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2011-12-31T11:18:00.001+08:00

Its really tough travelling in such a big group. You get all sorts of Shit. Ppl throwing tantrums, ppl giving unnecessary problems, ppl making mountain out of molehill fusses. argh! So annoying! And its free and easy somemore, means that there is no fixed itinerary. Everyone calls the shots. Just Wtf.

And how can ppl be so spoilt? Is it true that all rich ppl are Fucking brats? I can't understand why their parents allow this to happen right in front of their noses. Just scream at your child to stop behaving like they own the Fucking world, how hard is that? Like mother like child. How can i expect your child to be of better substance when you are Fucked up yourself? I can't sympathise when your child is rude to you. Somehow along the way it was instilled in her that being picky and rude and spoilt is totally acceptable. I wonder how she Will grow up and survive in this society. And if she can't, i dunno man, your only option out is to point the trigger at your own head

2011-09-17T19:05:00.002+08:00

I just came back from the hospital. I've been going a lot since popo has been warded. and thank god i found a quicker route home, if not i would be spending a bomb on cab... and its not really wise since i failed my TP AGAIN........................... okay. thats beside the point. i've already gotten over it and i shan't go back again.

anyway, when i went down today after class (thanx to bao for sending me direct to Newton MRT) for her dinner. I realised the bed next to her has lots of commotion. Although the curtains are pulled, covering the patient from sight, i could still hear the doctor calling out to her to open her eyes, a few other doctors/professionals giving instructions to nurses to fill this and to give that. Shortly after, one of the nurse told us that all visitors have to leave the ward and we had to wait outside. My guess was that the patient was in critical condition and they are trying their best to save her. As i walked out towards the main lobby, i saw a few of her family members i recognised outside. They were walking hurriedly, one of the lady was dapping tissues to her eyes and they were talking in urgent tones. I went out to read my book since i'm not allowed in at the moment. Then another lady i recognised, was calling frantically, speaking in grave tone to her family members, i'm guessing. She repeated her sentence over and over to different people saying, "doctor said that mum's heartbeat is inconsistent, see whether you want to come down or not".

I wasn't exactly eavesdropping but because the lobby was so quiet, i could hear every single word she said. I decided to leave her some privacy and put my headphones on. Then, i saw Ah yew and family coming out of the lift. I told them that we are not allowed in until the "rescue process" was done. As time went by, I was worried that dinner would be served for popo so i kept going back to the ward to check. Finally we are able to go in. Passing them again, i head the lady saying on the phone "just tell them its critical condition, and they will allow you up".

I guess its time then. What will happen from here onwards? During my frequent visits to the ward, i saw a number of consistent visitors. These are the ones who, should i say, are more fillal or have the time to visit her. Those who didn't, would just come to see her the last time. Why do i feel, that this scene, is so familiar everywhere?? There's bound to be a less fillal, a can't be bothered, a more fillal, a constantly worrying one? Why does life have to be so realistic? Why does a mother, have to grow through all this shit of bringing up her kids, and in the end, have to face an empty bed 24 hours a day, 7 days a week till she passes on?? Okay, since its sickness, fair enough. She can't be as healthy as before, as active as before and unable to behave like a normal person. Its unfair for me to judge her children by saying that they did not do their parts cuz i did not see everything that has happened. She also does not know much cuz she's already senile. So how then, does one fufil a child's responsibility? I hate it even more, when a mother favours this particular kid more, and this kid, just disappoints time and time again.

guess i'm in no position to judge still...

OKAY! on a lighter note, i've got back my assignemt marks. and i'm satisfied!!!!! yipee!!!!!! =)

Introduction to Social Science
TMA01 - 65%
TMA02 - 69%

The Social Self
TMA01 - 65%
TMA02 - 68%

although all only B, but stilll.. its my first attempt and my hard work paid ofF!!! All the late nights and struggling............. PHEW.

September has flown past its middle mark and its less than 2 months TWO MONTHS!!!! to exams. wtf?!!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'm flying to cambodia in less than a month! and then its my birthday.....................................

okay. loads of stuff to do.. gotta FLY!!! ~~~~~~

2011-08-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

okay. i'm finally taking some time off hardcore rock music and listening to some zhang yun jing's songs if not i can never start writing. hahahahz..

2x 1,200 word essay, 2x 1.500 essay in 4 weeks. nice... the most stressful time of my life. no.. correction. the most sleep deprived time of my life. i have no idea how many marks am i going to get for these assigns. there's some stupid problem with blackboard. always got problem one.. zzzz. so lousy.
School's been freaking freaking busy. maybe its because i'm working at the same time? But i have the mental preparation before i started. but! it was still quite far from what i thought. hahaha. anyway, the most stressful period is over...... for now.

SP has changed a lot!! the starbucks is freaking cool lah!! but i was surprised there was no crowd. maybe today is eve of hari raya. the whole FC5 is air-conned, FC3 has been renovated, a new mac at engineering block, some stupid skating humps in the middle of nowhere. i seriously dun understnad why sp wants to encourage skating right smack in the middle of the school. its totally... =_=... anywya, i'm really glad that SP is part of my continued educatino... i go back once a week, with bao.. same module, but different class. then the other modules are at UNISim.

how's work? urm...... okay.. surviving... i spent one whole day doing my assign at work today and i feel so bad i'm neglecting my cases. and the worst thing is, anne saw me doing my work lah.. she tell me jia you someore. =_=..... she says she understand.... then my conscience got the better of me and i started doing SOME cases. haahahahz.

birthday planning!!!! i'm so freaking excited!!! i can have another huge bash!!!!! i must book the place by sept 20th... pls pls, may everything be smooth... those who should come, pls come.. those who are not invited, pls dun ask why you are not. I don't think i have to spell everything out ... there's a goody bag for everyone if everything goes well! wahahahahaha... cake.. still planning.. and there's the theme!!!! dnno whether if i shoudl carry on with a theme not. anyway. i'll confirm the ppl first. and i have already chosen wad i'm going to wear!!! wahahahahahaah. HAPPY. =)

Sisters - - - - - -closer with bao these days.. cuz of school. meeting ppl up once in a while when i have no assigns attached. anyway, i love my life now. although stressed, but i have work, school and friends! =) something is missing... something that spells me is missing. D-R-A-M-A. can you believe i've abstrained from drama for a month already? a hardcoore drama freak, successfully for more than a month? hahaah. *yeah*

anyway. life's good! everyone's good too!! =)

if i had written this post before my assign was handed in, the mood would have been a totally different one. hahaz.

2011-07-30T21:41:00.003+08:00

a new phase of my life has started.. its me studying in uni! hahaz. this was what i had been waiting for. Started my first 2 lessons on mon and tues.. first lesson was at SP and then at Unisim. I chose the modules similar to bao but we didn't manage to get the same classroom. When we knew that, both of us were very insecure... like, wad the fuck am i going to do without you?! hahahahaz. but we survived.... the first 2 lessons. hahaha.

Intro to social sciences was quite a general module.. has a lot of memorising to do.. the lecturer (or facilitator, as what he calls himself) is a malay. He's a historian. Super cool... he tried to engage the classroom, but apparently, you can't engage a class filled with SINGAPOREANS. FAILED. 2nd class is The Social Self where you learn a lot of self thoughts. like, self awareness, self focusing, self efficacy blah blah blah... Its wad i like, but i thought the hours were too long. Either that, or working in the morning is tiring me. hahaz. i mean i could listen and stuff, but.. just somehow my glances found themselves at the clock and mind wandering to when lesson will end.

Pace is super fast... they're like speeding through everything.. I know its Uni and what not, but i didn't realised it would be that bad. Even when I read the notes before coming to lesson, i still found myself lost at some parts, then needing to take mental notes to look it up after classes (which also means in office). So assignments are due 2 weeks from now.. which is like.. NEXT WEEK! its one essay for each module, so which means 2 essays.. 1200 words.. i dunno if its a problem for me.. I guess its the content that matters a lot.. for an example now i'm already writing 300 odd of words. so i would need 4 times this amount. ......... i haven't started on anything yet. cuz i know my mind would be blank if i didn't have enough information to start on. and the worst thing you would want is to stare at the computer, with nothing to continue. SO i'm chiong-ing all the notes gathered from internet, trying to summarise them in my own words, then after reading the notes , then i'll pen down the structure of my essay. Only after that will I start typing out my essay. cuz i'm really afraid once i get stuck, i can't continue. then i'll type crap..

ok, social life. Ann planned a k box session and there was me, weng and yh plus himself. pretty fun session, given the fact that i've not sang with yh in AGES. hahahaz. pity she left early, if not i could have heard her sing more songs. after the k session in which i felt we got bluffed by the management of kbox, was dinner. we headed down to cinnie for dinner and crapped as usual. I felt rather weird sandwiched between 2 emo guys. hahahahaz. they don't usually reveal that side to me, so i was in a rather sensitive position, as to whether i should be a friend, or be a counselor . although i know i have no right to be one. hahaahahah.. sometimes things like that makes me ponder.... who suffers the most from a relationship? a girl or a guy? my stand has always been a girl suffers more, although there are rare cases (like my 2 friends there) suffers more. Cuz its true that girls are the more emotional ones and guys usually won't get more impact. but then again, this is a case by case thingy.. so .... my stand now is invalid. hahahz.

oh well...... i still believe in things that are not seen, not explained cuz thats the only way you are able to deceive yourself. fate, horoscope, destiny and what not.

2011-06-25T14:51:00.002+08:00

last night was crazy... when was the last time i did that? actually not too long ago, but it wasn't beer.. the crazy laine go and order 2 buckets. 1 bucket consists of 6 bottles. 6 times 2 = 12. we had 3 ppl. so 12 divide by 3 = 4. one person freaking 4 bottles...... hahahahaz.

game i keep losing.. dnno why also.. my guard feel is accurate but i dunno why i said otherwise. aiyah.. for fun.. kept drinking like siao...

the company last night was very enjoyable, fun, comfortable.. i rarely drink with ppl other than my sisters.. cuz i'm afraid of awkward situations.. but surprisingly last night was really fun... hahahahaz..felt like you've nv left before.

2011-06-23T21:37:00.001+08:00

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2) Keen on crepes
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3) Strictly Pancakes
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2011-06-21T22:21:00.003+08:00

i'm such a bitch. i'm ignoring everyone i'm blocking everyone...

i can't talk properly can i. zzzzzz..hatemyself

I'VE NO INTEREST I'VE NO INTEREST I'VE NO INTEREST!!!! I CAN'T TELL YOU!!! GET THE FUCKING HINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-06-15T22:55:00.001+08:00

2011-06-15T22:26:00.003+08:00

today is her last day. She has been here for exactly 2 months and 3 weeks as a temp staff.. we weren't very close at first, cause of age gap.. she's 4 yrs younger than me, btw. We talked very little and had very little contact at first thus i didn't dare give her my work.

As time flew, we realised that we have a lot in common. or rather, only one VERY IMPORTANT common topic, which is Korean wave. She's a huge HUGE HUGE fan of Korean stars.. and I, ok lah, about there. hahahahz. she joined our lunch clique cause of Theresa... anyway, that's another story altogether. hahahaz. so we lunched out everyday, and our gap started to shorten. it was Korea, Korean and Koreans everyday. I swear when i say she knows her stuff, she REALLY REALLY knows her stuff... she knows every EVERY single person by name.. and if I'm a drama freak, I'm only her 50%.. really. She started to communicate in Korean with me as I understood a little.

Slowly slowly, she looked for me when she has nothing to do... and only me. hahahaz. when someone else pass her work, she would roll her eyes and say its boring. and then she would ask me for work. And slowly slowly, she became my PA. she takes off my workload like 50%... and that helped A LOT. i could struggle this hard time. she only takes my work. hahahahaz. i feel honoured, really...

and time flies, 2 months and 3 weeks passed us by. i of course, can't bear to part with her as she shared a lot of information with me (mainly Korean songs and dramas. hahahaha), shared my workload with me, i started telling her stuff i would tell my best friend. can you imagine our bond? she's totally like my sister, and she would stick to me.... its very heartwraming.

and today, her last day. of course, we would keep in contact and stuff via social networking sites and stuff.. but i've been through this topic before.. i really dun like this feeling of parting. social networking sites can never be a good help for relationships, there's a limit on wad you can do via all these. When we passed her her present, she started crying.. and she just cried................... understandable, as its her first job and i'm sure she has nv felt this "parting" feeling before. just like me, during coffee club. that was the worst parting of my life... i totally couldn't let it go. but i learnt to in the later parts of my life...

I contributed a lot to her presents.. i treat her for Korean food, shared a presnt with my clique, shared with my team, treated her to another meal, and bought my own present for her... she was only helping me throughout, and that was only right. tml, she won't be at her usual seat, everything will still go on as per normal, we'll still work with or without her.... i thought it was hard for her to let go.. i dunno my point of writing this, but i thought that i would pen down this very mixed feelings of mine, today. i can't bear to, yet i've learnt to.

Dear lydia,

Even though i don't show it, i really really enjoyed your company.. its not the period i've known you for; its the impact you've brought in my life, and you sure made a big one. I can't be too sad in front of you, it would only make you feel worse. I hope that you would remember the time you've spent at Vital and the crap we crapped about. Hope when you reminisce about your first job, i'll be part of that small little memory and you'll smile cuz of that. Life has just started for you.. i'm sure you'll do great in the next phase of yours.

Sarang-hae,
Unnie

2011-06-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

my constant complains finally have some good impact! i'm soo happy for myself! on a professional note i thought this is the best way, but on a personal note i know this is not ideal. Anne was awesome at this.. it made things turn out good for everyone. i promise to use my utmost patience to help and handover.

relationships are so vulnerable. just one small matter and it blew up like a hot air balloon. now even if we talk abt everything under the sun, we will still have a deep deep valley of emptiness in between us.. how true, it can never go back the way it was. whose fault was it? from your view, its me. from my view, its you. how many relationships can be brought back the way yh and mine did? its not as if i need you as a friend, but just, since we are friends, why can't we continue? i dun like the fakseness, the awkwardness and the way things are now. i would rather we just talked things out.

the first time i forgot my breakfast.. the first time i got reminded.

2011-06-07T21:26:00.002+08:00

my dream got me confused again. wonder what dreams are... reflections of reality or inverse reality... i woke up with mixed feelings, wondering what the dream was all about. it seemed so real, yet for obvious reasons it's not.

on a reality note, how much sleep am i getting if i keep dreaming long dreams like that? seriously.

2011-05-29T13:13:00.002+08:00

wah... i seriously hate ppl who order me around with my life. seriously, how the fuck does it concern you?! being concern for me is just asking questions, telling me wad to fucking do is another different story. like, why am i not doing things like this, i should do it like that, i should do that..... all this fucking stuff, pls, save it for yourself.. the reason i'm still replying you politely is because i think highly of you and our relationship..... all that you tell me, i can't be bothered to even listen.. so pls... get the hint.

2011-05-19T22:15:00.001+08:00

yes xy, i have twitter account. sorry for the super late reply. i didn't bother to look through my trash tagbox. hahahaz.

name on twitter - lynetteon_earth

=)

2011-05-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

went for a short course on "knowing your personality" at IPAM. to cut things short, there are different kinds of learning style, eg audio, visual, logical, physical, linguistic, social, solitary. at first i thought i was more of a audio, visual and logical person. but apparently, after doing the test, i found out that i was a HIGHLY HIGHLY solitary person. the max for one learning style is 20. and on that scale, i'm on 19 for "solitary". OMG. seriously... i'm such a solo person. and how true is that. i literally meet all the traits. esp the solo imaginary role play. and all along my mum chided my brother for not talking to me enough. hahahahaahz.. 2nd highest learning style is AUDIO. so..... that explains why MUSIC IS MY LIFE. =) as long as i have music, and i'm alone, i can do wonders.

and i dunno if its my personality, my horoscope or my learning style, but i'm SUPER ego. i have a pride larger than life and i really dun care abt wad ppl think of me... how individualistic am i. and having a boyfriend to me means i'm less independent and i totally hate that. i won't say that i have choices now, but just in the initial stage of it. i think its scorpions. only a scorpion will fully understand my meaning and hidden meaning.

dawn showed me the picture of her pen pal, what do i think it means? maybe its just she can relate better with a scorpion. i told her, those whom like me, i dun like; those whom i like, dun like me; so wad can any of us do about these scenarios? my principals are like my skeleton and i have very strict ones. something which i have no interest in, i will not give a shit. no interest is no interest. just because i let you win me in the argument, doesn't mean you're right. its just that i dun want to hurt our relationship. this is the ego of an individualistic loyal scorpion.

oh and speaking of that, i'm supposed to send my sisters the test, but i still haven't do it. zzz..

2011-05-15T11:51:00.002+08:00

went to IMH, thanx to Vital's learning journey.. there were a few places to visit, but most of them were full already.. thought a visit to IMH would be good for my personal and future development. At first we were given an hour's talk by the HR director, he talked abt how they set up, wad kind of illness the patients have here, how long they take to recover, how society's stigma affect their development on patients and their institute. it was an insightful hr, learnt abt lots of stuff that were not revealed to the media.

Basically, patients were divided into 2 "categories". severe cases had to be warded, while non-severe ones can have check ups in the out-patient clinic. We didn't get to visit the wards, for obvious reasons. We did get to walk around the places where the patients go on a daily basis though. To help them recover, patients had quite a few kinds of therapy. There was gardening therapy, art and class lessons and stuff.. patients were taught to sew, paint, mould and design. All these helps them to form a sense of responsibility and also, to learn a new skill. Because of their illness, they might have lost some very basic skills that they once had. These kinds of lessons thus helps them to regain their confidence, and also for their own personal development. IMH also have this group of people, called the Job Club where they source for prospect employees, to employ those patients whose conditions have stabilised . Although the positions are very limited (basically only in FnB and cleaning), a lot of companies have opened their doors to employ them. Which is a very big step for these patients who would be out-casted by the society. The first 2 months of their employment requires very intense follow up by the patient's therapist and job club admin personnel. Most of them would be in very low self esteem, and much moral support and encouragement is needed.

Of course, there are small initiatives taken by IMH to prepare them for the society outside. There are some retail outlets, FnB outlets in IMH and their very own library, are run by patients whose conditions are under controlled. If they perform well, and think that they can go out for bigger challenges, then they will be deployed to shopping malls and elsewhere to work.

How many of us know what goes on behind all these people's work? Those who teach them gardening, the assistants who teach them how to paint, mould, sew, stitch; how amazing are their responsibilities, how noble are these silent heros.

2011-05-05T08:36:00.000+08:00

Working to improve her image in the eyes of others so as to obtain their compliance and agreement with her needs and wishes.An existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory, but she feels unable to change it to bring about the sense of belonging which she needs. Unwilling to expose her vulnerability, she therefore continues to resist this state of affairs, but feels dependent on the attachment. This not only depresses her, but makes her irritable and impatient, producing considerable restlessness and the urge to get away from the situation, either actually or, at least, mentally. Ability to concentrate may suffer.Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating. Has exaggerated demands on life which are concealed behind specious rationalization and cautious behavior. Wishes to impress others with her achievements, but camouflages this desire and is inclined to be covert.Anxiety and restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced tension and stress. Her attempt to escape from these consists of creating at least an outward semblance of peace by refusing to allow herself to be involved.

