wouldn't hate her if you know her well enough. and if you hate her, hopefully its because you don't know her well enough.