2011-04-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

yay! just found another loyal supporter to my blog. hahaahaahz.. didn't know there's more than 1 person still reading it.

work has been a bitch lately. no, correction. my supervisor pisses me off every single fucking day. Its impossible not to get pissed after talking to her for a few sentences. seriously, she's really really really really testing my patience. Everyday, i have the freaking urge to just tender and see how they die........ but by doing that, i won't hit her. I would hit the other people my rank. so.. sigh... is i t right for you to arrange you wallpaper and settings when everyone is so freaking busy? how can you be so free to keep walking around, chatting, eating, almost hourly? why is your email inbox sooo empty when mine constantly has 100+ unread mails?? and the list could go on and on....

sisters have been meeting up regularly which i like!! felt that we have distanced sooo much... i'm closer to those whom i'm not close in sec school and those that i was close to... have distanced so much that seriously, its awkward when we are alone. how bad is that... sigh... everyone has their own problems, everyone has their own closer friends. we are just holding to the relationship. which i really appreciate, they can still be in my life... but we just have to make the effort to meet often. love those trips and looking forward to LOTS MORE.

cutting off friends from the 2nd degree circle... i dun think i have to feel pai seh... i'm only holding on to those who hold onto me. like wad twitter always tweet, "why let them be your priority when you are only their option?" how true... i'm differentiating, with the help of time, who should be my priority and who remains as my option.

starting school in July.. so excited!! can use new bag, can start studying!! i hope to do well in this aspect of my life as i didn't put in effort in my previous education. may approaching........................................................

2011-04-17T21:42:00.002+08:00

yay!!! just finished watching star awards... the best improvement award goes to . . .. . PORNSAK!!!!!! WAHAHAHAH. i'm sooooooooo happie. =)

change is the only constant thing. how true is that. i feel that i'm a bitch. i shouldn't be feeling this way. but i can't help myself. its like i'm having no control over how i feel, how i speak and how i think. i hate myself. I'm not as strong as i thought i was.

23 years of social stigma, why do i only feel it now?? i thought i was confident enough, strong enough, secure enough.

partner? soul mate? fuck these thoughts.

2011-04-09T14:19:00.003+08:00

APRIL STARTS . . .

got the 2nd result of my music exam... i know and understand my standard. i'm okay now.

got confirmation email for my uni course! finally something is going right for me. =)

2011-03-20T12:47:00.002+08:00

i just realised I haven't been blogging properly and sincerely. all the posts are just random posts cuz i was either watching drama or playing games..

anyway, i made the effort to not watch my drama today and surfed the net properly.

i've past my 1 yr in VITAL and now going on to yr 2. people are good, workload getting more as my seniority has increased slightly. all the trainings and courses are all arrowed at me. not a bad thing, but not a thing to be happy abt as it takes up my work time, and i have to clear my work when i get back. so in a way, i'm always clearing backlog.
plus point, just got my performance bonus which is going to be credited on 24th. substantial amount, which i happily spent already. hahahahz.. tsk tsk.

this weekend has past so fast!! lets start with friday. stayed in office till 7pm!! k lah, 6.40 lah.. lets round it up. office's a great place to be either very early, or very late as all the annoying bithces are all gone. Saturday morning went to kampong glam cc at 7.45am. i'm not spared on weekends nowadays. cuz even if i've nothing on, i'll still have to go to the market on sat, and fairprice on sunday. so anyway, they had a free medical screening for the elderly and of course, i volunteered my assistance. at first, the planning was rather dumb. i didn't have a specific role to play. i was just standing at one corner, helping whoever who needs help. i couldn't take doing nothing, so i went around asking if anyone needs help. and yay, the blood pressure station needs help. so proud of myself. i was there only for like 15 mins and i was told to go somewhere else. zzzz. stand there do nothing, nobody call me. got something to do, then ask me go here and there. zzzzzzzzz.. anyway, i learnt from the nurse that healthy blood pressure is from 133 to abt 140? i saw a few elderly whose blood pressure is like 190-200!! like wtf!! thats feaking high!!
after that Jason asked me to help with the goodie bag, food and drinks section as the girl tending doesn't speak much dialect. well, i'm not very fluent either.. haahz. but didn't admit. i'm okay stilll, i think. hahahaz.

after that, went to OG with mummy to choose presents to bring over to china. we're going china on wed! bought presents for our relatives there. came back for lunch, then went to OG again to buy jeans. with kor. yay! i finally got myself a decent pair of jeans. after i lost weight, as in really lost weight and my waist is now visible. hahaz. i threw away all my jenas, berms and my t shirts! i've been shopping more than i did in the past 20 yrs. ASA!

sidetrack, i'm glad i joined loose to win challenge. i didn't make any friends, as usual. (i built my wall with ice. ) anyway, i had this determination at the very start to win the challenge cuz i expected everyone to be quite cui. and surprisingly, their determination surprised me. one guy lost over TEN KG!!! LIKE WTF!! well, he's not the best. the winner is crazy. LTW is a very good start for healthy weight loss. they really pumped in the money to start this for all overweight ppl. and i never never guessed that i would sustain till now! i thought i would do it for the 3 months only, and revert to wad i was. but i didn't! i learnt so much and loss so much in the 1st month that it was a waste WASTE to revert. i loss 5cm in my waist in the 1st month! can you believe it? i didn't do much seriously. i didn't increase my exercise routine. i merely ate healthily and it fucking worked so well! breakfast only museli bars, lunch only soup based meals. the result was so encouraging that i sustained. awesome stuff.. i wanna go again for the next challenge. =)

about my studies, i've finally settled down on my uni course. i was torn between prospects and interest for the past yr. i've finally sorted out my thoughts. there can never be a job course that can guarantee prospects for my life. why not take my interest and see where i can fly? with that, i registered for SOCIOLOGY!!!! =) love myself. lets pray i get in. the acceptance letter will be sent in may, and school starts in July, for 3 yrs. yay! yay!! yay!!!

social life, lesser this yr. i have no idea why i'm like hiding like a tortise at home. i refuse to ask friends out first, i refuse to organise anything. i've not watched a movie in this yr and that is a very depressing thing for me as i love movies. movies are the only thing that makes me happy. to a certain degree lah. why am i not asking anyone out? i've no idea. seriously. am i angry with all the rejection? or am i pissed? or izzit just my pride. asking someone out means i've no friends to ask me out, thus i'm making the first move. thats how i think, and that has always been how i think. i dunno how i managed to watch all the movies for the past few years. hahaahz. serious. my dad gave my mum and i a ticket to "da shi jie" like last sat? when cny is over, when everyone has already watched, commented and forgotten, i watch the show with my mum.
i'm already numb to it. anyone who asked me if i've watch this movie, i'll just smile and say, "oh, i didn't catch that one". i know its ridiculous how much movies mean to me. well, thats just me.
friends come and go, i have to get use to them not being available all the time. isn't it true that boyfriends are always more imporant? isn't it a fact that ppl should get the hint once you've been rejected for more than twice? isn't it proven that when we leave earth, we should be contented if i can say " i had a best friend who reads my thoughts like a book, completes my sentences even before i know it myself and who endures my most irritating moments with utmost patience.
i'm fortunate enough to have a brother and a friend who fits the bill.

ahh. satisfied with my post. =) lets to a word count, excluding this sentence. 1095! =)

2011-03-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

its another weekend gone. just came back from another lesson. i dunno how long is this gonna drag till... its been 4 months. i want to get it over and done with, guess its just not soon.

popo's situation is getting worse. she can't walk properly now, always complain of back pain. no matter wad we do, it just doesn't work. we're going to china soon.. it all started snowballing since she shifted house. here i am watching all the local dramas, listening to all the stories, and this same scenerio is happening right next to me. how real.

2011-03-08T22:10:00.001+08:00

JJ ROCKED THE HOUSE! WHEEEEEE ~

2011-02-26T22:03:00.003+08:00

omg.. my blog must be very old and long forgotten.. i have weird tags in my tag box. haahahahahz.

anyway... today was a super busy day.

went to Da Bei old folks home in the morning to help out with the lunch YEC catered. I reached the earliest, as usual. hahahaz. i was so stunned nobody was around, i thought i kenna played out or i remembered the wrong date. basically, we served the old folks, chit chat with them and help them out... although it was only for an hr or so, i thought they look very happy. hahahahz. actually, we didn't really do much. nv like spring clean the whole house or wad... just serve them food.

after that, rushed to UNIsim open house. went for 2 talks with bao. first was the psychology one, the other was the sociology one. well, i already knew wad i wanted.. so just go there look see look see.

so the whole day, i was cabbing thru and fro. In the morning from my house to balestier, then from balestier to clementi; then from clementi to mary mount. from marymount i took a train to hougang. then from hougang home. wah.... didn't spend money on shopping or food, but my cab fareS costs me $25. tsk....

finished watching secret garden. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHY SO FAST END?!!?!?! ending was NOT cliched at all, perfect ending. shows rarely have good endings these days. either too cliched or too abrupt. either too lame or too cliff hanger. the hyuen bin effect, shit, i'm having withdrawal symptoms.

2011-02-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

is Singapore cool?

of course! those food, the convenience, the image that our fore-fathers and current leaders made of Singapore, our different races, different languages, dialects (which also means more options for scolding vulgarities) and of course, our national language, SINGLISH. =)

rock on Singapore! \m/

2011-02-07T11:38:00.003+08:00

my cny long weekend has extended to 1 week. cuz i have 2 days MC. why? cuz i kenna knock m ladder on my head. hahahaz.. not kidding, but not very serious. its just a minor head injury. (sounds serious rite. hahaz. ) anyway, the injury was really quite swollen and pain. the lump was abt 20cm.................................... i couldn't wash my hair and couldn't sleep properly. cuz could only sleep on 1 side.. cannot turn.. think cuz of that, my neck muscle sprain dao. zzzzzzzzzzzzz. anyway, how did it happened. i was walking along syed alwi road (my house there) when this stupid ladder abt 1 level high fell on me, directly on the top of my head. there was no drama involved, like wad you see on tv, wad faint, blackout blah blah. hahaahz.. just felt a sharp pain, my eyes watered then i alled my mum immediately. she rushed out of wherever she was with my dad, and met me.. we went back to the scene and found that the ladder has been kept. we went to raffles hospital for a medical report plus xray, then went to the police for recording purposes.

we wanted to file a civil sue against the construction company, but decided against it. i'm quite well... not as if i can't hear can't see can't talk can't move.. so we got back my the checkup fees which chalked up to $200, then my dad told them if i'll be put under observation. If there are any side effects, then there will be another case altogether.

sigh... see lah. nv go temple pray on first day cny, all this shit coming in. at least i'm fine. was supposed to meet xin yu to go temple on sunday, but the hit came first. everybardy!! its important to go temple!! pls go!!! hahahaahz.

2011-01-29T07:56:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a BLAST. went to USS with janice, elaine and NICO-LAI. hee.. radom mix rite. and guess wad.. they bonded superly well lah! serious... it was better than i had imagined. nic0lai was comfortable with both of them, she joined in our conversations, laine and jan included her in our conversations as well. awesome grp of girls. it rained halfway, but that did not dampen our spirits or rather, no affect at all in USS, everyone still walk, run around as normal with ponchos on. like us! =) hahahahaahz.. the rides were good, didn't queue very long for the mummy. we were the 1st in line. then went for the water ride and also the merry go round, on the eygpt car ride. hahahaahz. went for the waterworld show, lights camera and action, and the monster rock and also the shrek 3D and the best part of the whole trip? we were chasing mascots like a bunch of 15 yr old teenagers. seriously. we were literally running when we spot a mascot. and i took pictures with charlie TWICE! AND HE RECOGNISED ME!!!!!! =) =) =) WAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH. he's sooooooooooooooooooooooo cute. love him. =)
the best show i thought was the waterworld one. before the show, there were 3 "pirates" who got us in the right atmosphere. super fun. they kept spraying and splashing water at anybody like nobody's business. i opened my umbrella man. hahahaahhaz.. scared sia. FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! although it was my 2nd time, i still was SUPER HIGH. =)

woke up at 6 today. shag sia. go where? go market. now cannot sleep liao. thats why on com to blog. hahaahhahaz. sigh... cny is like that one loh. always have to go early early. lucky we not hosting this year. if not have to go on chu xi at wad, 3am. zzzzzzz.. anyway, cny is really like that one. everywhere. tml also going NTUC. also will have a lot of ppl. oh well. its only once in a year.

ITS CNY NEXT WEEK! =) NEW CLOTHES!! =) MONEY!!! =) FOOD!!!! =)

2011-01-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

jang geun suk!!!!

25th Jan 11....

25 days past Jan.

met up with bernard last fri. it was super super random. i was helping out at CLAPS again but this time not as Emcee. hhahahaz.. i helped out in logistics. basically my job was quite simple. it was to give out food and drinks to those who came for the performance.

I was quite proud of myself in one way as i changed my mentality totally. back then when i worked at NTUC, i was easily pissed with those aunties and uncles who wanted a lot of freebies and stuff.. and as i grew older and saw more of the world, i've come to realised that they are actually very harmless, and just want a bit of advantage cuz of their age, and the hardship the they've been through. so this time, basically everyone of them were people of older generation.. and everyone there was entitled to a packet of bread and a bottle of mineral water. i was first told to give them out to whoever was seated while waiting for the show to commence. i told myself to give wadeva they want, no matter how many they ask for. Firstly, the freebies were meant for them, and 2ndly, its not mine, so how would it matter if they asked for more than 1?

i did well, giving them the bread with sincerity and was proud of myself! of course, there were one or two of them who REALLY REALLY kept asking for 3 more sets cuz they have 3 children. well, thats unavoidable rite, being Singaporeans.

so anyway, met up with Bernard. so pai seh.. told him i could meet him at 8 plus but in the end met him at 9. and he haven eat! zzzzzzzzz.... ate a quick dinner and them went to coffee bean to chill.. city sq closes early. but thats just nice, cuz we left early anyway. hahahahaz.

MARY STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT!!!!! =) ASSA!

2011-01-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

days we stared at the sun; reality of life without a happy ending

life's a struggle

2011-01-08T09:31:00.003+08:00

yesterday's mini gathering was a blast. i laughed until i super high...a very comfortable group, not a big one, just to chill, crap and laugh. this gathering made me come to a conclusion, sometimes we plan and plan for months in advanced, but we still can't find a date which fulfill everyone's schedule. Comparing to this super last min gathering, we met up with 5 ppl, 3 able to come on super short notice. This proves that gatherings may not need to plan so early. Last min call see who can come, even better response.

have been sorting my millions of pics and look through some of them.. my god, do they bring back memories. ESPECIALLY CHALET!! omg.. i love them. we seriously do the STUPIDEST, DUMBEST and MOST NONSENSICAL stuffs. we have the most un-glam photos, bad haircuts, emo shots, drunkards shots, you name it we got it. seriously..... hahahahaz.. a picture speaks a thousand words.

just want to narrate a difference in response for the same thing..

i was using item x and 2 friends (different group) saw it.

friend 1 :: can you like dun use 'item x' anymore.
friend 2:: hey, this is very cute, i know you like it. where did you buy it from?

for the record, item x is something which i like, and i guess the whole world knows it.

i dunno wad's my point of the narration, just feel that for the same item, same person using it, same knowledge that i like it, can have very different responses? some ppl may not know me that well i guess.

everyone's moving on.. i should too.

2011-01-07T17:20:00.002+08:00

1st week of 2011 has flown by. more and more resignation cases cuz all take bonus and resign. knnbccb .up to my neck already. still, i refuse to OT in case i'll be deemed as inefficient.

still deciding on my study.. everyone is taking up a degree! wad the hell ~~ i'm still contemplating.. sigh. i really hope to sign up for a damn course this year. bao! lets go to the open house together!

i want to watch my 1st movie of the year! the ghosts must be crazy. hahahah... i love local movies, esp with mark lee and henry thia in them. super funny.

actually, i'm just doing a random blog at my brother's office. hahahah.. i'll watch youtube now since my points are all distorted. hahaz.

2011-01-02T09:59:00.002+08:00

You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was the flight risk with the fear of falling
Wondering why we bothered with love if it never lasts

I say "Can you believe it?"
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I can see it
Yes, yes I can see it now

Do you remember when we're sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we've got bills to pay,
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take yes, yes
This is what I thought about

Do you remember when we're sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

And I remember that fight 2:30 AM
And everything was slipping right out of my hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye
Cause that's all I've ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said I'll never leave you alone
You said...

I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine

mine, taylor swift

2010-12-25T17:01:00.003+08:00

merry Christmas everyone!

xy :: you want to follow? i've yet to go new Zealand leh... i want to see snow ~~~~~

yay, finished one drama... =) sense of satisfaction and my heart has melted yet again.......... lee min ho is super super handsome......... ok, i admit, its a tenny weeny bit draggy.... but stilll... its lee min ho. hahahaahahhaz... thats enough reason. =)

woke up early in the morning to attend the service at city harvest @ expo. far sia..... but i like the christmas mood there..... although there are prayers and stuff, the main reason i go every year is for the Christmas mood. Where else can i find Christmas mood with singing and performance? hee.... it really has very good atmosphere...

oh, speaking of christmas, i kinda like my gifts a lot this year. hee.... the first gift i received on Christmas morning was a BIG POOH CUSHION!!!! wheeeee~ how happy i was. hahahahahaz.. it was from theresa! =) i wonder how she managed to carry it to office. and then janice bought me a hello kitty handphone cover (specially for galaxy S) from thailand! ok, i think i'm going to let my domo rest for a while. hahahaz.. and i received another hello kitty candy box from denise. =) and one more hello kitty necklace! from my OPPA ~~~ hee hee hee............................ *smiles*

ahhh.. got a pic of the present. and his heartfelt Christmas wish.

hooked on these Korean songs.... i've specially copied and pasted these few links. oh oh.. and the big bang MV wei ann mentioned, its called Last.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7B2SyAf7EB4&feature=related

super junior = no other
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnMoDDbEccE

2ne1 = i don't care
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4MgAxMO1KD0

Pak Bom (from 2ne1) = you and I [super nice mv]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLLlXJ6jUzc

MERRY CHRISTMAS! =)

Chalet

2010-12-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

chalet was awesome... i didn't expect the turnout to be that crowded. i was expecting like lesser ppl. a lot of ppl made this chalet a success... i thought shawn was a god-send.... he was doing all the cooking and preparation. rence was another pillar, he drove us round and fetch ppl..... of course, not forgetting those who came and made the effort; cheers to all !

sometimes i wonder wad would i be now if ng pek choo hadn't chose me to be the class rep for yr 2. i wouldn't have had the chance to lead the class, i wouldn't have the chance to know so many ppl, my 21st birthday poly grp pic wouldn't have 25 ppl in it. =) heartfelt thanks to those who gave me the chance to be whoi am today.

today is christmas eve. office was crazy.. the first thing everyone did when they reached was to give out presents. hahahaahz.. i didn't spend a lot this yr... compared to the previous years where i bought for everyone. i gave lesser and budget-er this year.

kor finally bought his iphone 4.. so there's a galaxy s and an iphone. hahahaz. wad a combi.

plans for the holidays? going to city harvest celebration tml.. then whole day at home. can chiong drama! long time nv chiong liao. cuz i'm watching the 9pm show. sigh... still stuck at personal preference... last 2 epidsodes!!! finally ~ autumn's concerto is showing on channel u at 10pm. EVERYONE PLEASE WATCH.. awesome show. i'm going to watch! so i've got no time for chiong-ing dramas.

oh.. speaking of dramas. i've watched 16 movies this year! this is the 1st year in which i really count how many movies i've watched.. lets hope i'm able to catch the last movie of the year next week.. then i'll watch 17 movies~! hahahaahahz.. average movie was to watch at least one per month. i've exceeded that... =)

i wanna go overseas next year! finally i can do that..... either korean, taiwan or china... who wants to follow? i want to go thailand too... calvin is going thailand in april... should i follow? huge decision.

i'm already writing random points.... cuz i'm multitasking. will come up with a 2011 new year resolution before 31st dec 2010.

MERRY CHRISTMAS FOLKS! MAY THIS CHRISTMAS BRING EVERYONE DAYS OF MIRACLES. . . . . . . . . . . ~

2010-12-05T12:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a blast.

went for kevin kern's concert last night.. sorry kylie and fong. i know i initially jio-ed you guys out for the concert but in the end due to some reasons, i didn't follow up. I didn't get the tickets on my own, please believe me. I got it from my teacher who received free tickets as a staff from cristofori.

so i went down on a very short notice from my teacher to NUS cultural center.. of course my dad fetched me there. i had no idea how to go. my teacher and i sat differently. i was at the 2nd level. and i was late! when i went in, all the lights were out. how the hell was i supposed to find my way around? stupid right. luckily, there was this 1 seat at the corner and i squeezed my way through.

something i didn't know. kevin kern is blind. like wad the hell.... the pieces he composed is one of the best man... i didn't know he's blind! ok, partly is cuz i didn't read the book cuz i was late. so when he came out with his walking stick, i was like. . . . .wtf!!

he played his pieces the entire night... and the last segment was piano, accompanied by 2 violins, 1 viola and cello. 1 piece had starred guitar. and have you heard the most beautiful sound? try piano, violin and cello. i fell in love with cello last night.... cello sounds amazing. violin is no longer my first love. hahaahz..

went for crzay christmas 2010 alone too.. it was on 2 dec 10.. super funny!! had an amazing time there.... esp kumar was great.. selena tan was damn good ... and pam oei! she surprised me cuz she was fantastic! amazing team of drama ppl... will definately catch their next show, featuring chua en lai. hahahahahaahz.

2010-11-17T22:09:00.007+08:00

the overdue pics from USS.

2010-11-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

its a rainy rainy day. so cold man.. its the cold season of the year again. how fast. i still remember celebrating my 21st birthday last yr. hahahahaz.. now i'm one week away from my 22nd one.

wanted to work back at cookie museum for the festive season but i haven submit my request for approval. rosemary also nv chase me, so i dunno if i should request. am i sick of my job? no actually. in fact i'm quite comfortable with it. hahaz.. maybe because its really a stable job, routine work and super convenient location. colleagues? very good, very friendly and helpful. i guess i'm fortunate to meet such "motherly" colleagues. i was expecting people with knives in their hands, ready to stab anybody anytime. or maybe i haven been stabbed. hahaz.. anyway, i'm not really going around, stabbing people, minding people's business.. so lets just cross my fingers and hope this doesn't happen.

i'm out of office for this whole week. if i'm really going to study, and my mum really doesn't allow me to work while studying, i guess its goodbye from me to vital.

2010-11-08T21:00:00.003+08:00

its been a fun weekend. I have a guest from switzerland (my mum's friend) and we have been going out the weekend to basically . . have fun!!! =)

went to istana on friday. its actually my 1st time to go in as far as i can remember. i remember the last time i went in was when i was super young.. then my mum made me take pictures with the guards, and i didn't even know wad was happening. hahahahaz.. anyway, this time, we went early early in the morning. reached istana at 0830 and there was already a short queue. well, most of them were foreigners. My mum and i were the 1st singaporeans there.

Istana was not what i imagined it to be. or rather, i dun even know wad i imagined... but still. haha.z anyway, there was a long walk to the Main Building. the thing was, after we had our security checks, it started raining. heavily. so out we took our umbrellas, and had a stroll in the rain. and, not only did the rain not stop, it continued to rain, harder. we were thus unable to look at any scenery and had to get my birkenstock wet. and i hate it when its wet. zzzzz... during the rain, most of the people stopped for the rain to get smaller. I made my mum continue to walk so that we can get there with the least number of ppl. we finally got to the main building. and guess what, we have to pay $2 to get in. zzzzzzzz... like wad the hell rite.

but after i went in, i realised it was super worth it. ok, the main building is basically the place where all the delegates from all over the world would go to if they visit singapore. its superly magnificent. those chandeliers, paintings, furniture . . . everything. i felt grand when i stepped inside. hahaz.. there was the place where the delegates ate, the place where they held meetings, the place where they would discuss important issues blah blah.. although only one level was opened to public, we spent more than half an hr there, just admiring and taking everything in. they opened the "function room" to display all the gifts Singapore has received from other countries. there are like tea sets from china, glass crystals from finland, bamboo pictures from japan, some paintings from different different countries. It was really an eye opener. i thought china gave the best gifts.. most of the gifts had significant meanings. like they gave a glass sail, had the words "yi fan feng shun" carved on it.. and i remembered a gold painting, with the words "rong hua fu gui". how nice.

after we left, the rain lighten and people started streaming in. we then went to look flower look grass. they have very beautiful flowers!!!! my god, seriously. there was this garden where they placed the statue of queen victoria, and there were many flowers in bloom. and you know wad the best thing is?! the rain just stopped, and there were water drops on the flowers! awweessoommee ! hahahahz.. i spent like forever taking pictures, trying to get the best angle of all the flowers. nice. =)

anyway, its late. i dunno wad i've been surfing while typing my post, but its already 10.40 now. thats fast. alright, gotta go sleep

2010-10-25T11:59:00.007+08:00

have any of you ever tried using back an old phone after say.. a few years?

thats wad i did. I left my LG charger at office over the weekend, and had no choice but to dig out all my old phones. I have a samsung, a motorola, a LG and a sony ericson. But i only have sony charger as my brother is currently using sony. So i decided to use my sony phone as a spare phone. If anyone remembers, its the white one in which yh has the same model but in red colour. Anyway, using back an old phone brings back memories.

Browsing through my old messages, old pictures, old contacts and old photos, old tracks i had in my phone... ... .. and i use to have loadz of themes in that phone cuz sony was able to change the themes in our handset. There was this un-describable feeling i had when i set the phone back to the old theme i used. I listened to my old mp3, some of the songs i used to love at that time, with some of them carrying significant meaning. Old pictures i used to take with the phone, old wallpapers i used to craze about at that time, old messages in which some ppl i had already lost contact with, people whom i was really close at that time... its like taking a virtual walk down memory lane, having all those thoughts and images running in your head. its like looking back 2 years back at yourself with all the stuff in your phone.

all of these have since changed as time goes by. People in the contacts of this phone, not as active as in my current phone. messages from people whom i'll nv get to see in my current phone. Pictures whom i use to take with which will never be seen in my current phone.

How time have changed all of these.

I remembered starting my blog in oct 2004, now, at this point of time, its oct 2010. A good 6 years have passed with my blogging. Previously, blogs used to be a popular platform for entertainment, platform for contacts. Isn't it contradicting? People will only read another person's blog when they are in contact. But when they've loose contact, they don't read the same person's blog anymore. Shouldn't it be the other way round? hahaz.. I know there are lesser and lesser people reading my blog, but i'm writing not to bag the most popular blog award, but just for my own journal, own space for thought. i'll still go through my archives and laugh at myself for all the nonsense i wrote before. hahahahahz.. esp in my sec school days. those emo times.

Anyway, now i'm reaching 22 soon! in just less than a month's time.

this year's birthday? no presents please ~ i'm not really going to celebrate or anything... just maybe with my sisters and family. no gatherings, no meet ups. TYVM. if anyone insists, please give me book vouchers only thank you. hahahahahahahahaz.. =)

today is a monday, and yes i'm supposed to be at work. Cuz i have an MC, thats why i'm at home. and this morning, tudou load SUPER FAST. SO HAPPY!!! hahahahahz..

2010-10-24T13:16:00.002+08:00

thats okay kylie. Kinda used to it by now. hahahaahz..

Anyway, it was a rough weekend for me. Had a trip to the hospital due to some virus infection. Spent a good 7 hrs there, doing nothing except checkups, checkups and more checkups. I total had 6 punctures on my both hands as the doctor had a hard time trying to find my veins. Got discharged at around 8.45, close to 9. Sorry for the late replies to my friends as i didn't bring my phone along with me.

Missed the final loose to win assessment on Sunday, which is today. Couldn't wake up at 6.30 to reach the place by 7.30. Its kinda like a super waste rite, after sustaining for 3 months, not eating any junk food and didn't get my final weight and waist measured. So now that its officially over, do i maintain my super strict diet? No fried food, no ice cream blah blah blah? I just had doritos just now with kor cuz i promised to eat that with him after my final assessment. I think i will still maintain my diet just not as strict. Cuz there's results! =)

Its close to the end of Oct now. I just had my pay given to me on 12th now its depleting like hell... i saw a shirt dress that i love and i was contemplating to buy or not. I know i'm spending like water now. which is bad. I'm spending more than i'm earning. Thats damn shit lah. my credit bill choked up to $600, can you believe it. Gawd... ok, should spend less on credit card. Bought too many impulse stuff. should cut that down. But then again, that dress is really super chio. Super my kind of dress.. If i have the chance to see it, and its still there, i think i'll buy. hahaahahz..

Anyway, taking my final theory this thursday. Failed my E-trail. damn shit again lah. I'll try to pass my final theory. Failing 2 major exams in a row is gonna make my life miserable So, i'll just keep doing the singaporetests.com .

going to finish IRIS soon. after that, think i'll watch the ones that i have in my harddisk. i have a few hong kong and kroean dramas in my harddisk, so if anyone wants, do remind me to bring it along so that i'm able to transfer you.

2010-10-17T15:24:00.002+08:00

thanx a million to WONG XIN YU!!! for giving me step by step instructions, and also answering the stupidest questions from me. you rock girl!

and bernard, thanx for the compliment. =)

2010-10-17T13:03:00.007+08:00

have been a little wordy these days. lets have some change::

MY DESK @ OFFICE

love my wallpaper man.. but i change it every month. hee.

BATAM TRIP W SISTERS

YOG STUFFS ~

this is the pants we had. the YOG tag can be taken out..

proudly sponsored by crocodile. =)

full uniform.

opening ceremony tickets.

my IC for that period.

accredited personnel cards.

FAREWELL DINNER FOR ADV DIP GANG

at settlers cafe.now they are settled down in UK.

2010-10-08T22:58:00.003+08:00

BERNARD :: hey dude. thanx for your encouragement. I'll do my best ya. =) all the best in your future job and study. when's the next xiao long bao??!? haahahahahz..

KYLIE :: hey love. yesh! long time nv pop by huh..... hahahahaha.z. we'll go one day ok? =) see you on our next date. hee hee hee. =)

QUEEN LAINE :: hey BABE!!! you're at YY'S BLOG. =) hahahaahz.. thanx for popping by. do pop by more often ah.. you'll get to see vital's gossip. hahahaahz..

DELPHINI :: hey girl. sure thing, thanx for your concern. =) when's the outing you going to plan? hahahahz.. soon alright. =)

2010-10-02T09:22:00.002+08:00

I just saw my music results. FAIL. actually, i expected that already. i'm just a bit sian it came true. hahaahz.. oh well... i'll just take the next one next feb. that is gonna push back my driving le. zzz.. oh well. i may take both at the same. maybe i should have taken the exam in feb actually? aiyah, past liao. no use talking abt it. i'm not exactly sad... just sian.. that i'm wasting time, money and time and money. JIA YOU YU YING!!!!!!!!!!!!

kor's birthday was on thurs. his friends wanted to surprise him and liased with me. the surprise FAILED. my bro too smart, or rather we are too careless.. he got suspicious when we kept asking him where he was going after school, and so that smart ass decided to keep a look out for bikes (his friends ride) at our house void deck. so, he came back home, told me straight in the face "i know liao" SIAN. i nv fail in any surprise ok. spoil my record. zzzzzzzzz... anyway... we lack co-ordination like shit. so failure was not a surprise. like my music. HAHAAH. sigh, shall stop harping on it.

i bought him a thomas saibo necklace and a pendant which cost me $100 in total. then his cake cost me another $25. then i ended up buying a necklace on my own too. i realised i can't buy presents for ppl, cuz i'll end up buying something for my own too. hahaahahahz.. stupid yu ying.. no self control.

finished my ps man and my jap anime! now looking for new websites to watch korean. dunno why i like cannot find any more places to catch korea drama online.

clara, jazreel and julie have flown to UK to do their masters. i was half sad, half envious. i long to study oversease man, seriously. esp with ppl you already know. so fun.. get to see snow, live together and play together! so fun!! hahahahaz.. nvm, i'll get my chance...

i haven tell my parents sia. i wonder wad they will say. i know they won't get mad at me or something lah, but i'm just afraid i have disappointed them. awwww.. kai bu liao kou.

2010-09-22T20:38:00.002+08:00

just finished my grade 8 exam ytd. i had a rough time before the exam. piles problem acted up again, and had to go to AnE in the morning of my exam. can you believe it??? it was crazy. thank god i'm ok for the exam.. . . but that still didn't mean i did well for my exam. SIGH. it was so annoying. When i practice, the page could turn smoothly. but why during exam my page got stuck?!?!?!?!?!?! wtf. . . i played well as in I really gave it my all.. but the screw ups may not guarantee a pass... pls god. any god... just 100 will do....

went to 2 movies in one month. the best record of all. hahaahz. thats how bad my movie schedule is. anyway, watched heartbreaker, a french movie with fer. it was AWESOME. one of the best for this yr. it was funny and refreshing. as in the characters, language and sense of humor. although the storyline is somewhat similar to my best friend's girl.

today had an exam in vital. like wad the helll. . . so childish can.. hahahahaz.. but i managed to complete my 1.5 hr paper in 0.5 hr. hahhaz.. then i surf net, listen radio. . .do nothing. downloaded LOADZ of window vista gadgets. super cool man!! i love LOVE LOVE vista. hahahaahz..

speaking abt office, my reply all incident? I was supposed to reply to my colleague, saying i don't want to cover for my covering, but i replied all, and my covering is in the loop. BIG SHIT. sigh. . . then she replied me saying, "please be careful when replying mails." dunno she got angry me not. hahahaz.. so weird, awkward.

i'm actually writing a story now. hahahz.. weird huh. will post it up when i'm done with it. =)

2010-09-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

ITS ONE BIG LOAD OFF MY CHEST~

just finished the emcee event i had. its was crazy but A LITTLE fun. hahahahaz... we didn't even had time to rehearse cuz everything was so rush, and everybody was busy.... so we received the scripts to introduce the dancers like freaking last min. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... a bit screw ups here and there. the thing is marc asked me to be the next event emcee! ahhhh.... hahahaahz.. i dunno to accept or not... i dun want to commit to this committee cuz i think everyone goes for fame, name or status. i want something that is meaningful.

anyway,

i met up with fer a few days ago for my first movie in months? cuz of all the pang sehs. . . . so anywya, i watched going the distance. the story is good, super funny, and the characters had great chemistry BUT BUT BUT . . . . . there was too much vulgarities. i'm expecting the looks from all my friends. but anyway, ahahahahaz.. there's really a lot of vulgarities!!!! every sentence was filled with "f" words! izzit me? or the movie industry is like that the. . . its the norm. wah.. . . stunneded. . . anyone watched the show? pls comment . . if not i'm like super surprise ther's SO MUCH VULGARITIES!!!!

we later chilled at ice cube, a ice cream place at esplanade. We talked abt our future, my future, her future. . . HAHAH... no seriously, we didn't catch up for very long.. . and we kinda had the same aim for a husband. HAHAH. engineers. =) . .

met up with kylie and des at marina sq again. ate waraku. then we wanted to go k, but the rooms available at MS were not available. We walked to suntec just to realise that it has CLOSED DOWN! hahahaz. it has changed into some dance club or bar or wadeva. the poor guy was standing outside, smiling to us hopefully we'll go in. hahaahz. poor guy. so we in the end chilled at coffee bean. and we again, talked a lot.. . . and really a lot. after that, we went home!

meeting up for concert this sat. once i see kylie, i'll keep seeing her. if i dun meet her, the longest we separate is 1 month plus. and i'll miss her!!!! hahahaahaz.. =)

have been talking a lot to my old friends. =) like the way it is.

2010-09-06T22:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYBARDY ~

lalalalala ~ a very very happy news for moi. after a month of pure tolearnce and discipline, i finally see some results. hee hee hee.... great work yy! keep it up!! 2 more months to go.

I'm watching the drama called PS man. very good story line, and very fresh lines in the drama.

study wise, i'm narrowing my choice of study into 3. social work, human resource management and workplace safety health something something.. social work is purely interest, workplace safety is prospect wise, human resource is in the middle. HOW HOW HOW ? wad am i going to choose? wad is going to be my determining factor?!?!?!?! how long is this going to last man..

tml is another blind date lunch. =( sad... i can't escape neither can i accept. am i too old fashioned? sigh. lets just get this over and done with. . . .i know they're doing it out of goodwill... so i should just shut up and accept.

its 15 days to my exam!! and 4 days to xy coming back from NZ. and its 23 days for clara, julie and jazreel to fly to UK for their masters. Do i regret? not really. cuz i already eliminated this option. guess the only reason i would want to go is for overseas study experience. i will go overseas and stay. when i have enough money.

SUPER random post. cuz i'm rushing to bath. haahahaz.

2010-08-21T12:28:00.002+08:00

I've finished my volunteer work at YOG.. there are some house rules that don't allow us to blog abt our experience, but i'm just gonna do a summary of how i feel.

Overall, the food was good. I didn't get anything like wad the newspapers wrote. Made a lot of new friends, there are ppl from Aetos, police, and my fellow vounteers. all are very friendly and sociable. Got to see loadz of cute guys, esp from Bolivia, Montenegro, Switzerland and Germany. lots of chio bu(s) too. interacted a lot with the FIFA ppl, IOC ppl, all the referees and media ppl. Because i'm in charge of the VIP and Media entry point, they all have to go through me. So as I was there for the 6 days, I basically know most of them by face.you know lah, ang mohs all very friendly one. so we had quick and short conversations. Saw some of Singapore's big shot as well. PM lee, MCYS minister and the Sultan of Brunei. Those are the ppl I won't get to see a second time if not for YOG.

More on feelings, the question that's going through my mind now is how do we keep in contact with those ppl we've met for only a few days or a week? We've been together for consecutively 3 days or a week, but when wadeva event or course ends, we each go our own way. I mean, I would want to leave a contact or any means of communication to say chit chat or wad. but how long can these last? Fb, msn, blah blah blah... its not verbal communication. I didn't leave any contact with anyone unless they asked me. I just thought, that even if we really meet up for say a causal lunch or dinner (if we ever do, that is), the feeling is still not right. The rapport that we had during that time won't be the same as it is now. [i dunno if i'm even making sense]

but what i want to say is that........ ppl come and go in our lives. I learnt it the hard way. I once spend over hundreds of dollars just buying gifts for ppl cuz i thought they were important in my life. But did they care? nope, not even a bit. they just accepted it and said thanks, of course and get on with their lives. Now, i don't even contact half of them. I learnt not to take everything so hard, not to put feelings into everything that has happened. Of course, they are my friends and whatnot, but even in 1 circle of friendship, there are different degrees. The innermost circle is the one we should be caring for, concern for.

The friends I made in YOG, we were just acquainted with each other for that past week. Some asked for my fb, some didn't.. Of course, I would love to remain in contact with all, but wad's the possibility? We may meet each other on orchard road and say hi and bye and you walk your rainbow road, i walk my wooden bridge. They are all just acquaintance.

I had a blast with you guys, and I would really love to work with all of you again. But some of you are flying back to your own countries so the possibility of seeing each other again is really low. Nevertheless, I hope that one week of fun, laughter and joy is something that you'll remember whenever YOG is mentioned. To me, if someone says YOG, the first thing that comes to my mind is JBS and the bunch of dears who worked with me. =)

*CHEERS*

2010-08-09T10:25:00.002+08:00

YEAH! I HAVE INTERNET! MY LIFE IS COMPLETE ~ ! haahahahahahz..

thanx to chen fong, I have an additional function in my lap! a download of youtube videos and a converter from flv to mp3. WWWHHHEEEEE ~ i can literally download any video, and convert anything into mp3 files. HOW FREAKING COOL... ok.. maybe the whole world already knows abt this function. but to me is like. . . . heaven. hahahhahaahz..

today is national day, so I shall wish Singapore HAPPY BIRTHDAY! which year is it anyway? hahahahahz.. 45? to show my love, I shall list down a few things I like abt my homeland.

[] I like the fact that everyone (almost) knows at least 2 languages. I realised how handy (is that the correct word?) it is and how proud we should be cuz not everyone around us can communicate that well.. and being in the heart of asia, we may pick up Japanese, Korean or other languages simply and that adds to a skill we all posses. cool.

[] Singpaore is really convenient.. there's a mama shop, convenient store just around any corner. If you really compare us with other countries, its so different. you would have to hunt high and low for source of water, source of a quick bite and you they may be super ex. seriously... singapore is really convenient. the fact that its small, makes travelling and sourcing so much easier.

[] Customer service in Singapore I dare say can be ranked among the top among most countries. Although there are critics saying how Singapore's customer service sucks, this that... but they have not met other countries services, which includes racism. Its so obvious.... Especially when you are alone in a place soooo far away, with only a brother 2 yrs older than you... and you MISSED YOUR PLANE.... you have to BEG for help and those ppl dun even look at you. like wtf?! they give you the look that spells "its not my problem" . . . I bet my life, if I miss my plane in Singpaore (esp SIA), I wouldn't feel half as helpless and lost. seriously, my brother and I felt worse than an abused puppy during that few hours. oh well.. . . I have learnt to appreciate Singapore more. =)

[] SIngpaore's food!!!!!!! although it is emphasized over and over and over and over and over and over again, that singapore is a food paradise. It takes you say 2 weeks of overseas stay to know that Singapore's food is godsend. you can have anything you want anywhere. pop into even an ulu place like city sq mall? you'll find swensens, thai express, long john, ajisen, mac, BK, mahattan fish market, BBQ chicken . . . . . . . . and the list goes on. ((oh.. there's an astons coming up there. HAHA. yay! )) and not to forget our Kopitiam, which offers cheap good tze cha. how convenient is that? and not forgetting all kinds of buffet we have.. from the bao-ka-liao buffet at sakura to the super utas and super ex ones at fullerton, shangari-la . . . food is essential for everyone. we should enjoy our food to the max. and I will, after I win my loose to win 1st prize. HAHAHA.. =)

[] it just feels good to be home . . I think we should learn to appreciate local stuff more. from our very own artise, movies or any form of local production. who says singapore's shows are not nice? look at 'qi er ba ba', the one where chen hanwei act as a stay at home daddy, and unriddle which is currently airing.. super eerie can. and of course I like our local bunch of hosts. they are super funny.. of course, they are not as popular and famous as jacky wu or harlem yu but they are humorous. they crack local jokes which only a heartlander like us would understand, don't they? some may find it lame, low class or wadeva... but if time is taken to watch without judgement, some may find that its not that bad after all.

to end off, I wanna share something with everyone.

Once upon a time, there was a man who cna't seem to smile or feel happy at all. He then went to counsult this doctor who was said could cure anything. The doctor listened to his plight and suggested this to him. "Why don't you try watching this show? This comedian is really good. Everyone who comes out after his show has only praises for him. He is only in town for 2 days and tonight is his last performance."

After hearing this, the man looked up, gazed at the doctor with sad eyes and replied . .

'I'm the comedian' .

2010-08-01T11:22:00.002+08:00

today is a sunday and I woke up at 0630. for wad? for my first fitness test assessment! what the hell is that? I signed up for the lOOSE TO WIN programme. its a fitness and weight lose programme organised by HPB. hee hee... I dunno why I joined but maybe I was aiming for the 1st prize. its $2,000 leh! provided I win lah... There are many sections in this programme; Nutrition workshops, exersicse sessions, and fitness assessments. there's cooking classes also leh! hahahahaahz.. so intersting. anyway, I'm into this programme for 3 months so within these 3 months, everyday fish soup for lunch. haahahahz.. there's a criteria to get in btw. BMI has to be above 25 and waist circumference has to be above 80 for ladies. I barely made the mark for the waist circumference so the lady cut me some slack. she loosen the measuring tape. hahahahaz.. if not i'm so sad can. not slim but not fat enough. =_= . hahahahahz..

When i went for the induction, the queue was all the way to the carpark!!!! I was soooooo surprised and shocked can. seriously, that was totally out of my expectation. I was expecting some measly number of ppl, all bored and irritated but the ppl there all sibei on one. and the thing is, some of them are not even fat can!!!!! wtf. hahahaz. i dunno how they passed the criteria. but anyway, there's abt 300 ppl in this programme. which is something good as well... lots of freebies. hahahahahaz..

the walk assessment is a 2km brisk walk.. No running allowed cuz they wanna take your heartrate. my heart rate is 150 and my oxygen level (wadeva that means) is 98. so . . they should tell us whether its good or bad... my timing sux! 18 min. =_= . . cuz it rained, so instead of the track and field, we used the carpark. then all the stupid aunties, all cut one leh1!! they cut corner and try to squeeze during the corners. BOO. and it was flooded at some areas so.... we had to keep siam-ing. bad bad.... field is much easier. but at least i'm not the last few.. if not sibei sia sway. hahahahahahaz..

now more on my social life.

had an amazing trip with my sisters to Batam. it was only a short trip abt 1 day and 1 night... and i got stupidly sick man.. seriously. I QUIT ALCOHOL damn. and the sweet girls want to re-create the stupid smell again.... actually I wasn't really drunk (and I'm not defending myself).. I just lack sleep. we went to bed at 4am and we woke up at 7am. wah kao.... BUAY TAHAN. i totally KO the next morning and vomitted a new record of 4 times. hahahaahahz. poor bao hui. she shared the same room as me and had to tahan my nonsense. thanx love. =)

lesser meet up with my polymates already. think distance really plays a part. I wanted to find someone to accompany me to go somewhere. I smsed 8 ppl but I couldn't even find one. My point? its hard to keep in contact.

why have I been blogging more often? MY LAP SPOIL!!!! CANNOT OPEN IE. sian... . . . . . . SOS!!!!!! i can only watch dvd loh. sad leh!!!! i'm using my mum's lap to blog and facebook but i don't dare watch drama in case got virus. i shall guai guai refrain from drams this period of time.

my exam is coming up. I'm taking the risk of 1 yr for grd 8. PLS GOD, ANY GOD.... MAKE ME PASSS..........

oh and on the last random note, this is a good website to look out for common english mistakes. its really informative and entertaining at the same time. check it out. http://www.goodenglish.org.sg/

2010-07-16T20:54:00.003+08:00

now i have time to sit down and blog cuz my drama is loading. hahaahz..

time to sit down, and slowly write updates abt my life.. shall start with . . . . . . . my own life.

My own life

I volunteered in the PA recently, as an observer. yes, you saw right, its the People's Association. I'm in the Youth Executive Committee. What do they do? Actually, nothing that will interest anyone who's reading this blog. hahaz.. Hold National day dinners, organise walks for racial harmony and stuff, create awareness for arts and music culture etc etc.. Why did I join? for some reason, of course. I've been kinda active in their events and activities. I'm more looking forward to those activities which have to do with helping the needy in our area and doing meaningful work. Not for personal fame and gain. I hate those shit racial harmony walks actually. But guess wad? I volunteered to be an emcee for an event! OMG!! Can't believe I actually volunteered myself. hahahaha.... cuz the organiser was really desparate. He only had a chinese emcee..So i told him, if you're really desparate and really really desparate, I can help out. And so.. ta da! I'm an emcee for an event. hahahahahaz.. I know I talk really fast, as in really really fast...... I dunno how am I going to NOT screw up the event. hahahaahz.. they guy even complimented that I can speak really well and its not going to be a problem. Guess he was really desparate. ZZZZ...

As some knows, I was really into taking Degree of Social Work as my future career.. A lot of ppl tried talking me out of it; saying am I sure thats wad I want, its not easy, why!?! and a lot of other feedback. As much as i didn't really take it in, I'm now very appreciative of all the concern, thank you. (Hope its not too late). I went for something that I dun think anyone will think of. career counselling. its through my manager actually. She knows I'm in a freaking huge dilemma so she did me a favour by contacting her mentor, introducing her to me for a session of career counselling. we talked for 3 hrs. All I can say about her is zai. she's like made of steel. Emotionally strong, mentally strong and ... literally everything. She minored in Social Work when she was studying her degree and she worked in the Mental Hospital and the sucidal unit in the hospital before. She dropped into depression and bounced back a year later. She's helping out in Prisons now, counselling the inmates. She grilled me with questions and broke my CV. She literally pin pointed everything wrong in my CV. I'm glad she did that beacuse that means she took me seriously. I'm nothing to her; if its not because of my manager, she doesn't even have to do this for me. The fact that she told me the truth behind social work and the reality behind all the smokescreens of society, is beacuse she took me seriously. That now, leads to my change of decision in my course for a degree.

I think i'm sibei useless, still can't even decide what I want to do for my degree.. I keep hesitating and thinking, whether I want a degree in terms of prospect, or interest. And I'm still back to sq one. SIGH. I promised myself next year, next yr... no matter what, I will have to start on a degree course. NEXT YR. 2011.

ok. shall update on my social life the next time i'm loading drama. hee.

2010-07-10T21:15:00.003+08:00

today was a super waste of time. went to *** training at JB stadium. it was actually from 9 to 5, but i requested to leave early cuz i have music lesson. from 9am all the way to 3pm, i was waiting and waiting for god knows wad, walking and walking around god knows where, listening and listening to nonsense stuff. seriously.... i know its the first international event and wad not, but still...... omg. seriously omg. only one compliment, the food is good. hahahahahaz..

came back and watch ai. wah.. this show seriously got me hooked. i'm like waiting every week just to catch the next epi. SERIOUSLY GUYS. ITS REALLY NICE. hahahahaahz.. i think we've still got abt...... 500 epis to go? hahaz..

celeberated kel's birthday on wed. it was a close shave as the rstn we wanted to go to [secret garden] has closed down!!! that place's ambience is awesome... one of the best i've been to. and i've only been there once! like totally wad the hell... was a waste i couldn't go there with the girls. sadded... anywya, we enjoyed ourselves at bargota or something like that .. at clarke quay. if it wasn't for my STUPID HEELS, i would have enjoyed myself better. =)

2010-06-25T20:12:00.004+08:00

OMG OMG OMG....... I've never felt happier for a couple who's getting married. SUMIKO TAN is getting married ~~~ !!! who is she? She is one of the most influential and inspirational writers of singpaore press.

Sumiko Tan is well known among readers as a strong willed career women with a mixed heritage (dad chinese, mum jap) and has been writing for Straits Times from 1993 or 4, can't really remember. I look fowrard to her columns every sunday and they nv fail to catch my heart. Its so "womenhood" . hahahahaz.. if there even is such a word.
Her Junior College crush met up with her last July and they have been going out, as friends. I think i'm really super lucky. I manage to read all the important columns she wrote. The first time she introduced him (his name is Hurricane to her cuz he looks like one of someone she knows or something.. ) as her JC crush, i read it. The next colum was she wrote described wad happened between them and wad is happening to them now. I managed to read the one she wrote about her birthday, in which she was alone and suddenly a cake was sent to her, by him and his daugher (Hurricane was married before and he has a 5 yr old daughter from that marriage) . and they celebrated through skype.
and when i came home today, i saw the front page of LIFE, a big "LOVE AND MARRIAGE" caught me. I don't know wad me go over and read cuz i usually find it cliche. AND IT WAS HER!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahz..
can you imagine wad they went through? They were JC friends, she likes him and they went out once on a horrible date. Both were as good as mutes. then they nv talk to each other again. He met a girl and they got married, had a daughter. She carried on with her life, became one of the most popular columnist, writing abt her life stories every so sincere and honest with all her readers. When he got a divorce and came back (he was in wales all along) and he wanted to contact 2 of his ex girlfriends but couldn't get the contact of the other one. she became his second choice. hahahahahaahz... they met up, became more comfortable as both have matured along the way. They met up as old long friends and wasn't as awkward as before. and within one year, they are going to get married.

OMG. i can literally memorise their story.. hahahahahahz.. i'm sure all her readers will be so happy for her. she will resume her column in sept when she comes back. I want to email her!!! and congratulate her. I feel like i've known her for like 10 years already. How heartwarming is that. And the best part is? She's getting married at the age of 46. 46!!!! she waited half her life for this happiness...... she sure deserves it more than anyone else.. =)

ok. enough of her. hahahaahz.. this week in summary, bought 3 books at a SUPER SUPER discounted price.
1) Jeffery Deaver's at $12
2) Mary Higgins Clark at $12
Both of the above was at city link's MPH where all books are going at an awesome 90% off.
3) Eclipse at $1.59.
hahahahahahz.. i had a $20 voucher from kor kor. heee... was contemplating between the set and individual book, got one book at the end.

Bought a charles and Keith shoe at $13 ++, cuz of another voucher.
watched Karate Kid with mummy at plaza sing. I know IP man is way better, but i ddn't catch both (and there's a third coming out. i think if i don't watch that this time, i'm seriously thinking of killing myself), so Karate Kid will suffice for me. hahaha.z. can i say jaden is hot? omg. i sound pedophilic. i shall say he's super cute. omg....... hahahaahahz.. nice show! super nice.

weekends gonna be busy for the next few weeks. omg....... till then ~

2010-06-13T18:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYBARDY. . . .

hahahahaz.. had a fufilling week.

met up for peili's birthday at my favourite korean rstn. had a hard time trying to tell everyone the location, but we got there at the end. walked over to KOI for our favourite green tea passion aloe vera pearl tea!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee.... so happie. although we left for home quite early, cuz we all are sooooo tired, we still had fun. KEL! PASS YOUR PASSPORT DETAILS TO MICHELLE!!!! . hahahahahaz..

on fri, ting and i met up with edwin and jasmine. went for edwin's favourite pepper lunch all the way at shaw towers or shaw plaza, the one at orchard. at first wanted to sing K at partyworld, but it was FREAKING ex. so we choose drinks instead. after pepper lunch, we headed down to the place where jasmine's friend worked. EM studio (its a chill out place) at Gallery Hotel, just right down clarke quay. shared 2 jugs of carlsberg and had one watermelon martini myself. wah... the watermelon martini is very refreshing! and its something i've not seen before. besides lychee, choya martinis and stuff. jasmine realised that we only meet up once a year, in fact. so long rite. hahahahz.. but seriously, i'm not really like super close to jasmine or edwin for that matter. but i just find joy in chilling out with them. edwin is crazy.. i dunno how can he be so entertaining. hahahahahaz... its never boring with him in the group.

sat went out again, met up with yh, ann, cs, jx, chee wee, boss and ling li. went down to creation again. hahahahaz.. its like our favourite hang out place. i can't seem to get enough of either their laksa cream pasta or thai cream pasta. seriously. its like WOAH. yeah.. then thinking of an after dinner activiy, and yh suggested playnation at Prinsep street. its this place where its something like MINDS cafe, but other than board games, there's WII, XBOX and console games for you to play. we paid $14.90 for 2 hrs on a sat night. i won't say its ex, cuz its a weekend. and thank god we mangaed to get a room. hahahaz.. i was like expecting full house or something. played 4 games. BANDHERO, Pacman, ravying rabbits and mario kart. hahahaha.z. i enjoyed bandhero but i kinda suck at it. hahahaz.. i tried the drum, cuz i'm intending to learn drum for real, and decided to get a hang of it. not easy, i must say. but i'm getting the hang of it.*who wants to pei me practice drum???? *. hahaz. the whole night was amazing, we were screaming (or rather, i was the only hurling vulgarities at the guys cuz they sibei dun give me face in the games. hahahaz.. ), sabo-ing each other, playing stupid (and its like super stupid) games blah blah... hahahaz.. now my arms ache from all the shaking. stupid lah. hahahaz.. i finally understand how kimberry feels. KIM! NEXT TIME GO YOUR HOUSE PLAY WII!!! =)

today is sunday, i've bee sitting in front of the com since 11pm, after lunch. now the time is 6.30 pm. i've finished watching down with love. ok, not too bad. and i've just finished the 1st epi of bad family. doubt anyone has heard of it before. its a 2006 drama, which my teacher intro-ed me. hilarious show.

i think i've matured a lot in my thinking over the past few years, especially during and after cookie museum. they taught me a lot about analytical thinking, looking at situations, lateral thinking blah blah.. and i dare to say, that i dun get angry over trival matters as often as i was in poly. but something made me pissed like the way i was or even more than the way i was in poly. i couldn't help the words used on the phone with the people i was complaining to. i feel that everyone should have a clear perspective on wad the situation is. and sometimes, when people drop hints, you should be smart or street wise enough to pick it up. and as our years of friendship grow by, don't take things for granted as though i'm invisible. yes, i may be ok with it in the past, but i think that we're too comfortable with each other to the extent that you think i can read your mind. NO, i can't. i need you to talk to me, i need you to tell me. you konw how its a viscious cycle? let me list an example.

if I does something to Y, and Y doesn't like it; Y keeps quiet and do nothing about it cuz Y thinks that I and Y are very close, so Y can control. I thinks that Y is ok with it cuz Y doesn't talk abt it and so I does it more and more often. Y doens't know how to talk abt it so Y keeps quiet and things just gets worse, isn't it? complicated huh. in a nutshell, please have a little bit of sensitivty to other people's role in the friendship/relationship. you can't just assume i know, or i think the way you think, you have to ask, and be MUCH more sensitive to stuff like that. its just getting overboard.

2010-06-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

TO MY DEAREST GOH JI BEE:

the thing about Bosendorfer meets Audi, it means that the designers of AUDI car comes up with a super swee design for a piano, inspired by the cars that they design. there are no parts of a car or wadever that has to do with car.

thank you.

2010-06-05T09:18:00.004+08:00

TGI(was)F!!!

had a good friday night since ages ago. had a good dinner at waruku, walked all the way to Marina Bay Sands and see the hotel, casino and stuff, hitched a ride back to esplanade and continued the night at mac @ suntec. =)

why am i up so early? its 9am on a saturday. because jay chou added new seats to his concert. being a concert freak this year, ting and i woke up so early to try to get tickets. 2 things got me pissed. the sale of tickets was yesterday, not today like wad mypaper reported. 2ndly, the new seats are RESTRICTED/OBSTRUCTED seats. like why the hell would i pay $168 if i can't see shit? [think this is where the comic strip des and i drew comes in]. oh well, there are seats available, of course. left $168 and $198. but we cancelled the order. sian. there goes the last hope ~

speaking abt concert freak, i think my aim this yr is to chiong as many concerts as possible? izzit me or just coincidentally, this yr has the most concerts of all. xiao zhu, jay, abba, the berlin something philharmonic, and its only past half a year. i'm going to the ABBA one with my mum. xiao zhu went, jay not going, berlin one . . . . . . . . hmmmmmm . . . . . . . . thinking abt it. ~

all my guy friends are going to ORD soon . or some already have. and some still have a long way to go. anyway, 大家 辛苦了 !

was telling bee, kim abt the audi piano, and i forgot who i forwarded to. i think only kylie and delphini. nevertheless, i shall upload a few pictures of the AUDI PIANO here.

when Bosendorfer meets Audi,

how freaking freeakking cool is this? =)

2010-05-30T00:14:00.003+08:00

today is a saturday. . i slept till 12.30, 1st time since i started work. hahahaz.. actually i woke up at 7am to go to market with my mum, with my bro, came back by 8.15 . bro and i changed back to our sleeping clothes and sleep again. hahahahaz... woke up in time for lunch. actually not really, cuz 12.30 is my lunch time so i was hungry. HAHAHA... alright. anyway....

i'm actually kinda bored now cuz i'm uploading my canada pics via facebook. actually i'm not so hardworking to upload. not because my mum's colleagues are chasing her, i wouldn't spend my drama time to upload all the pics. i took abt 500 pics, but i'm uploading less than half of it. its too many and some of them are quite useless. [in other words, i dun look good in it. hahahz. ] its abt the falls, the falls and still the falls. the main gist of the trip was to see the great niagara falls, which was one of the 7 wonders of the world. its natural(i think) and its one of the world's greatest falls. man, it was really magnificant. so basically if you look at the album which i uploaded, there are quite a lot of shots on the waterfall. and then i saw a squirrel, and i took another 100 shots on that. hahahahz.. thats exaggerating lah. my bro lah, kbkb only. take more mah, then can delete mah. aiyah, guys just dun get it.

then there were pics of food, scenery, poses at 2 wax museums blah blah. so somehow it added up to 500+ in the end.

since i'm uploading it via fb, i dun think i'm dong it on my blog. sibei lazy. hahahaz. so, anything, comment thru there, easier. hahaz

my mum got me a charles and keith $30 voucher and the thing is, (i know bao's gonna kill me and i mean KILL me when she reads this) i can't find anything to buy. there. i said it. hahahaz.. i couldn't find anything to buy!! and theres an expiry for that voucher, in aug. so i have to keep going back to see if i can buy anything from there. no, i like heels. i really do. but i already have 2. one close toe and one open toe. thats all i need. and its not in my blood to get one heels for each day. so...... nothing much to buy. i need pumps though, but the pumps there are not really nice.

i know most of you have received envelopes from an unknown company and inside containing familar stuff...... hee. pls just keep this information to yoursleves, thanx. someone took extreme risks for this. kamsahamidah.

i've finally finished uploading and adding caption to my pics. a total of 120 pics. 1/5 of my total pics. hahaahz..

pls do visit, thanx!! =)

2010-05-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

hi guys, a brief summary on my past few weeks.

i'm back! =) It has been a cold trip. my ankles are all dried up. didn't buy anything much from this trip, just took loadz of photos (approx 500). hahahahz. bought only a hershey's plushie for myself. will upload some of the pics here when i'm free. hahahahz..

xiao zhu's concert was a BLAST. xin yu and i enjoyed ourselves TO THE MAX. hahahahahz... we were quite near the stage so it was a good experience. tempted to go for more concerts but i'll try to restrain myself. hahahahaz.. jay chou's one is a goner, maybe JJ? wonder when will he hold a concert. i promised one concert for each singer, thats it. hahahahz.. but now i know why ppl will pay for concerts. it was just incredible.

back to work on friday, had 252 new emails, lots of files and very messy information stuffed onto me when i got back. my supervisor said "yy, dun faint ah. " . hahahahahz.. k lah. i cleared most stuff already. just that there are some loose ends to tie.

nothing much to do after work these days, just feel so lazy to go out, yet i still want to go out. what is a movie? what is gv? where is orchard? i only know tanjong pagar to bugis. -_-. oh well....

some pics i took with my hp. super random. =)

oh. this is how my office com looks like. hahahahaz.. super girly rite. i know. cuz i have a girly image to uphold there. HAHAAHAHAHZ.. it basically comprimises of my fav stuff? pooh bear from eric, hello kitty from kylie. my self bought piano and a jacket for my monitor. hahahz.. i saw a sales counter using that somewhere and i asked her where she bought it from. so i went to buy. its from mini-toons btw. =)

this was one of the first few weeks. when my manager didn't screw me for using a headphone in office. hahahaz.. when i took off my headphones, i'll put it on pooh. i thought it was quite cute so i captured it. hahahahaz.. noticed the differnt position pooh bear was. this was my old seat. the pic above is my new seat. its so open!!!!

ok. thats abt it. =) drama time.

2010-05-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

yay! i managed to blog at least once in 7 days. hahahaz..

i'm quite busy these few days, due to some reasons. i'm confirm going to batam with my beloved sisters, i'm going to cameron highlands the week before, i'm flying off on wed till 21st. ((ppsssttt xin yu! i'll come back!!!! hahahaahahz.. )) i admit i've been REALLY REALLy inactive online and offline. guess this is the way it is, rite kylie? i'm HG. hahahaahz..

met up with nicole and kim last night, went for koren food @ chinatown, then walked down to clarke quay to have desserts. we were lik STUFFED. omg. ... then we walk one whole round of fullerton (the breakup place), subordinate court, city hall, raffles place, boat quay till around 10.30, then slowly crawl my way back.

jay chou's 3rd concert was as unbelievable. didn't stand a chance at all as it was OCBC priority sales again. all tickets sold out in 90 mins, shorter than the previous 2. like wad the hell is wrong with the whole world??? alright.. no comments cuz i'm also one of they trying-to-get-but-failed-to person. the queue for the 3rd concert was ridiculous. worse than the hello kitty sales at mac. sigh...

i took a few pics (actually only one pic lah. hahahahz.. )) using my hp of my desk, and i just realised i left my hp USB at office. cuz i thought i would be very free, can transfer files. hahahaz.. now i think i should put it at home.

xinmsn.com is sooooo user friendly. i really can fang xin de skip my dramas at home. haahahaz.. its like sooo much better than youtube or any of the streaming media. dun have to find epis... its just like .. there. hahahaz... really cool. if you guys have the time, do check out that web. it really has a lot of stuff.

i'm sooo looking forward to the trip. i'm gonna use my . . . . . . . . . . NEW JACKET!!!!!!!! WWWHHHEEEEEEEEEE ~~~~~~ PULL AND BEAR, HERE I COME. =) it is confirm super cold there, so i definately can use it. heeeee heeeee heeeeeeee...... then, when i come back, i'm gonna use my new bag and my new wallet. so ppl can stop asking me to change wallet le. actually my wallet also not very old, ard 2 yrs only.. is i itchy hand go and scratch it to get rid of some dirt, then the whole wallet like kenna disfigured like that. zzzzzz... now the wallet like too new to throw away. dunno wad can i do with it.

wookie ~ shall be back in 3 weeks time. =) tata! ~

2010-05-01T11:51:00.002+08:00

my last post was on april 14th. 2 weeks of no com after work. i broke my own record. hahahaz.. actually there's nothgin much to do on fb already. no more happy farm (huiting was telling me how she don't have anything to steal from my farm already), no more cafe world (min's managing my cafe) nothing.. totally nothing.

reason why i nv come online already is cuz i'm watching the 9pm show on channel 8. so come back from work, eat bath, watch show, after show, i zzzz liao. so unless i dun watch the show, i'll come online. oh well.. i've been rather a workaholic lately. I DUN WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dun want everything also work work!! its not my life!!! oh god. this month bo pian, cuz i'm trying to clear my work due to some reasons.

anywya, i've officially changed seats, in which my new seat is super open. and the new girl took my seat. ok, she and i are colleagues of the same team, so we are quite ok so far. hahahaz.. she's nice lah, and maybe we're on the same frequency? if she lunches with us, then we'll become officially one gang. hahahaz.. denise and i are talking abt expanding our gang to beat the other clique. so behind me is my supervisor, and behind behind me is my ASSISTAND HEAD!! omg. msn lesser liao. =( SAD!!!!

my head ((as in the head of the Human Resource dept)) just got promoted and she gave the WHOLE human resource dept one box of roche. wow ~ hahahahaz.. super ex sia....... there's a total of 140+ ppl .. she must have spent more than 500.

jay chou tickets are a nightmare. seriously. can you imagine how far fetched things are now? one ticket is selling for $1300++.... i can buy a prada bag loh. (2nd hand one.hahahaz. ) wtf!! 2nd concert also for OCBC cardholders as priority. fucking unfair. its really unfar. ting and i no mood to watch liao. lucky i got xiao zhu's concert. if i wait for him ah, think i get promoted also faster.

its labour day today, i'm sure everyone can rest well. =) REST WELL, LABOURERS!! hahahahz.. and to all my friends who are taking exams this month, JIA YOU!!!! =)

2010-04-14T22:05:00.003+08:00

hey hey ~

something NEW ON my post today. I HAVE NO MORE DRAMAS TO WATCH~!!!!! hahahahaz.. i've finished my mum's colleague's dvd. ((how far bad stuff travels)) and am watching ella and jerry de. BUT. sibei slow. i so late start watching also chiong till max liao. sian. nothing to watch now. actually hor, i got a lot lah, but i dun have links. youtube sux, mysoju broken, .... sian. any links? hahahahz..

went for pizza hut cheese pizza just now. very nice eh! the cheese is nicer than the nachos one. hahahaz.. left early. but kylie and I almost got whacked by my stupidity. hahahahaz.. we were talking abt guys... then i was saying the guys in my office all smoke one. so my exact sentence was "wo office de na xie nan de, wah lao! quan bu chou yan de." [quite loudly]. i didn't see there was this lady, somewhat middle aged, smoking just in front of us. HAHAHA. wahh.... the look she gave me ah.... if looks could kill, we both would have died instantly. hahahahahaz.. then i so stunned eh! after walking very far, then i asked kylie, eh. you got see the gal. then she was like "yah lah.. wah kao. i dind't dare look at her can. hahaahahz. ".. tsk tsk.. when am i going to learn? OMG.

came back and watch new beginnings on channel 8. i think this show should be better than the previous shows. at least its a new storyline. and more importantly, there's joshua. =) =) =) =) =) =) although he act like blur blur one hor.. but still.... hahahahaz.. =)

jay's concert is seriously out of my league. i dun think i'll be able to buy tickets like in my whole life time if they keep having the wad priority sales. dun worry yh, not your fault. i expected that. hahaz.. enjoy! =)

i'm having a new neighbour tml! a new colleague is coming in. but not from my team. i dunno why put beside me. but i'm moving place soon. sian. I DUN WANT!!!! I REALLY REALLY DUN WANT!!!!!! i'm sooooo comforatable at my place.

my colleague is taking 1 yr No pay leave from may 1st. i've got 15 days to learn everything. =(

2010-04-10T09:58:00.003+08:00

ok. so i think its my internet exp got prob or my com. cuz i can't use adobe also. the window will auto close after 10 secs? yah. sian. damn dumb can. omg..

just came back from qing ming. not many ppl there... after we came back, there was a super heavy downpour. hahahaz... i finally finished korean dvd. it was good! its like everytime i finisha drama i'l say its super good. so now my super good has no value liao rite? everything also good. hahahaz.. lemme list the best dramas in my humble opinion.

taiwan - 1) fated to love you
2) autumn concerto
3) da lang!

korean - 1) cinderella man
2) BOF
3) only you / my girl

actually i think here think there that hor.. [I KNOW] the korean dramas all the same one. got one male lead, (usually rich and snobby) meets this female lead under some unesirable circumstance. after this 1st unfortunate incident, they will keep meeting each other agian for dunno wad reason. then this female lead has this a good/childhood friend who has loved her for the past 10 yrs. the male lead has this good/childhood friend who has loved him for the past 10 yrs. then the complicated love story beings. . . .

but the thing is... although the story plot is the same, the way the actor/actress portray themselves, the way they sink into the character and story, gives you a different sadness and feel altogether. really.. its very much different from taiwanese dramas cuz its more of idol drama so usually its all stars who can't really act. execpt for some lah. not all..

i dun really watch jap dramas lah. only a few. i find jap shows are more straight forward they totally tug at your heartstrings. there is not one jap drama that i watched, that i didn't cry. [although my threshold is very low lah. hahaz. ]... jap dramas are good also cuz they are much more shorter than korean or taiwan.

ok. enough of my useless analysis. hahahaahz.. fong you wnat to watch chopin, either you or kylie go buy tickets. NSF or students got 30% off!! faster! decide on one show time and then we can go le. delph, kylie, on mah? kimberry, you want to be inspired?? hahahahaz.

more on work, i've been rather busy already, since i have my own agency to accept cases. i'm doing one agency currently till i get better. and gues wad. i'm still as BLUR as ever. seriously, i shouldn'e be eating too many sotongs. -_-. always do this, then miss out that. do that then miss out this. sigh. cannot cannot.... must concentrate!!! can you imagine, 2 days since i get started receiving cases, i've already got 8 on hand. can you imagiane how many ppl resign in one day? i dunno if i'm allowed to say which agency i'm dong not. cuz everything also confidential. hahahahz.. should be can lah.. i'm doing SPF, which stands for Singapore Police Force. so if yu have any friends who resign and is currently working under SPF, including CID and everything, i'll be doing the case. hahahz.

ok. thats abt it. i'm going for my piano lessons already. tata~ busy next week. =)

2010-04-04T15:12:00.002+08:00

ok so i'm the only one who can't see my own blog. -_-. other than kylie and xin yu?

i'm so inspired by SSO piano concertos. i practiced my piano for 4 hrs ytd. weeee!! hahahaahahz.. so happie. my pinky like got a little blister. lately got a few piano shows and concerts. NODAME!!! SO DAMN INSPIRED. =)

ytd went out with sso gang to watch the Chopin's concerto. we went for the pianist's autograph! hahahaahz.. and and and.. he played an encore! BUT yesterday's concert was spoiled by SBs!!!!! wah. i was sooooo goddamn pissed. why are there sooo many kids yesterday? how can they understand chopin's piece? its sooo emotinal and so .. in depth. ask the teacher take them go musical lah. spoil my mood. and one school boy from the 3rd level dropped his book to the 1st level DURING THE CONCERT. -_-. can you imagine how rowdy they are?????? wah.. super pissed.

wad have i been doing these few days? i'm also inspired to chiong finish my drama. hahahaz.. i'm wathcing a 2005 korean drama titled only you. and.. the thing is the plot is similar to the very very popular autumn concerto aka xia yi zhan xing fu. but korean's version is more simple. less complicated.. and of course, better. =) just one thing. the fashion sense is... hahaahz.. very old.. the guy is very good looking. just that the clothes he wears, doesn't really match today's statement. maybe i've watched too many BOF. hee hee hee.eeee..

back to work tml! dun want to keep writing. later someone say my post very wordy, HOR.

2010-03-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

something damn wrong with my blog. wad the hell is it?

i can see it through my mum's lap . . or izzit fong help me cure it liao. hahahaz..

went to do my birthday photos today. like finally. thanx ting for the long hr standing to edit and edit and edit the book. hahahaz.. love you!

min is really a god-send. she manages my cafe world super well can! she's not a mac manager for nothing. hahahahz.. thank you dear! =)

more abt office stuff. you know how nowadays, offices have all these chi chi's ... izzit this term? its a younger version of tai tai. pronunced "chee chee". so anyway, my office has this bunch or rather a flock of these chi chi's. they fly together and laugh so loud.. i'm sorry, screech in laughter to be exact. its really very irritating. and i usually plug in my earpieces to block the sound. but since my manager tells me i can't do that, i only plug in one side. so .... i'm still open to the screeching. and they are higher than me in ranks. well done.

i dunno who can see this, who can't see. so.... yah. till my blog is cured.

2010-03-28T17:05:00.000+08:00

something wrong with my blog?

2010-03-21T20:52:00.003+08:00

happenings happenings.

wad should i start with?

Concerts::
- went to fong's chucrh concert at expo, featuring JJ. its my 2nd concert. the first was with yh, we went for the liang jing ru one. dunno wad was the occasion. also partly featuring one. JJ that one also mini concert. hahahaahz. its was good. he sang a few songs only lah. not much. but wad can we expect for $10? thanx to my steady friends who accompanied me all the way to expo, esp boss and ling li who stay so far. thanx delphini!! =) who is only newly attached and can pei me. she say she won't ps friend for bf. so... we'll see... hahahahaz.. oops. hope i don't sound like a 40 yr old virgin or something. zzzz..

- bough luo zhi xiang's concert. cat 1. $181!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaz.. me and xy sibei impromptu. she was talking me online that xiao zhu had a new concert and then i was like go loh. then we were deciding on the category. so we were saying, want to go, go the best. if not dun go. although, its a tenny weeny little bit ex for me, but i hope he won't dissappoint me. somemore its in 3D! hee. ... and you know wad, the tickets were released at 9am, i chionged during my lunch time to raffles city to get, the good seats were all taken! i was still thinking of going after work. thank god i didn't. hahaha.. may 22nd, party time. =)

go outs::
- watched "being human" with des, kylie and my brother. hahahaz.. wad a combi. i was so happy that day. the show was good, as expected. had pasta mania. didn't eat my creamy chicken for a change. then my bro joined us for the movie. hee. i love mixing. i dunno why. i think its important for my friends to know my other friends, and my family members to know my friends. its like, my life, so those who know me, must know my life too. hahahahz.. anyway, my brother knows all my friends, no matter from where. some of my close friends also know my bro. so.... they finally met! hahahahaahz.. kkz. i dunno wad's my point of this para. hahahaz..

- met up with min, xiao min and yi. we headed down to xin wang. and guess wad. we all ate pasta. so which means, i ate pasta 2 days in a row. crapped here, talked there. very relaxing. too bad i had to leave early. -_-.. sad.. min got an iphone! lets count how many ppl around me has an iphone.

sisters:: --> 1) michelle 2) fer 3) min 4) yi

poly :: --> 1) rong ping 2) des 3) kylie 4) rence

huh! poly frens only got 4 ppl ah?!?!!? i thought there was more than that. -_-. hahahahz.

black berry :: --> 1) shawn

- went to J pot at vivo with family. wah... SIBEI FUCKING EX SIA!!!!! knn... one set for 4 person rite, $88++.. quite ok rite. wah.. you should see the quantity of the food man. not enough for 3 person loh... but!! the quality of the food, WAH..... SUPERB.. really. the beef is like. WOOOOOO... and the fish and the prawns..... WAHHHHHH..... HAHAHAHAHAAHZ.. OK. i'm REALLY REALLY not exaggerating. those who have too much money and no place to spend one hor, can go and try. or rather, must go and try. food, really good. money, really not good.

- met up with min, xiao min and yi on .. thurs? went to xin wang marina square. and guess wad. we all ate pastas. hahahahaz..

work::
- tml's my 1st anni at work! hahahaz.. so far so good. all the team buildings and wad not, not too bad. i very di diao one. dun like to mix. i think a lot of ppl think i'm dao. hahahaz.. anway, who wants to work at vital???? if i intro you , and you pass the confirmation period of 3 months, i'll get $200!!!! then we can go eat buffet. hahahaahz.. really. we really need ppl desparately. anyone wants, pls feel free to send me your resu,mes! thank you!! high pay! good benefits!!! =)

2010-03-09T22:20:00.003+08:00

yay!! i've finished autumn's concerto!!!!!!! soooo nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate to admit its better than fated to love you.

but guess wad. the ratings for fated to love you is HIGHER!!!!! its 7.44 while autumn's concerto is 5.80. jia you chen xin yi! =)

my jerry yan can nv be compared to this story plot lah. heard they're re-filming the ending to push the ratings. oh well. i'm so gonna get started. =)

2010-03-09T20:08:00.004+08:00

JACK NEO DOES A TIGER - these words splashed the newspapers for the past few days. for those of you who have somehow not able to see the headlines, yes, jack neo had affairS. lets call him jn for my blog to make my life easier.

why am i so concerned abt this particular story? i'm quite a fan of jn actually. when everyone shuns his movies, saying that they have no proper meaning, lame shit, ah beng ah lian shows blah blah blah, i'll always make it a point to watch his movies. even the worst movie, xia dao xao, was really lame, but i had only praises for it. jn's movies has this connection which makes it very localised and heartwarming for singaporeans. every movie of his is directed at singaporean culture and singaporean's habits. even his gao xiao xing dong, which no one watches already, i still tune it to it every monday (last time). ((thats how i came across joshua btw. hahahahaz.. )). so now, his reputation is tarnished to the max with 2 gals coming forward to say that he somehow "crazily wooed" them, his shows will inevitably be discriminated by ppl. so, my point of this post, will this scandal affect my support for him?

ppl make mistakes, we all do. how then can we determine wad mistake is forgivable and which one is forgettable? how can we tell? his wife is very calm about it, saying that she knew abt it one yr ago, and have decided to forgive him because she loves him. is this stupidity of love, or the magnitude of love? its a known fact that males have higher sexual needs than females. males produces sperms like trillion times a day (or izzit? hahhaz.. ) while females only ovulate once a month. so, books, experts have written books like "man from mars, women from venus" and other related books to advice on the vast difference between man and women. my friend borrowed a book like that before and i stole a few glances at a few pages. it tells you in detail, why man think that way and act that way and vice versa. given this fact, izzit then forgivable if your man finds a younger girl to satisfy his needs even if you're his only true love? i always think that as long as you don't catch your man doing it in your bed, its fine. if my boyfriend is a sex manic, do i have to be his sex machine? (gawd. why would my boyfriend be a sex manic in the first place?? hahahahaz.. oh man. sounds bad. )

ok. i'm deviating from my actual point.

so.. back to my point. i like jn's works. i like his creativity, does it matter if he's unfaithful? if he's a hua hua gong zi? i don't really HATE him now, just kinda unpleasantly surprised and shocked that such a thing from him happened. not that there's a stereotype of who is bound to have an affair or wad lah. but just . . . .if i were to guess, i would guess pp like Mark lee, chen jian bing etc, jn with 4 children won't even cross my mind. how realistic. stereotypes only happen in reel life, anyone can be unfaithful in real life. would i watch his show "human"? i think i would. actually i realise both my points are linked. it depends on how i look at man. if i think most man will go astray, then he won't be blacklisted by me. but if i strongly believe that true love exist, and since you're already committed to a marriage, by your family bonds, then i'll hate him forever. marriage ties are bonded by material and eternal things. something you can tounch is only a piece of paper. eternal things are the trust and love you have for each other. how long can both last? i've seen enough from my personal experience that in some relationships, ture love is gone, and wad you have left is only responsibility and obligation. its really sad.

soooooo....... the reality tv will have a lot of interviews, reports, blah blah on this topic. definiately. i really wanna hear wad ppl in singapore has to say. the reowned director of singapore, facing infidelity with a girl almost his daughter's age.

wad are your views?? if you peeps out there dun think the way i do, do tag ok? =)

and guys, pls don't think that i'm against all of you. i nv have that thought. its just a little discussion abt jn. you're still all my best guy friends. of course you all are cuz you're supporting my blog. =)

2010-03-07T20:56:00.010+08:00

went to museum with the gals after our fyp. had a great time! bought a lot of cookies too. hahahahaz.. next time must bring you all go agin for the BAILEYS cake! =)

my best friend and i. hahahahahahaz..

merci and I

chalet!!! ~

our messy chalet.

look at kim's face!! forever stupid expressions.

i remember this pic!! bee was getting ready to pose for me when she went very near to kim. then kim didn't know i was taking pic then she say very loudly to bee "go away lah you!" hahahahahaz..

whose hand is this ah?? rp de or fong de?

all the drinking cups + leftover bbq food.

2010-03-06T14:32:00.002+08:00

i broke my self record. I didn't touch facebook for 5 days~!!
mon - study
tues- exam
wed - work at night watch dvd
thurs - work, at night watch movie
fri - work, at night watch concert
sat - facebook!!

actually i just realised i have nothing much to do on facebook except bejewlling. happy farm already max liao. cafe world use at my house sibei lack. also dun feel like doing anything.

i haven watch finish my xia yi zhan xin fu. i didn't think i was able to withstand that long. last epi quite long already and i haven watch. hahahaz..

i'm gonna keep my hair long (long as in not LONG LONG but maybe just at shoulder??) from this hiarstyle onwards. yay! hahahahz.. no lah. actually i told kylie and bao already. bao was the first to know. and her reaction was "whats with the sudden decision?" and she gave me that weird lok as if i'm gonna get married sonner than her. hahahahaz.. then i told kylie, and her reaction was like "you sure?" ... . .. . . . . . . . . . so after my dear sister's and dear friend's not so positive reaction, i'm hoping for some positive reaction here. why i wana keep my hair long, a lot of factors. but none of them are important. hahahaz.

and then bao told me her colleague gonna get married after meeting someone for abt 3 months? in other countries. then another also met a guy overseas. she says i should go overseas and maybe i'll find someone. then i realised. yah the problem lies with the guys here, not me. hahahahaz. actually i really hate myself. i'm really not interested at all. i dunno why! maybe i'm really a les. oOOH... thats bad.

anyway, yesterday was our teambuilding day. left office at 12 to National Museum, the mummies exhibition. after that was HIGH TEA AT CAROUSEL!!!!!! hee..... free de worrrrrr ~ !! i skipped lunch and dinner for that high tea man. =) BUT. . . . . the only thing was the gorupmates. i don't know any of them! and i was the leader!! dunno for wad fuck sia. cuz they arranged us randomly -_- .............. sadded. had a hard time communicating with them at the museum. cuz we had to play some stupid games. then at high tea also had to play those stupid games. -_________- .... sibei sian. i ate at 3.30, finished my 5 course buffet at 4. then i ownself went to DFS shop shop. yes... i was that bored.

but anyway, carousel was damn good. i should go again. but dunno when.

lots of happenings recently, chalet, go out blah blah . i have a lot of new photos on fb. i'm super lack already. i'll post the pics here, if you wanna update on fb, pls diy. thanx. hahahahaz..

2010-03-06T12:15:00.018+08:00

clarence's drunk equation

poooorrrr beee ~ ...

hahahaahz... i kinda like this shot actually. =)

and this too. but i dunno wad does it mean. hahahahaz.. but i know its about clarence.

wad the hell is boss doing?

oh gawd!! i'm so short!!

couple phone. hahahahaz..

going home!~!

in shawn's van.

our APLT class.. grad le!!

after exam at Hagen daz, Holland v.

momo and kylie.

this is strawberry cheesecake ice cream + mango passion ice cream + crepe!

belgian choc ice cream + vanilla i/c + browine. their brownie is really good

Eypgpt exhib - 5 march 2010

this is one of the thing they provide when you walk into history gallery. its something like an ipod just BIGGER version. then you follow the numbers on the walkway, you press it in, and press go, you get info either listening or reading. cool!! they tell you many stories and stuff..

high tea

my round 1. hahahaahz.. =)

2010-02-23T20:28:00.002+08:00

hey hey everyone ~ !! its my 2nd day of work today! hahahaha.z. and guess wad ?? i did SO MANY STUPID STUFF!!!! yay!! hahahahz.. seriously. i dunno wad my brain is made of.

first things first. i have a colleague who came in together with me. she's 25 yrs old, experienced HR personnel at conrad hotel.. and guess wad. she's my section MANAGER. wow can. hahaahz.. i was soooo stunned. at first i thought can friend friend, same department mah. until my other manager came and said to her "so you;re the new section manager." then i was like. OMG. zzzzz... didn't see that coming at all.

my immediate colleagues are all older in age, so i'm quite confortable with that. frankly speaking, i was quite worried that i would have to mingle all over again with youngseters. not that i'm not sociable or wad, (actually i'm quite unfriendly at times. like this. ) its just that, since i don't have to talk to them, then i won't talk to them. cuz they're not from my deartment. my age is like in the middle. young not young, old not old. those youngsters are fresh grad from poly, so its not my generation. the older ones are those LV, gucci, burberry gang, so i'm not really there. so i rather talk to aunties. hahahaz.. i've had bad experience with youngsters so i dun want to experience that agian.

so its more or less, do work and shut up unless i have questions. i kinda like it. or rather, i can't say i like it. cuz this environment is very very new to me, thats why i'm just kinda looking forward to it. i'm sure i'll get tired of it soon. hahaha.z.

first stupid thing - i wore my slippers out to lunch!!!!!!!!!!! and my slippers not the kind of flip flops. its those BEACH slippers!!!! my whilte billabong one!!! zzzzzzzzzzzz. stupid rite!!! omg omg omg... dunno ppl got notice not.

2nd stupid thing - my com de speaker sot one. after plugging in my earphones, my speaker still got sound one leh!! then i called fong, he say plug behind the green hole. so i plugged in. after testing and confirming no sound came out, i blasted my earpiece. and guess wad.... after some time, ((i dunno how long)), sound came out!!!! then my friend aka new manager came to me saying, "actually you can take your ear piece out already". OMG OMG OMG OMG............ i took it out, and i realised there was sound coming out from the com!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf can. zzzzzzzzzzz..

sigh.. think my brain is really made of tofu. -_-.

anyway.......................... i have loadz of wad team building, orientation, dialogue session shit coming up. like 4 days in 2 weeks. really govt job sia. hahahahahaz...

thanx to ting, kylie, clara, delphini and yh for remembering my 1st day. hee... =) i'm good! hopfully. hahaahahz..

2010-02-20T10:11:00.002+08:00

NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH NEWS FLASH

TAY CHIN HOW IS JJ LIN'S RELATIVE!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! clara was looking at JJ's blog when she saw his face. hahahahaahz... ooommmggggg... how coincidental. hahaahahz.. at least i have tay's number. i think. hahahz.. those who know mr tay, go look at JJ's blog link from my links. scroll down...

bed bugs in my house are pissing me off!!!!!!!!!!!! its getting better though, but i still sleep with phobia every night. i bought a super big torchlight to put beside me when i sleep. i bought tons of shieldtox, i ask my maid to spray at my mattress every night. i super super emotionally stress and thus have very short attention span. and its so wrong timing cuz i'm starting work on monday. ZZZZ................... i hate my house now. i want pest control. 500 bucks. -_-... no gaurantee somemore. sian. alright. better than nothing. must discuss with my family.

anyway. starting work on mon. been reading horoscopes lately, to find out the trend of my new path. a lot of "you'll meet intersting people", "right attitude, keep attacking" blah blah.. only got one. " when will you take revenge?" HAHA..

ok. i dun want to get romantically involved with anyone in the new office. cuz i'll do SUPER SUPER stupid stuff when that happens. and i dun want to be branded an idiot. other stuff, have to buy clothes, new bag?? dunno if i should. hahahaz...

presnetation over ytd, still have a report due on monday, exam on 2nd march. alright!!! chiong ~ the thought of money entering my bank account is worth all this stresses..... =)

alright! time to try and do some marketing report. sian. tata~

2010-02-09T22:51:00.003+08:00

i just emailed KKH to tell them i'm not going for the interview. zzzzz.. waste ppl's time. think i should really think before i act. my brain like made of tofu like that. zzz.....

anyway, today mr lau invited a guest speaker. her name is karen ho. her title is account's specialist in one of the biggest pharmaceutical company working. her body is like WOW- hot and she has this air of confidence surrounding her. she just got married 2 weeks ago to her pilot-boyfriend. once she talk and you'll know that she's not just some superficial bimbo without substance. she knows her stuff damn well, and she talks like rosemary. although i think rosemary is stronger than her. hee hee.. and i'm reluctantly admitting it, i'm jealous. she has all the things that i want but don't have, and therefore putting it simply, i'm jealous. of course, this is the good kind of jealousy not that kind of i hate her and therefore want to split her perfect body into 99 pieces kind. yes i know, under any perfect suface, there are multiple cracks hidden beneath. but still, the surface that i see, is something which i want. call me materialistic or call me superficial, i'm still yearning for my first big thing in life.

wad's the atmosphere like outside? cny starting, holidays, good food waiting to be eaten, ang baos waiting to be collected. adv dip ppl? quizzes waiting to be studied, presentations waiting to be prepared, exams welcoming us with open arms. wad the hell. hahahahahz. k lah. raymond's part is the worst test. so now, i'm just waiting to chiong my report and presentation. tml! i will do it. hopefully. hahahaz..

jerry yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god. how handsome is he. i'm just waiting for next stop happines to be over! this sunday is the last episode. then i'm going to watch liar game 2. the movie will be out in march. but! singapore always very wad one. nv show. last time bleach de movie also nv show. zzzzzz.... this time how. my akiyama!! after liar game, then i will watch my ella and jerry. =)

old pain doesn't completely die. Time may soothe it, stroke over it until it looks like it has healed but it never dies properly. It stays with you, it lives in the crack of your soul, waiting for moments when you feel true pain. Other people had hurt me several times over the years. I'd cried, I'd ached, I'd grieved with varying degree of intensity. And i'd always known, after what had happened when i tried to tell him i loved him, that it only hurt enough to leave a scar when the person mattered. When the person had managed to open uo a path to the center of your being. Few people had managed that. I never realised that the next person who would cause me as much pain as he had all those years ago, who would cause all that old pain to resurface with just a few words, would be, him.

2010-02-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

think some of you may know that there's some prob with my bed. sigh. of all the furnitures that i own. sian.... you know wad. now i like hate my bed? anyway, the bugs have finally came out. and i was sooooo pissed. i can't sleep the whole night ok. slept at 5? was busy switching beds but can't get to sleepp.... and i decided to clear my whole room the next day.

so i decided to clear my drawers and stuff cuz i was pissed off. and when i'm pissed off, everything goes. so.... i was clearing my 1st drawer which consists of all my most precious stuff e.g. birthday cards, xmas cards, letter, letters and more beloved letters. but, i was totally unmoved at everything. everything i saw, went straight to the bin. i cleared from 2 drawers, into 1 drawer. amazing. usually the 2 drawers are FULL. bears, cards, letters, stuff, diaries blah blah blah, just went away. i even cleared the toy drawer, study cardboard. but i realised something. all my letters from secondary are like mostly about one guy. omg. can you believe how badly desparate i was?!? no. cuz i can't believe it myself. wad was i thinking? oh god oh god. hahahahz.. i still can't believe it.

and the most letters i received from -- lee hui min!
most christmas cards received from -- koh jia xin
i mean, i must have been so bo liao, keep writing min letters. cuz all the letters all started with , sorry late reply. HAHAHAAH.. i must have been spamming her letters in sec school. awwwww. sorry love. =)

i've got a job already, as some of you know. at viatl.org. its any agency which provides HR and finance services to ministries. pay not bad, but starting work very soon. then i got another job offer, at KKH. supervisor of visitor services center. in a nutshell, customer service. i rejected her on the spot, saying that i have a job already. then i regretted it. so i called back the next day saying i dun mind exploring other alternatives. then she gave me interview date. now i'm stuck. hahahahaz... damn. i shoiuld't have made that call. cuz i signed the letter of appointment for vital.org already. but i'm so tempted to know the job scope for that other job. oh well. the interview is on wed. so hopefully, i know wad i want after that. KKh is so tempting cuz its so near my house. hahaz... ok. this bad habit of mine. tsk tsk.

and... tml i've got a mold design test and i duno wad the hell is going on. dang. i hate mold design. sian... haven really study, cuz i duno wad the hell i'm studying. all the gates, runner, sprue, different types, ejector system blah blah. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... its so near new yr!! why do i still have to do all these shit!!! zzzzzzz..... sibei san. anyway, gotta go sleep although i have a phobia of sleeping already. i didn't sleep enough last night. so.. hopefully tonight will be a peaceful night. *pray*

2010-01-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

its already 28 days past jan;
a few more weeks and it'll be cny;
a month's time till its my exam;
years till i'll find a job.

how's life for everyone so far? has it been smooth sailing? or maybe something unexpectedly pleasant happened? or some negative surprise has been sprung upon you? hahahaz.. dun get me wrong. i'm not emo-ing or anything, i'm just listening to a few slow songs, so it made me had this feel to write 'these kind' of stuff. hahahaz.. anyway for me, i've been busy in all aspects. but for my school assigs, i'm like leaving it till last min. but i'm gonna do it soon!! i feel so bad to mr lau, or do i. hahahz.. my group or rather I choose mr lau's experiment for formal report so we could like you know.... d..e..l...a.......y our report. heeee......

oH!!! I KNOW why i've been so busy!! how could i forget???? my FYP REPORT!!! hahahaahahahz.. now i realised why i've like no activities for the past few days. hahahahz.. it was hell man. the way we chiong. day in day out, one day at kylie's house, next day at clara's house, weekends at my house.. eat lunch, breakfast, lunch, dinner. hahahahaz.. KYLIE'S HOUSE DE DUCK RICE VERY NICE!! clarence!! how come i dind't konw there's this nice duck rice so near your house?!?! hahahaahahahz...

i'm helping out museum for a few days. like 5 days plus? for like very little hours. luckily i told her i hate taka. they have a booth at taka agian. yes yes. i said i didn't like museum and i would rather die than work there anymore. its more like i hate taka and the kind of sales. surprisingly, i felt that i have feelings for museum still. hahahahaahz.. i enjoy the stand outside and stone way of passing time, the satisfaction of selling ten tins, the way i'm a little wanted so that i'm at least useful, or needed in one way or another. but definately not long term. and.... i like the new cookies! zzzzzz.... i always have this prob when i go back after a period of time. seriously, i think chris is a genius. she can like keep creating and creating new flavours. !!! how !!!! is that~!!!!!!! and the tins are getting nicer and nicer? and my money goes lesser and lesser. sigh.

to my dearest kim:: dun be so pissed off. lucky that stupid gal show you her true colours before you work any longer. anywya, i dun think you'll still be pissed about that inccident. hahahahz.. lets go for a movie soon! loadz of movies came out already. =)

2010-01-20T22:33:00.001+08:00

thanx xiao sha, you know me the best. =)

2010-01-20T16:33:00.006+08:00

yay! i blogged pictures!! hahahaahz..

today i went for my interview. at MND, tanjong pagar for the position human resourse officer. asked a lot of wu eh bo eh questions. i hope i did fine. it was more like a casual chit chat session just that i duno if i answer the answer they wanna hear. now i'm afraid it will clash with my taiwan trip. SADDED.

went with kim to watch alvin chipmunks.. like last week. ate lunch at hereen.. the shokudo or wadeva dunno how to spell rstn. its like marche like that.. but its jap. its the same name, but they sell different food. then went for alvin, then ate dinner with nicole. supposedly is with RONG PENG BUT SHE nv come. -_-... nicole was already at dover, so we met her.. got my gmask done on my mp3. then went for jap food again. hahahaz.. nihon mura. then went for nicole's favourite dessert, at caramel. just behind cathay, in front of plaza. a small shop.

they're known for their cakes, which are damn good. below are the cakes.

the white one is mine. is tea-ra-miss-you. heee...

i'm rather bored lah. when others are already eating, i'm still taking pics. hahahaz.

then on another occasion, its another 3 gals again. delphini kylie and i. it was sso 31st anniversary. we went to the concert but . . . . . . . the show not nice!!! zzzzzz..... i only enjoyed the last song........ i dunno izzit me or i dun appreciate modern music. all the weird weird music. sigh. i thought it would be damn good. sigh. hahahahhaz.. after the concert, we went to gloria jeans for drinks. OH OH... it was their birthday, so each of us had a free cake. by conrad de ok.... hahahahaz..

3 bored gals. =)

my andy lau. hee..

this was taken at clara's house. i went to her house to do fyp. then she gave us (kylie and I) green tea. then i left it there for a while, and the ice melted, and i kinda liked the pic. hahahahaz.. nice rite.

alright. no more. hahahz.

2010-01-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

i seriously wanna be blog-active but the thing is, its kinda boring when i keep updating and ppl reading, but i nv get to read other's blog. yes i know, everyone's busy. but still... ~ i'll like loose interest. hahaahz.. and my stupid blog skin like cannot load the damn pic can. zzzzz... which makes it worse. sian.

anyway, spent 100/= in less than a week last week. aaammazing lah me. on wad? dunno. food? go out? movie???? spend spend spend. and i'm not earning. -_- like that how can! prudential also nv call me much, since this month started, i only worked 3 hrs. hahahaahz. sia lah, if i depend on the pay, i die liao lah. hahaahz..

went to k ytd, going again next next sat. same place. hahaz.. dunno why suddenly that place so happening. i dun really like it actually. i think the setting is a bit weird. i still prefer k box (duh) or top one.. yes its cheap, thats why its so popular.

now my music lesson is permanently on saturday, its very hard for me to go out on saturdays already. not like funan times, this has very inflexible timing, so i can't really make up as and when i want, therefore, pls pardon my absence if there's any.

how time flies, now its already mid jan, and less than a month's time, its cny!! i must admit , i dun want cny to come so fast. cuz of all the deadlines i have before cny. like fyp report, fyp presentation, raymond's assig, raymond's test blah blah blah. like so damn sian. then after that, haven buy dress for cny or rather, more importantly, haven hit my expected weight for this cny. SIAN. then if i get a full time job, i lagi no time sia. aiyah. dunno lah. think also sian.

now i'm doing my formal report which was supposed to be due 2 wks ago. hahahaahz.. lucky we choose mr lau's formal. hiak hiak hiak.

i want kim's life now. hahahaha.z. she damn shuang lah. i thought i will be as shuang after museum, but apparently not. hahahaahz.. cuz of the STUPID fyp. oh yah.. thanx kim. you helped a lot. and ame too. heee...... =)

alright, shall continue with my dreaded report. hope i'll be more active on blogging. with pictures is the most ideal situation. unless i can chiong finish my dramas. hahaahahahahz.. kinda impossible. anyway,

tata~ !

2010-01-07T15:01:00.004+08:00

now i'm like chasing 3 dramas. if anyone's interested in it, i'll do a breakdown. if no one's interested, i'll still do a breakdown. hahahahahaz.

tao hua xiao mei aka momo love -- lame shit. i only watch cuz of jiro. other than jiro, i dunno why i'm watching. hahaz..

hai pai tian xin aka hi my shanghai sweetheart -- funny. good for stress relief. xiao zhu is really good. and chen bao zhu is very shuai. like her character.

xia yi zan xin fu aka autumn's concerto -- AWESOME! hahahaz.. one of the best taiwan dramas after fated to love you aka ming zong zhu ding wo ai ni. BUT............... i think there are a lot of similiarties to meteor garden taiwan edition.
first.. its abt a rich ass who doesn't like his mother, and has no father and does wadeva he likes and gets away with it. his mother or family is the director of the school so he can NV get suspended. exactly like dao ming shi. then he falls helplessly with this gal who has nothing but strong will to live on. exactly like shan cai. his mother is one of the influential ones who uses money and power to do wad she wants, and is damn damn cold blooded. exactly like dao ming feng. hahahahaz. the mother then matchmakes him and another girl from a rich family for the good of the company, exactly like xiao zi. and then he looses his memory and the poor gal suffers with her memory and past relationship while the guy carries on with his new life. exactly like bof korean edition and meteor garden 2.

OMG! too many similarities!!! hahahaahahahz.. i still like meteor garden. =)

hahahaz.. maybe this is the kind of show that viewers like. or rather i like. heeeeee.....

i read in a article, vaness is the most outstanding member in the "F4".. after they progessed individually, within these 6 months, each of them acted in different shows.
jerry - hot shot aka lan qiu huo
zai zai - black and white aka pi zi ying xiong
ken chu - momo love aka tao hua xiaomei
vaness - autumn's concerto aka xia yi zhan xin fu
among all the shows, autumn's concerto has the highest ratings. and they're all comparing him with ethan ruan. both bodies are hot man. hahahahahz.. except vaness is fitter. ethan is much slimmer.

now media is looking at the ratings for the final episodes of this drama and fated to love you final episodes. hahaz. fated to love you had the highest ratings so far. both are my fav. =)

KYLIE! GO CHIONG !! GO GO GO ~ !!! =)

autumn's concerto
happiness, which stop do i alight?

2010-01-04T11:02:00.003+08:00

i've sent 26 job applications. HAHAHA. so many rite. and one called back already! is human resuorce officer from ministry of finance. i was doing my report, listening to my songs when i received the call.. then she did a mini interview on the phone.

"you're currently pursing a diploma in chemical process, why do you want to apply for a human resource job?"
me- *stunned* "oh.. because i dun think i want to start a career in chemical, i think human resource is more suitable for me cuz i've been in the service line for the past few years. "

"ok. we'll call you back for a interview soon. "

hahaz.. .

oh well... good start. =)

2010-01-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

its the new yr! my first post of 2010.

i'm sorting my life out. hahahaz.. frantically looking for jobs. applied for every govt position available. from sgh, to national library. partly wanted nlb cuz i can borrow books. HAHAHA.. ok anyway..

had a good christmas cuz received a few LOVELY gifts. guess wad? all hello kitty. HAHAHA. urm.. ting gave me a hello kitty jewellry box, kimberry gave me a hello kitty earpice and a hello kitty english cup! awesome ~. took pictures, will upload with malacca pics. soon.. dunno when also. hahahaz..

have been quite busy going out, meeting groups of ppl. met up with sistas, poly, eric and nicole and kim again. hahaz. eat eat eat, spend spend spend. today randomly met delphini. eat agian. hahahaz.. zzzzz.... how to grow slim sia. nvm... going back to gym soon. will kenna from my instructor one, confirm. sigh. hahaha.z.

starting school in 2 days time. the only thing i've completed is my presentaiton. quite easy though cuz everything is at the back of my hand. my topic is on cookie museum. much as i dislike it, the reason why i present on it is cuz thats the only thing i have the information right at my fingertips. so its damn easy to present. yeap. report not done yet. hahaz.. sian. monday going back to do fyp again. think we're like damn behind time. supposed to finish all the experiment by jan, now still haven start. tsk tsk.. slack too much. actually... we didn't really slack lah. just that our lab is toooooo time consuming. oh well. jia you ba.

alrightey. just a random post. =)

2009-12-26T23:11:00.014+08:00

ok. finally i can say i'm free! hahaahahz.. for those who don't know why i am counting down, its not that i hate cookie museum or anything. just that the way my job scope is at taka, is totally a sales person, is very sales based. ppl ignore me, ppl look at me with this "just another sales person, dun bother abt her" meaning in their eyes, ppl even diao me for dunno wad goddamn reason. like wtf? seriously. i've had enough of all this shit. i dunno why am i even in there. but felicia is worse. i can't compare. oh wells. its over anyway. =)

meet ups soon!!! a lot of ppl to date. today had my first gathering. poly gang! now no more yr 1 yr 2.. all ji tao mix together. hahahaahz.. so is called the poly gang. i always bring camera, got ppl de camera the megapixel confirm higher than me. so i lan lan keep my cam. today fong brought a super pro cam. sian diao. cannot take pics using my cam. hahaahahz.. anyway, had fun today. went to this cafe called "a pinch of salt", had a very good beef stew. dunno why fong say not nice. hahaz.. then had nice cake, receive nice present. and then had a thrilling experience in a car, went down to ion swensens again for desserts then headed home. overall, thanx for the time peeps! greatly apprecaited.

tml is another gathering! god. i'm spending all my $$.

ok time for pics. my pics are overflowing. hahaahz.. must blog some to delete them.

clara's birthday -

see.. rich ppl jiu shi rich ppl. cannot compare. so nice rite! see below.

like wedding can? i told her, next time my ROM rent at her house, cheaper. hahahahaz.. so nice lah!!!!

then was my mum' s birthday lunch. at prima revolving restaurant. yay! took a day off from work that week. was so looking forwrad.

i dunno why my dad has a problem smiling. for dunno wad reason. zzzz..

look at wad my bro did. here we go again . so nice to me lah, my bro.

sigh. guys can nv take a PROPER picture.

took one pic of the food only. too hungry and tempting to take other pics. hahaaahz..

below are all the views form my seat. as the restaurant is constantly revolving, every 10 mins i get to take a different view. so all i took was the view. food, in my tummy. hahaz..

i thought the toilet was rather nice, so i took pics. hahaahahz..

nice rite?!~ hahaahahahz..

after the lift reached 9th floor, you have to tkae the above escalator , and climb more stairs. quite high up.

then at night, cut cake. i bought it at swiss bake. yh, izzit the same cake as yours? hahahaz.. tasted quite similar. hahahaz.

and the cake was damn good. =)

surprise meet up with rong ping's new bf aka kimberry. went to astons and kenna surprised by kimberry's surprise return. haahaz.. went to chocz for desserts after that. no pics of anybody, cuz kim say she wanted to surprise everyone. but wad i didn't realised is that i can blog up after she met everyone, like now. -_-. stupid me. hahaahz.. anyway, no pics of anyone. just food.

i love lights. dunno why. hahaz.

kim's chocolate with A DASH OF RED CHILLI!. yes, you read correctly. zzzzzz. only kim knows how to appreciate these kind of weird stuff. and i love latte art. =)

chio.

2009-12-20T23:13:00.001+08:00

5 more days to freedom

2009-12-19T09:19:00.002+08:00

today my colleague let me reach at 12 noon. so i woke up at 8 to use the computer. hee.. finally i can use the com.

7 days to freedom~ !

i can't wait to sort out my life.

2009-12-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

i just watched new moon.. and guess wad. i officially hate bella. totally. its like.. she don't know wads good for her. how can she reject jacob?? i had the same feeling after reading the book, but the feeling is getting stronger after the movie. dunno if i shall continue reading the 3rd and 4th book. but i know i won't buy. so maybe i'll borrow from friends. hahahaz.. she's so weak. and in comparison to jacob, i dunno why everyone still like edward. *ok. i'm really treading on thin ice here, hahahaha.. *

will be starting my crazy schedule tml onwards. thurs - sunday work.
mon - 0ff
tues, wed - work
thurs - off
fri to next fri work.

then yay!!!!!! no more museum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i quit! hahahahahaz... haven tell boss yet. dunno hw to say also. say i go to do project presentation, then feb exam. so i take one month off first. then by the time, i've got no more income. only got prudential. then by jan, i gotta sort my life out. find out my course of study, find job, learn driving, settle taiwan trip............... loadz of stuff. and of course, my dramas ~ ~ ~ weeeee ~ =)

jia you for christmas!~ jia you!

gatherings to look forwrad to :: 26th dec 2009 (poly)
16th Jan 2010 (sistas)
weet!

2009-12-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

"Respect is not given by authority; Respect is earned through capabilities"
- Yvainne Lim

If you order me to do something, you better make sure you do it better than me. if not, dun even think about pushing me around beacuse firstly, you don't deserve my respect and 2ndly, you're not doing wad you want me to do. no matter how high your authority is, respect is still earned. i even respect my maid cuz she's proven to be capable of things/chores i'm not capable of and that is where i respect her. so before you order anyone around, think again with the mirror in front of you.

on a lighter note. . . . . . . . .

kinda bored at taka cuz there's always nobody. and i did something that beats talking to people who totally totally ignored me. i social-interviewed myself.

"if I had the chance, who are the crushes i would like to meet all over again? "

i answered:
number one on the list, i would like to meet ivan all over again. i think he's the only guy i didn't really talk to cuz i was still in the shy-secondary-school-girl-mode. hahahhz.. we were just working in the same place for wad 4, 5 months? no proper conversations held; only shy and embarrassed glances exchanged. hahaz..

i was asking myself would i like to meet kah kit over again? actually, i think we can become really good friends. i really liked him cuz of his personality. ((yes, the others were for looks and beng-ness . hahahahaz.. )) maybe as friends?

2nd. . bing ying. its been like wad 9 yrs, going to be 10 next month. kinda unrealistic. but it happen in dramas!! hahahahahz.. zzzzzz. okok. i like roller coasters titbits cuz of him. =)

ok no more liao. i dun want to meet anyone anymore. in fact i want to erase all of the others. hahahahaz..

make my wish come true
oh baby, all i want for christmas is you

relient k

2009-11-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!! i was blog hopping and i saw the SWEETEST THING ON EARTH.

kimberry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how sweet ~ !!!!!! hee..... sorry i took so long to notice. was damn busy. heeee..... i love you!
and thanx for the *edited BOF picture*. HAHAHAH.. you really very cute eh.. hahahahz..
can i like print out the whole post and laminate it or something?? hahahahahaz... totally made my day. LOVE YOU!!!! =)

ok. on top of that, i keep seeing my b-day pics on blogs. hahaz.. thank you all so much ~ so touched. =) I realised that i'm a very easily satisfied person. just something small from my friends and i'll be happy for the whole day. =)

now for my rants. WAD DOES IT TAKE FOR PPL TO SEE THE SIGN "PLS DO NOT FLIP THE COOKIE TINS"? IS EVERYONE IN TAKA BLIND????????? CAN'T THEY READ?????? WE'VE ALREADY PLACED THE SIGNS ON EVERY SHELF AND PPL STILL FUCKING FLIP THE TINS. READ PEOPLE READ! WAD IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU???

conversation with a damn bloody bitchy irritating couple
*i saw them flipping tins*went over to them after serving a customer*
yy - "hi sorry. pls don't flip the tins. they're real fragile"
guy - "yah. we are flipping beacuse we can't find the price tag"
yy - "oh. the reason we don't put the price tag is beacuse we don't want ppl to flip the tins"
guy + gf - "then you should put the price somewhere. we can't find the price thats why we flip"
HELLO. CAN'T YOU BLOODY WAIT FOR ME???? AS IF YOU'LL BUY. CAN'T YOU SEE I'M THE ONLY ONE TENDING TO THE STORE AND I'M SERVING A CUSTOMER WHO BOUGHT INSTEAD OF SERVING SOMEONE WHO JUST SEE SEE LOOK LOOK??? DUMB SHIT CAN. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..

and i just realised i'm a person who gets angry very easily too. hahaz... no i mean.. the sign already say dun flip. why cant you read? we should put a sign, "once flipped considered sold''. like that i'll sell a lot. damn a lot.

and... i've been real packed for the next whole month. sorry peeps.. i don't mean to keep rejecting meet ups. but you know. i'm at taka and its impossible to keep canceling shifts. i've already cancelled quite a few days and will be cancelling more. best is if they fire me. but i don't think they will cuz i'm very useful to them at this point of time. wait till i'm deemed useless then i'll quit. sigh. damn tired. running 3 jobs. not enough time. not enough energy. not enough money. not enough everything. so tired. how i wish i could just don't work. work so much the money also not come now. wait til dunno when. i know the guys are not earning much too... so SO SO SO sorry for burning holes in your pocket for all this yr. i promise, next yr, all no presents ok. HAHAHAHAAHH..

got work tml. then xy's dinner at night. sorry xy, can't join for k... my taka schdeule is really screwing everything up. sun work again. gonna ask for off on wed, leaving earlier on sat for chen mo mo's birthday. =) looking forward.

OH YAH!! before i forget. yesterday's concert was AWESOME!!!! damn good sia. i love our seats too. although theres a bloody barricade. the concert was "ode to joy". there was full choir, full sopranos and full orchestra. better than o****. hahahahahz.. really. the concert was worth the wait, totally worth the wait. =)looking forward to next concert!! SSO's 31st anniversary!!!!!! WOOSH!!!!! =)

2009-11-22T00:23:00.002+08:00

bee :: yes.. my bro was really sweet. i kinda cried after i read the 2nd card. hahahaz.. i love the way the card was written. really touching. =)

delph :: wah delphini.... dun announce to the whole world i bully you leh. if not chen mo mo gonna advertise on newspaper that i also bully her. hahahahahaz.. i bully her more than you but its really for her own good. she's changing! her "hai hao" is getting lesser and lesser!!! yay!! right kylie? hahahahaz..

2009-11-20T23:51:00.003+08:00

1st card:
Front - sis, I konw i gave you a hard time back when we were growing up. but thats all in the past
*tries to open the card but failed - cuz its card that can't be opened. kenna bluff.
back - okay. now its all in the past. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2nd card:
front - for my sister, "there is a garden in my heart where happy memories gro of those who mean the most to me as seasons come and go. And among the fairest flowers that there could ever be is the memory of my sister and how much she means to me."

*opens the card with success*

inside - sister, in my garden of special memories, times shared with you are some of the most beautiful flowers of all. Happy Birthday

message - "thats true, but must be a very 'big' flower there. (-_-). Really glad to have you as my sister. sorry to have bullied you last time and in the future. This is so that i can bully you. (2x -_-).

thats my wonderful brother for you.

happie 21st birthday to me! =)

2009-11-12T18:40:00.002+08:00

yay!!! i did it!!!!!! i rejected cookie museum!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahz...

ok. i already had the answer in mind. but i was weighing the options. do i want to risk my personal time, life and famiily to find out wad i like doing? is that worth the risk? and then..... i still very san xin liang yi. hahahaahz.. after a almost 2 hr talk with yh, i decided to reject. and then i couldn't think of a very professional excuse so yh say use polymer and UK master degree to shield. yah loh. yay! so.... after christmas, i'll be useless to the company cuz i'm not continuing on as a full timer, i better quit before they treat me like shit. hahahaz.. i'm running between ITE, prudential and museum. very very very VERY VERY tiring. plus all the school work... dunno why this sem like especially more work to do. kao.... ok.. really struggling here. gonna like die anytime soon....

its coming!! i'm so scared! i'm scared nobody wil go. hahaahahhaz.. ok. i know i'm worrying for no reason and nobody's gonna entertain me. -_-. i'm still scared. hahahaahahahz..

2009-11-09T20:10:00.002+08:00

i got my first 21st birthday present! its from my piano teacher. hee.... guess wad the also-hello-kitty lover bought me? hello kitty purfume! heeee....... happie ~

anyway.. cookie museum has finally proposed to me. to being a full time. well.. i kinda expected that they will do that already. i just thought it would be sometime next year. wad's my take? well.... my initiated response was a no.. but the job scope is kinda attractive, and the only benefit is the europe trip. the turn off part? the stresssssssss of the very weird culturised company, long long long working hrs and measly measly pay. i'm supposed to give the answer by this thurs. i've not talked to my mum. no point cuz the only reaction she'll give me is 24/7 nagging. so i'll give that a miss. my dad asks me to go, from a very business point of view, 'pioneer batch', 'potential growth', 'initiated job scope' blah blah... free consultation from a Master Degree. hahahaahz.. i'm not exactly swaying cuz know my mum will nv allow it, as in NV allow. sigh. torn again. its good to get their experience and get a job outside. but i dun like they way they assume i'll say yes. rosemary ask me again 'any questions for me' and i was like .. if i wanna go taiwan and korea next yr, will i get off? then she was like.. 'wah. dun need save money for europe trip ah.' ... and i was thinking, when did i ever agree to work full time? idiot. and the way she tries to make me manage my mum. i know my mum. she won't means she won't. no 2 ways abt it. she has my interest at heart. i know the job is good, but not good enough to make me sacrifice my family. dang dang dang dang. hate this dilemma.
bottom line question; do i or do i not.

feedback welcomed! yh .. i made you promise me to dissuade me from ever being a full timer rite? hahahaz.. dun worry. i still remember.. 70% no. =)

2009-11-07T00:12:00.002+08:00

bee:: hahahaahz.. yes dear. i miss you too... i'll be seeing you next sat so we meet after that ok? hahahaha.z. =) love you!

fer:: thanx gal. and thanx for being my english consultant here and there. hahahaz..

bernard:: hahahaahz.. eh bro. dun like that lah. not everyone knows lah. only you know my ikan bilis cookie from the start. hahahahaz.. you'll be seeing each other soon. dun start shooting her ah. hahahaz.

rence:: i dun think i have that. have to ask kylie. she's our monopoly banker. hahahaahz.

i have never been in deeper shit. i seriously need my survival instincts. where are you?
dead and gone.

2009-11-01T12:02:00.007+08:00

watched my sister's keeper at tiong gv yesterday with delph and kluh. it was actually a group of us. but due to very very unforseen circumstances, us 3 gals survived. we went to tiong cuz kluh finished school at psb, so its more convenient for her. after using com at kor's library, went to tiong to meet kluh. ate subway(again for me.have been eating loadz of sub when the branch opened at sp. hahaz. ) due to even more unforseen circumstances, delph came late. so kluh and i ate first.
the show was good. i think cameron diaz pulled off the role pretty well, or rather, damn well. i thought she was not the kinda girl who could act a mother.. but she's a strong mother in this show. abigail is still as good. i like her shows. kinda expected, i cried throughout with delph. i think taylor is quite cute. and then i went to google him. hee.. thomas dekker. =) our age. hahaz.. and of course, they changed the ending. that was sooo unexpected. i won't say its a good thing, neither was it a bad thing. they change it pretty well though, kinda logical. and there could have been more scenes on the trial. cuz that's the main thing in every of her books. ok. shall stop comparing already. hopefully there'll be more jodi movies.
after the movie, kluh left first, then delph and I went to coffee bean to chill.. and stupid me just realised that tea latte has no coffee. boo. felt so stupid. hahaahahz. we chilled from around 4 plus to 6.30. from a very clear sky, to a very very cloudy sky, to a very very very heavy downpour. took bus 16 and change bus home. it was barely 7 but the sky looked midnight. the wind was howling, the road was soooo wet, and when i passed by the usually very shallow rochor canal, the current soo strong sia! it felt like 2012!! i was soooo scared. i reached home at 8. -_-. hahahaz..

starting a new job on tues with my dearest sis. i didn't change job, i took on a new job. so now i have 2 part time jobs, and school as usual.

who eats mac?!?!?!?!?!?!? i want the monpoly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i dun want to eat. haiz. clarence! you give me yours lah!!! you go eat more. hahahaahahahz.. =)

the date on my calendar shows 1st nov. its this day again. coincidentally, i saw you in my dreams last night. how long more am i going to go on like this? i always regret the same thing over and over for the past 9 yrs. i regret hanging up the phone on you. why did i even do that? i regret not asking you to call me back. i regret that very day. 9 yrs. i dun even know how you look like now, i dunno if you still stay at waterloo, i dunno if you're working or studying or what. i just know your birthday is 19 days before me. maybe you're even got a girlfriend? girlfriend or not, i still hope you can remember me. its 1st of november 2009, happy 21st birthday.

2009-10-29T14:02:00.005+08:00

Pictures promised!

my baby cousin. he's so cute!!!! i think i'm in love with him. =)

the jap rstn that my family and I went in malaysia. its very very class!! i like all its set up.

doesn't look jap to you rite? like some french rstn.

not a very good shot.

alright! my mum's grad.

some professor from Hogwarts. hee...

oma graduated! =)

hahaz... when will i wear sia.

random

2009-10-27T11:12:00.002+08:00

just some stuff to share with all of you when i was at the dementia day care

12 things to note when dealing with a dementia patient

1. Be patient with me
My brain disease is beyong my control

2. Accept me the way I am
I still have something to offer you

3. Talk with and listen to me
I can't always answer but i do understand the tone of your voice and your interest. Because I can't remember does not mean i'm dumb.

4. Consider my feelings
I am sensitive to shame, embarrassment , to failure and uncertainity. Don't ignore me.

5. You can touch me
I'm not contagious

6. Don't hurry me
Each day I struggle to keep up and understand

7. Treat me with diginity
I'm not less of a person because I have dementia. I would do the same if our positions were reversed.

8. Be kind to me
Your kindness to me may be the highlight of my day.

9. Be with me
Pary for me. Your presence shows true compression

10. Remember my past
Remind me of my previous work, contributions and successes.

11. Remember my present
Let me do what I can do. Break down activities into steps I can handle. I can respond to encouragement

12. Remember my future
I need hope for tomorrow and joy. And serenity. Love me and your gift of love will be a blessing of light on all our lives.

and tears started to fall.

2009-10-25T16:47:00.002+08:00

heya! finally there's some time for me to sit down and blog. actually i'm not really blogging only. i'm watching tv, cafe world and blogging. hahahaz.. tsk tsk. always multi tasking all the bo liao stuff. anyway..........

have been quite busy this week. going out quite a lot. went to malaysia on thurs with family and grandma. went to photoshoot!!! hahahaahz.. was so excited. woke up early around 8 to avoid the jam. actually there wasn't a jam cuz its a weekday. so anyway. the reason we went to malaysia for a photoshoot was beacause my mum finally graduated with a degree!!!! hee.. so after she rented her regalia and then we headed down to malaysia to take photos. in the morning we went to our usual shopping center to get our usual stuff... everytime we go JB is always the same place. so i kinda know the place pretty well. as everything is quite standard. hahahaz.. had lunch at manhattan fish market. tried something new this time. it was better than the last time. i had creamy seafood pasta. wah... the cream ah. bloody gao leh.... i eat finish one plate i already felt like vomitting.

after lunch was the photoshoot. changed into the dress i brought over and started taking photos. wah... tell you ah.. my family damn chui leh. nobody knows how to take photos!!!! my mum the smile very fake, my father face so serious, my brother always blink his eyes!! i'm the most natural one loh.... *ahem*. hahahahaz... but seriously, the photographer kept asking them to smile... ask them why they always so serious. wah kao... sibei buay tahan. sibei jia lat.

then after that went back to shop again. hahahaz.. ate jap for dinner then went back to singapore.

hope the pics turn out good. hahaz..

today is my mum's graduation! at raffles convention sia..... high class.. my bro and i woke up early for that. went there and there were soooo many ppl. kinda sian. i hate crowds. all were parents going for their child's grad.. only my bro and i going for our mum's grad. haahaz.. funny sia. anyway. my mum was the last few to go up for her cert so from the moment we sat down, my bro played his psp alllllllll they way till my mum went up. i no psp, didn't bring my ds lite. so i guai guai sat down and applauded for the graduates. -_-. after that was the reception. wah.. buffet sia.. got refill one eh.. the scones ah.... damn nice!!! weeeeet ~!

one more outing with my family. ok. not really outing. beacuse my grandma has been diagnosed with dementia, so the nurse recommended a proper day care for her. which is also known as the dementia day care center.. so my family went down to check it out. it looked more like a prison to me then a day care center... there were locked gates everywhere, nusres at every corner... although i can understand why all these measures are necessary, i just can't seem to accept all of that.. all of them are like so moody, each doing their own exercises.. i know cuz its all of 'em have dementia but still..... and another quarrel just came from her house. my uncle just doesn't understand wad is dementia.. he asked my mum to book tickets to send his not even one year old son and his wife back to vietnam! wad the hell.. just cuz of one stupid quarrel. immature idiot. i hate everything. i hate hate hate everything.

i'm so excited for the next 2 months. my schedule is soooooo packed i have no room for personal time. and its so dangerously packed that i have no room for miscalculation. hmmmm.... this sem is quite lack. i have only 1 examinable module... and the other 2 are ICA. and of course, the highest credit module, FYP. everything is going to end in feb. how fast. i'm back to square one again. not knowing wad to do, not knowing wad to look for. oh welll...... i'll talk abt it when time comes. i'm looking forward to my birthday, christmas, and year end. its the time of the year where everyone is soo happily busy doing their last bit before a new year starts.

loadz of pictures awaiting. =)

2009-10-16T19:51:00.002+08:00

rong ping :: that is so not winnie the pooh can. hahaahahahz.. at least bring a hunny pot lah. hee....

bernard :: hey bro. hahahaz.. your mum called you to tell you abt the invitation? oh my. hahahahaz.. you got your schedule already?? confirm can? hahahz..

2009-10-15T10:24:00.001+08:00

daniel ong's gonna be a father!!! which means jamie's pregnant!! how lovely.. 3 months and 12 weeks... =)

2009-10-12T11:01:00.005+08:00

lets see... i'm been rather boring blogging words and words. think most ppl are busy, not updating blogs anymore. anyway. i'm damn free............................ ok.

last weekend have been a rather busy one. was out on both sat and sun, although sunday wasn't really considered going out.. more like waste of time.

saturday was a busy day for me.. woke up early in the morning to go to my cousin's house for the tea ceremony for my cousin's wedding. go there talk cock and eat, the same stuff we do always. then left around one... came back, cafe world a bit, happie farm a bit, then i ciao again. met clara at esplanade (she's late as usual). she bought some cookies.. then went to marina square to meet desmond. only desmond was early. the rest were all LATE. i seriously spent like half my life waiting for ppl. sigh. after that, delph came. then ling li and boss came. then pat and gf came. then julie arrived. and finally, amelia reached. meeting time was 4pm at starbucks but when everyone arrived, it was almost 5. wanted to surprise kylie at her place so we went up to the room. hahahahz.. yah, she was surprised. then we help her with the balloons and deco, some wrote the autograph book... one hr later, i ciao again.

took a bus from esplanade to bugis, to meet my family. then went to some hotel at east coast to have the wedding dinner. i was sooooo bored can. seriously. i hate this kind of occasions. yes, wear nice nice everything. but so bored. kor went to do ushering, then left me alone with the cousins. boo. the food only started at 8.30. so slow..... at 10.30, we were only at the chicken dish. the interval was so long that i wasn't hungry anymore. ate one piece of chicken, some stalks of veggie, one mouthful of noodles. sian........... waste my appetite.
then something crazy happened. my cousin's wife got sooooo drunk that she came over within 5 mins with 3 mugs of tiger. she keep asking me to "ta" her. so yah.. i drank up lah. then my face was soooooooooooo red that my bro could feel the heat coming out of me. zzzzz. sadded. then of course, my mum's face was blackkkkkkkkkkkkkk until it was steaming steam. sigh. wad a way to end the wedding. so anywya, i was soo tired i immediately ko after i bathed. hahahaz..

the next day, went to NTUC for weekly shopping and left around 11.30 for mr lau's house warming cuz gathering. reached buangkok at 12..... waited till you konw wad time? 1. hahahaz.. everyone was late again. went there, didn't eat much.. a few strands of noodles, one piece of mutton, and some veggie.. plue one cup of barley. then went to his house to look look.. wah.... damn small sia. go for an hour or so, we ciao already. sigh. waste time sia. hahahahz..

ok! pics!

chris lee!!

fann

fann.. i like this the best.

ok. this is the wedding i attended last yr. delph, you know him too. teck leong. hahahz..

my bro's the one behind me. the one in suit and tie are his bros, my godbrothers. plus my godma. she tailor made this dress... 400 plus. wow.. chio.

the full 2 families. doens't my dad and his dad look alike? my mum and his mum look alike too? hahahz.. everyone thinks they are siblings married to siblings. hahahaz.

and this is the morning tea ceremony.

invitation cards i sent out.. total of 6 designs. which one did you get?

this is my fav. =)

ppl. pls rsvp!!!! thank you. =)

*14th nov* unofficial theme* up*

2009-10-09T15:45:00.002+08:00

i'm so happie today cuz of 2 things.
1st up, i went swimming!!! yay!!! have been talking abt it for months and months but no action. today is the day i finally went. and the best thing is, there were no clouds in the sky! wheeee ~ .
2nd thing, i finally sent my invitations out already. =) pls check your mailboxes ppl. and rsvp me asap ya. =)

have been nua-ing these 2 days. no fyp cuz the lab under renovation. dunno change wad ceiling ah. zzz... then i stayed home to practice piano (and drama-ed). went to meet the gals on wed. chilled from one place to another. hahaz.. crapped a lot.

school is starting on oct 19th. haven't been working for the whole of my hols cuz they dun need ppl. so i'm once again nua-ing with my poor bank account being hungry. they say need me in mid oct, but by that time i start school liao. also cannot work much. aiyah. dunno them lah. then suddenly one night rosemary called me to choose which place i wanna go. 1st is barcelona and italy, the other trip is italy and switz. zzzzz.. i say 1st one lah. i'm really really tempted to go, but i dunno how much uncle will sponsor and when's the trip. dunno if i go liao then i quit, like very wad not. aiyah. dunno lah. see wad they say again.

and i hope i'm not addicted to fb games. hahahaz.. i was so pissed with my cafe world!!! you know wad, i was afk for only like 3 mins when there's no food left to serve. so my buzz rate dropped from a 93 to a fucking 5.6. can you believe it?!?!?!?!?!??! its just like 3 mins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad the fuck!!!!!!!!!!! wah. i so damn du lan can... argh..... hahahaz.. now slowly gaining back. now around 30 plus liao. 1st time i leave my food overnight, the next morning on still got food. sigh. hahahaahahz.. no, i'm not addicted. i'm just doing the best in wadeva i do. hee. =)

tml is the big day for a lot of ppl. fist up, kylie ang. 2nd, michelle. 3rd, my cousin.
sorry to kylie and michelle for not being able to be present on such a important occasion for you. i'm regretting it too. but wad to do. tml's my cousin wedding. sian. sunday is mr lau's house gathering. near my grandma's house!! can go play with my baby cousin again!!! hee hee heee... =)